Deepest Darkest Secret your spouse/partner doesn't know!!!

I kept this secret for over 30 years - but she knows now. So - here's how it came to be that she knows: When I was younger, I was a horny little lad, and started jerking off as soon as I saw my first Playboy. Problem was, you couldnt just order them up. So porn was rare. and I was always horny. A kid in my neighborhood's dad always had a nice collection of hard core porn that we'd "borrow" and it would get us both so horny, we'd end up sucking each other's cocks. I had no feeling/enjoyment of it - I was simply willing to do it so he'd do me. This stopped as soon as I got my first girlfriend.

I NEVER told a soul (and assume he didnt either).

Fast forward 45 years or so: Wife and I were lying in bed sharing fantasies and getting hornier by the minute (a little whiskey probably helped to lube things up) when she announced, to my shock and surprise: "I'd love to see you suck a cock!". Say What? Seriously? Short version - this put us on the road to exploring swinging.

We've had a few starts and stops - but some fantastic encounters over this past year - but most importantly her fantasy revelation led to some very honest and detailed admissions from both of us - as I admitted that I had sucked that cock when I was younger. She gets horny every time I tell that story. And STILL wants to see me suck that cock.

We'll see.
What a fabulous wife you have!!

Good
Luck!!
 
Dark secrets my wife doesn't know about...

- We were married and I had an affair with engaged female coworker. We had car sex after work everyday for six months until I got a better job offer and left the company
- I have sucked over 20 cocks and I'm good at it
- I have let numerous men suck my cock
- I had best sex of my life with my sister-in-law
- I sniffed, licked and jerked off into other family members panties (countless times)
- I fingered a female cousin
- I frequently visit massage parlors and have amazing sex with many asian massusses
- I often fantasize about my wife being force fucked by three BBC's and getting impregnanted
- I want to fuck her little sister
- I let a married coworker suck my cock at work (different job)
- I want to fuck my female boss who's 15 years older and married
- I fanatsize about fucking a younger married couple at my gym. She lays on the bench press while I eat her and her cuck hubby sucks my dick
- I let an 82 old granny stroke and lick my cock while I rubbed on her tits and pussy. She came I didn't

I think thats it. I will post again if I remember anything else.
 
It's complicated -- over 45 years she has contacted me, we have started to write, then it becomes too painful. We stop writing. Then she contacts me again. If you want to continue PM me
I know how you feel. Old GF and I started a delicious affair many years later after a reunion. Neither spouse knows. We both love exploring our sexuality together with kinky lovemaking, and fantasy stories that we both write. I am so lucky to have a wonderful playmate who understands my many kinks and fetishes.
On the subject of what my wife doesn’t know:
Obviously the relationship above
A three way years ago with my then GF and a beautiful Malaysian trans
Just how incredibly horny I always am
That I pleasure myself with Butt plugs and dildos when jerking often
Exhibitionism of all kinds
Wanting to try Bi/gay sex, especially wanting to suck a sexy guy to cumming in my mouth or all over me.
To be sandwiched, giving my sexy GF a doggy, whilst being fucked from behind by a sexy man.
 
Dark secrets my wife doesn't know about...

- We were married and I had an affair with engaged female coworker. We had car sex after work everyday for six months until I got a better job offer and left the company
- I have sucked over 20 cocks and I'm good at it
- I have let numerous men suck my cock
- I had best sex of my life with my sister-in-law
- I sniffed, licked and jerked off into other family members panties (countless times)
- I fingered a female cousin
- I frequently visit massage parlors and have amazing sex with many asian massusses
- I often fantasize about my wife being force fucked by three BBC's and getting impregnanted
- I want to fuck her little sister
- I let a married coworker suck my cock at work (different job)
- I want to fuck my female boss who's 15 years older and married
- I fanatsize about fucking a younger married couple at my gym. She lays on the bench press while I eat her and her cuck hubby sucks my dick
- I let an 82 old granny stroke and lick my cock while I rubbed on her tits and pussy. She came I didn't

I think thats it. I will post again if I remember anything else.
Yep, can identify with most of them. Good to hear! Sexy hound!
 
I know how you feel. Old GF and I started a delicious affair many years later after a reunion. Neither spouse knows. We both love exploring our sexuality together with kinky lovemaking, and fantasy stories that we both write. I am so lucky to have a wonderful playmate who understands my many kinks and fetishes.
On the subject of what my wife doesn’t know:
Obviously the relationship above
A three way years ago with my then GF and a beautiful Malaysian trans
Just how incredibly horny I always am
That I pleasure myself with Butt plugs and dildos when jerking often
Exhibitionism of all kinds
Wanting to try Bi/gay sex, especially wanting to suck a sexy guy to cumming in my mouth or all over me.
To be sandwiched, giving my sexy GF a doggy, whilst being fucked from behind by a sexy man.
Both my wife and I, separately, have fucked old HS friends many years later.
 
