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I hope no one minds me sharing on this thread but I have been very stupid. I lived a very sheltered life, strict catholic. Most of my spare time I spent in sports and have a very toned body.
You may find it hard to believe but I was so indoctrinated to think any sexual feelings were wrong I hadn't even masturbated. One day a new guy arrived at the gym and we got talking. He told me he was in the army and was home on leave. After about four weeks we went on our first date. It was good but nothing happened, we didn't even kiss. The following week there was a dance in the barracks and I was invited. I rarely wear a skirt but on this occassion I did. During the dancing I could feel him up against me and I felt very awkward. After an hour I made an excuse and decided to go home. My date followed me out and started crying. He said he was off to Afghanistan the next day and didn't know if he would ever come back. He just needed someone to talk to.
Stupidly I agreed to go back to his quarters and went to his room. He said he had never kissed a girl before and was scared he never would if he got killed in Kabal. Somehow we started kissing and before I knew it we were lying next to each other on the bed. My heart was racing as my blouse and bra came off and he was biting my nipples. I had never felt anything like it and the sensation and wetness in my pussy were awesome.
Wearing pull up stockings meant he only had to remove my panties and he would access to my virgin pussy. In the heat of passion I found myself mounted and penetrated before I knew what was happening. It hurt like hell and I could feel warm fluid dripping from my crotch which I later found was blood. I begged him not to give me ababy but he just tensed, grunted and came inside me. The following day I went to the chemist and bought the morning after pill.
Two days later I found out four guys had taken bets as to who could take my innocence. This guy was an army reserve and was never going to be deployed. I went to confession but the priest wasn't helpful at all. It was a whole year before I could go on another date.
Sorry you had to go through that. I have never experienced date rape which is basically what that was. I can certainly understand not wanting to go on another date for a bit.
Are you all up on sex, boundaries and birth control now?
Yes thank you. I'm very much up to date. The Priest doesn't like it but my boy friend does.
Sugar Kink!
Supreme ecstasy.
My favorite drunken Druid! Thanks!
I just heard a voice I could definitely hear more of.
I've been hearing voices for years
Do they tell you exciting things?
Persuaded Mindfondler to strip for the ladies of Lit!
He did a great job and I truly enjoyed watching it do it, and the added commentary
Mindfondler's suit strip!
If I ever take up couples, I would consider him and his wife. Never thought about couples before either, hmmm.
I've only just found this posting from a couple of weeks ago...
How intriguing... I don't think we're ready for that at the moment, but I for one feel unexpectedly curious about the concept.
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Thanks for posting tonguetrap! Glad you are enjoying yourself now.
I think I was lucky to be among a bunch of like minded people and have very good relationship/sexual mentors when I was younger. I really prefer sexual relationships without a lot of drama and partners with whom I can cross back and forth across the lover/friend line. If I am in a serious committed relationship and all that stuff, I will, of course prefer whatever we agree upon but still not big on drama
Noor- I see , after some research, that your location is at the end of a Buddhist Mantra- Could you expand on that? Thanks
Thanks, Noor. Wish I had some mentors, just didnt happen. I like this thread, a lot of heartfelt thoughts here. Be well.....