Bi-curious? In the closet? Unsure…

And sometimes your dick decides for you and I can say there are times when I just want a hard cock in my mouth...now. lol
I feel the same way. Most of the times, it’s like I’m having lunch and I’ll see a guy walking by and my cock gets hard cause I fantasize how his cock looks and how great it must feel having it deep in my mouth. Then there’s the other time at work. I work with a gay coworker and when I’m near him, I just want to kiss him so badly. Then my sexual “things” take over my body, where I want to rip his clothes off and have him ride my cock like forever and end up with a cum facial. But I can’t cause whenever I drop off hints, he takes them as regular conversation and up as friends with fantasy benefits.

So for now, take a number, get in line, step forward and shove it in me!
 
I wholeheartedly agree. It seems in that there are 2 main camps. Camp 1 is those who will hookup with any cock without regard who it's attached to (not judging, just observing). And Camp 2, those who want to connect on some level before getting involved. I am definitely in Camp 2.
I'm inclined to the second camp too... there needs to be a connection for me
 
I’m a married male, only been with women. I still find women sexy and desirable, and I can still perform with my wife. But when I’m alone, all I think of is men and cock. I’ve almost exclusively jerked to gay fantasies and gay porn for years now. I never feel more alive and sexual than when I’m able to embrace this side of me. I’ve struggled at times trying to understand if I’m bi-curious, bi, or maybe one male sexual experience away from coming out of the closet. Ultimately I guess it doesn’t matter, I’m comfortable with my desires. But just curious to hear from anyone with similar feelings or insight. Cheers
You sound like me a few years back. But meanwhile, I had a couple of m2m encounters that helped me discover a world of sexual satisfaction I never knew could even exist. I'm still married to my wife and wish to remain in the closet, as she must never know about that side of me. My reluctance to cheat on my wife is what keeps me from fully embracing my gay side although, like you, I never feel more alive and sexual than when I am with another man.
 
I’m a married male, only been with women. I still find women sexy and desirable, and I can still perform with my wife. But when I’m alone, all I think of is men and cock. I’ve almost exclusively jerked to gay fantasies and gay porn for years now. I never feel more alive and sexual than when I’m able to embrace this side of me. I’ve struggled at times trying to understand if I’m bi-curious, bi, or maybe one male sexual experience away from coming out of the closet. Ultimately I guess it doesn’t matter, I’m comfortable with my desires. But just curious to hear from anyone with similar feelings or insight. Cheers
Thru the years , the wife and i added toys into our relationship first with her. Then eventually a couple for me. Add to this watching all kinds of porn, straight, bi, gay.
As we watched gay porn she would take my toys and tease my ass as I watched the screen, and lose my self. Wondering what the real thing would feel like .
As she pushed the toy in slowing I, I told her how I would be interested in possibly having a guy join us, and see if I was truly bi curious.
Unfortunately she hit 60 and lost her libido. I wouldn't be comfortable when starting with a guy, cause I would want her participation .
 
I haven't been here in like forever and I'm so happy reading the past few posts. I feel very alone, Married 38yrs, just hit 65, Closet Sissy and wife HATES my sub side. Happy to know I'm not alone with my cock feelings even thou I have a wonderful wife. Marriage is sexless now and I JO in panties in my office when she is sleeping or like right now she's on the phone with her sister. I read cuckold and DOM stories, and I do chat with a few people from time to time. Most just want to get paid for their time so it's not on a regular bases because the wife monitors the money like a hawk. Anyway good luck guys if I ever do finally hock up I'll let you know! Dougy
 
I haven't been here in like forever and I'm so happy reading the past few posts. I feel very alone, Married 38yrs, just hit 65, Closet Sissy and wife HATES my sub side. Happy to know I'm not alone with my cock feelings even thou I have a wonderful wife. Marriage is sexless now and I JO in panties in my office when she is sleeping or like right now she's on the phone with her sister. I read cuckold and DOM stories, and I do chat with a few people from time to time. Most just want to get paid for their time so it's not on a regular bases because the wife monitors the money like a hawk. Anyway good luck guys if I ever do finally hock up I'll let you know! Dougy
Sadly, you have lots of company. Sorry you can't fully be who you are. When I was young I used to be fairly judgmental about non-mainstream sexuality. But with age comes wisdom and tolerance so now I not only embrace the right and left edges of life's bell-shaped curve, I am enjoying some of those orientations myself.

Good Luck!
 
I was curious for years. At the age of 46 I finally got the nerve and met a guy for nsa oral. After that encounter I turned fully bi. I still find woman attractive and lust after pussy and females. But all my real encounters are with other men. Honestly I prefer the sexual gratification with men. I enjoy sensual and intimate contact with men. Cock has turned me more Gay than straight. But as I get older ill take what i can get. Often my fantasies are leaning toward gay sex.
I will take what I can get too.......ZILCH
 
Hey Guys Sexual Sissy here in VA looking to be a Sissy for a real man via Chat and maybe camming? Willing to share wife and hot niece pics for the right man?

Dougy (Sophie)
 
I’m a married male, only been with women. I still find women sexy and desirable, and I can still perform with my wife. But when I’m alone, all I think of is men and cock. I’ve almost exclusively jerked to gay fantasies and gay porn for years now. I never feel more alive and sexual than when I’m able to embrace this side of me. I’ve struggled at times trying to understand if I’m bi-curious, bi, or maybe one male sexual experience away from coming out of the closet. Ultimately I guess it doesn’t matter, I’m comfortable with my desires. But just curious to hear from anyone with similar feelings or insight. Cheers.
I'm also bi-curious to the point that it's close to being a desire. I have met a few guys 1-on-1, but couldn't do anything. I kept balking. I did met a woman who liked the idea of being in a MFM, and persuading me to blow her man. When she nudged me, I reached out and fondled him. He seemed very nervous. Then when she placed her hand on my head and directed me to suck him, he freaked,
This proves to me I 'can' but I need to be persuaded. My only hard limit (besides the typical no-no's) is kissing him on the mouth.
If I ever get the chance, I know if it's a third or a quarter of how I think I'll enjoy, then 1-on-1 will be/can be a weekly pleasure. If you are in/near Trenton, NJ and part of a couple or can have another person there, you can DM me or email me on yahoo
 
Hey Guys Sexual Sissy here in VA looking to be a Sissy for a real man via Chat and maybe camming? Willing to share wife and hot niece pics for the right man?

Dougy (Sophie)
Hello Disco, would you like to DM each other and play online/Chat and see where it goes?
 
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