Dark secrets my wife doesn't know about...

- We were married and I had an affair with engaged female coworker. We had car sex after work everyday for six months until I got a better job offer and left the company
- I have sucked over 20 cocks and I'm good at it
- I have let numerous men suck my cock
- I had best sex of my life with my sister-in-law
- I sniffed, licked and jerked off into other family members panties (countless times)
- I fingered a female cousin
- I frequently visit massage parlors and have amazing sex with many asian massusses
- I often fantasize about my wife being force fucked by three BBC's and getting impregnanted
- I want to fuck her little sister
- I let a married coworker suck my cock at work (different job)
- I want to fuck my female boss who's 15 years older and married
- I fanatsize about fucking a younger married couple at my gym. She lays on the bench press while I eat her and her cuck hubby sucks my dick
- I let an 82 old granny stroke and lick my cock while I rubbed on her tits and pussy. She came I didn't

I think thats it. I will post again if I remember anything else.
Ha, I love that “ post again if I remember anything else”
Well I remembered after my post- love of cross dressing in one price swimsuits, and sexy lingerie whilst jerking off admiring myself in the mirror.
 
This is interesting ..
:) Well, I love exposing myself and I love hearign from strnagers. My husband doesn't know.
i have a weord kink they say 🙂 In real life, I am an acamedician, For 3-4 months I do block seminars (visiting) professor in Humanities and when I am not teaching I love promoting local brands, online promos, pics and more howver


I also love to receive gifts from strnagers or people I just met in a random setting (e.g. cheap bikinis, slit dresses and accesories and wearing them on vacation with fams, colleagues and hubby) and sending those pics back.
My Kink: People say a bit weird but I love frivolous dress order : i dont know just a married wifey and amum, I am no LFW model but i like when men offer a classy lady like me a cheap wh**e stuff to pamper like cheap dresses lingerie and ask me to wear it in fam vacations, or on dates wth hubby ..hub has no idea that the dress costs 5 or 10 buks and he thinks its classy and i get o**zing knowing its given by a stnrgaer..I get aroused knowing that a posh lady on a date or on a vacation with my socials is wearing cheap stuff slutty dresses.. I dont like expensive ones..happy to answer more if u wnana know
Feel free to ask more

Apart from above, I have a braless pledge! I like Just spreading fun. I join groups chats etc. as wife, mum & gf and more

I am a woman with many desires which I am looking to get fulfil .What excites me the most is i like wearing gifts by other men strangers and sending pics in that to them infront of hubby..if u hav read till here say "rubber" for a faster response
 
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This is interesting ..
:) Well, I love exposing myself and I love hearign from strnagers. My husband doesn't know.
i have a weord kink they say 🙂 In real life, I am an acamedician, For 3-4 months I do block seminars (visiting) professor in Humanities and when I am not teaching I love promoting local brands, online promos, pics and more howver


I also love to receive gifts from strnagers or people I just met in a random setting (e.g. cheap bikinis, slit dresses and accesories and wearing them on vacation with fams, colleagues and hubby) and sending those pics back.
My Kink: People say a bit weird but I love frivolous dress order : i dont know just a married wifey and amum, I am no LFW model but i like when men offer a classy lady like me a cheap wh**e stuff to pamper like cheap dresses lingerie and ask me to wear it in fam vacations, or on dates wth hubby ..hub has no idea that the dress costs 5 or 10 buks and he thinks its classy and i get o**zing knowing its given by a stnrgaer..I get aroused knowing that a posh lady on a date or on a vacation with my socials is wearing cheap stuff slutty dresses.. I dont like expensive ones..happy to answer more if u wnana know
Feel free to ask more

Apart from above, I have a braless pledge! I like Just spreading fun. I join groups chats etc. as wife, mum & gf and more

I am a woman with many desires which I am looking to get fulfil .What excites me the most is i like wearing gifts by other men strangers and sending pics in that to them infront of hubby..if u hav read till here say "rubber" for a faster response

This makes me think of a friend. She has (or had) a juicy naughty streak for quite a while. One year her Christmas card arrived. It was of her, her husband, and her two kids. She was in an outfit that accentuated her assets. No one would say it was inappropriate for a Christmas card, but, boy it was close... just 5% too sexy. But, maybe it was just because she was hot and looked good in anything.

