Deepest Darkest Secret your spouse/partner doesn't know!!!

I still have feelings for a friend of mine who I was involved with about three years ago. She will always be part of my past and never goes away the thoughts of what if we had stayed together in my mind. My husband does not know, I still have feelings after all these years. I just can't stop loving someone even if they are not with me anymore.~
I had a girlfriend almost 50 years ago, who I have got out of my system. I haven't seen her for several decades and we are in our seventies now. I still think of her erotically many times a week and I do still fantasize about being with her for a couple of years in some imaginary future
 
I had a girlfriend almost 50 years ago, who I have got out of my system. I haven't seen her for several decades and we are in our seventies now. I still think of her erotically many times a week and I do still fantasize about being with her for a couple of years in some imaginary future
45 years and sixties, but I know exactly what of you speak.
 
No, while I was (am?) a young widower, she is still married.

I'll not hesitate to play with another man's wife, but she's (preferably they're) going have to invite me (literally) in.
It's complicated -- over 45 years she has contacted me, we have started to write, then it becomes too painful. We stop writing. Then she contacts me again. If you want to continue PM me
 
I drove her drunk friend home and she sucked me off in her driveway.
After work a bunch of us would go to a bar for a few drinks including my wife. There was a gorgeous coworker who on Friday nights would never have a ride and would drive with me and my wife as we had two cars. On Friday nights my wife would kiss me goodbye at the bar and head out to the bowling alley to join her team, she always asked me to give Maria a ride home, when it was time to go we would get in my car, one Friday night Maria started rubbing my pants, unzipped me pulled my cock out and gave me the best blow job I ever had, swallowing everything, this happened every Friday night during bowling season, I miss those blow jobs
 
After work a bunch of us would go to a bar for a few drinks including my wife. There was a gorgeous coworker who on Friday nights would never have a ride and would drive with me and my wife as we had two cars. On Friday nights my wife would kiss me goodbye at the bar and head out to the bowling alley to join her team, she always asked me to give Maria a ride home, when it was time to go we would get in my car, one Friday night Maria started rubbing my pants, unzipped me pulled my cock out and gave me the best blow job I ever had, swallowing everything, this happened every Friday night during bowling season, I miss those blow jobs
That is interesting, do you think your wife knew?
 
That is interesting, do you think your wife knew?
She has never said anything and that was many many years ago. In fact my wife and her went to a training session for a week and roomed with each other, I planned with Maria to seduce my wife and then we could have a threesome when they got back, Maria seduced her but also told her about my plan, but never told me if they had sex
 
I had a girlfriend almost 50 years ago, who I have got out of my system. I haven't seen her for several decades and we are in our seventies now. I still think of her erotically many times a week and I do still fantasize about being with her for a couple of years in some imaginary future
I am in the same mind set with my first love. Never got her out of my mind. Just yesterday, I saw a pair of pants in the store that are exactly how she used to dress.

i don't think I will ever be over her. 😔
 
I am in the same mind set with my first love. Never got her out of my mind. Just yesterday, I saw a pair of pants in the store that are exactly how she used to dress.

i don't think I will ever be over her. 😔
I once thought I was unique -- but it turns out that there are others like us. I know several. PM if you want to chat (although I may not be on until later tonight)
 
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