But, it wasn't just the outfit... her stance was just 5% too sexy for a Christmas card.

And, really, it wasn't the stance/pose... it was the expression on her face. Everyone else was smiling for the camera. She, it seemed, was smiling for YOU, the viewer... the male viewer. Something about her expression said "I'm hot. You want me. Admit it. You're pretending in front of your wife that you're just looking at a friend's Christmas card and thinking 'oh how nice', but you're actually thinking about how much you want to fuck me."

I told her all this and she said her husband said he didn't like this particular photo because he thought maybe she looked too sexy. But, she didn't understand... she was wearing the same outfit in all the other options, so dismissed his concerns and used it.

I told her that every guy who got that card had already jerked off to it at least once. She said that I was exaggerating... but... she would be flattered if I was right.

I miss her naughty days... as she got older, she got much more tame and the naughty stories slowly ended.
 
This makes me think of a friend. She has (or had) a juicy naughty streak for quite a while. One year her Christmas card arrived. It was of her, her husband, and her two kids. She was in an outfit that accentuated her assets. No one would say it was inappropriate for a Christmas card, but, boy it was close... just 5% too sexy. But, maybe it was just because she was hot and looked good in anything.

But, it wasn't just the outfit... her stance was just 5% too sexy for a Christmas card.

And, really, it wasn't the stance/pose... it was the expression on her face. Everyone else was smiling for the camera. She, it seemed, was smiling for YOU, the viewer... the male viewer. Something about her expression said "I'm hot. You want me. Admit it. You're pretending in front of your wife that you're just looking at a friend's Christmas card and thinking 'oh how nice', but you're actually thinking about how much you want to fuck me."

I told her all this and she said her husband said he didn't like this particular photo because he thought maybe she looked too sexy. But, she didn't understand... she was wearing the same outfit in all the other options, so dismissed his concerns and used it.

I told her that every guy who got that card had already jerked off to it at least once. She said that I was exaggerating... but... she would be flattered if I was right.

I miss her naughty days... as she got older, she got much more tame and the naughty stories slowly ended.
Lol I am wondering if it was me haha but jokes apart well not exactly but this is one my recent experinece..

She sounds amazing and I agree, many a times I have been told that the way I talk and smile have given the guys a feeling of desires. Lol, I am not sure what I should infer out of that :)

I am not sure if I can post a pic here and I do not want to offend this lovely community as I find you all so amazing :) This is what I recently experienced. Happy to hear your views


https://forum.literotica.com/thread...trangers-dress-choices.1621730/post-100363546

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Lol I am wondering if it was me haha but jokes apart well not exactly but this is one my recent experinece..

She sounds amazing and I agree, many a times I have been told that the way I talk and smile have given the guys a feeling of desires. Lol, I am not sure what I should infer out of that :)

I am not sure if I can post a pic here and I do not want to offend this lovely community as I find you all so amazing :) This is what I recently experienced. Happy to hear your views


https://forum.literotica.com/thread...trangers-dress-choices.1621730/post-100363546

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Love Jaaz https://cdn.jsdelivr.net/joypixels/assets/8.0/png/unicode/64/1f48b.png
Your Labelle
My own secret world of desires:
Here

I've sometimes worried that some of my stories from the past are specific enough that someone might recognize themself in one of them... and therefore know who I am as well.

I could imagine your christmas card could be equally "unintentionally" sexy. :)
 
Dark secrets my wife doesn't know about...

- We were married and I had an affair with engaged female coworker. We had car sex after work everyday for six months until I got a better job offer and left the company
- I have sucked over 20 cocks and I'm good at it
- I have let numerous men suck my cock
- I had best sex of my life with my sister-in-law
- I sniffed, licked and jerked off into other family members panties (countless times)
- I fingered a female cousin
- I frequently visit massage parlors and have amazing sex with many asian massusses
- I often fantasize about my wife being force fucked by three BBC's and getting impregnanted
- I want to fuck her little sister
- I let a married coworker suck my cock at work (different job)
- I want to fuck my female boss who's 15 years older and married
- I fanatsize about fucking a younger married couple at my gym. She lays on the bench press while I eat her and her cuck hubby sucks my dick
- I let an 82 old granny stroke and lick my cock while I rubbed on her tits and pussy. She came I didn't

I think thats it. I will post again if I remember anything else.
Far out, Man!
 
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