My Story/My Life

[jpro56]

I have been watching, trolling, posting and perving on Lit for many years. I rarely post anything real about me but have decided to start posting some kind of blog about my daily life, dreams, desires and general BS about my world.
I have authored and published a few fictional stories on the site, all coming out of my own perverted imagination and fantisied desires.
I am a young, mostly healthy 67 year old guy. Once divorced, once widowed, retired and semi-happily involved in a dating relationship. I have 4 kids spread from 2 blocks to 6 hours away.
I am bi, as you can probably tell by looking through my posts over the years. I live in the VERY central part of Illinois. I would love to find some new friends to spend time with.
Willing to chat if you would like to.
I will be posting for "new" stuff just to see what happens.

 

[jpro56]

Another day​

I had a nice family day yesterday. Tommorow I have to go do some Christmas shopping for the little ones, yes, I have been putting it off until it is a have to thing. I miss having a wife to go and take care of all that.
Guess I need to let you all know a little more about me.
Like most guys, I did do a little show me yours and I'll show you mine stuff with friends as a pubescent kid. Nothing very sexual at all really. Once I reached my teen years I found out how soft and cuddly girls were. A few attempts at having a girlfriend before finding a long term one at 16. I quickly found a lot more soft and cuddly parts and even some that tasted really, really nice too.
First marriage, two kids, divorce. Sex was sometimes great. Life together wasn't great very often. She was very jealous and needy. I tried as best I could but it was never enough for her. 5 1/2 years and we divorced. She was having a fling with a 17 year old dish washer at the restaurant she worked at. I think she regreted her choices after it was way too late. I had moved on and wasn't going back.
Next chapter next time I get a chance to write.

 

[jpro56]

The next chapter​

First marriage ending, I randomly meet a former co-worker in the bar one night. We really hit it off and ended up spending a lot of time together. Within a year we were married. She was very different from my ex, my kids liked her and she liked them.
Fast forward two years and I had two more kids, a stable, steady job and a happy family. The great sex at first was falling into the old married couple trap and wasn't as frequent as I would have liked. She was a bigger woman and I loved it when we did get intimate. I love giving oral and she was a squirter. That wet sloppy pussy was great to dump my load in.
Later in our marriage, the two that lived with us were in college, I had some issues at work and ended up taking a mental health leave for 6 weeks. The internet was still in its infancy but chatrooms were readily available and I had lots of time on my hands.
Even with the empty nest, our sex life was almost nonexistant. Being a regular healthy guy, I started searching on the internet and Craigslist was in its hayday. I found myself arranging a meetup and breaking into that, previously taboo space of cheating on my wife.
Next post will tell that story.

 

[lit_ch3]

Keeping an eye on this thread....

 

[jpro56]

I had this all typed out last night and it wouldn't post and only saved half of it. I will try again.

I had a free day and arranged to meet up with a crossdresser in a nearby town. We parked in a way far off corner of a mall. This was before cameras everywhere and it was late morning on a weekday. I thought I was ready but doubts started creeping in as soon as I got in his van. He was in his full dressed mode, not very passable but it worked. We talked for just a few minutes and he asked me to get in the back and have a seat.
I did. Nerves and regretes were startig to get the best of me and I told him that I still wasn't sure about doing this. He knelt in front of me, looked at me with his nicely made up face and told me to relax and just let him start. If I wanted him to stop at any time, he would.

He began to rub me through my pants and I reacted the way he knew I would. I was getting hard. I reached out and stroked his hair and lifted my hips toward him. He undid my pants and pulled them down to my ankles. Watching me as he gentle started stroking my cock until it was good and hard. He lowered his mouth over me and I just moaned. His mouth was warm and felt so good. Oral was a rarity in my sex life and my dick was longing for it. I watched his head bob up and down in my lap, enjoying the feeling. As pleasure filled my groin, doubts started creeping into my mind. I tried to drive them away by playing with his lace covered small breasts, but is wasn't working. My dick was going soft no matter what he tried.

He stopped and asked if I was alright. I told him that I was beginning to doubt what I was doing. He told me that it was just a blow job, barely qualified as cheating, and he knew that I was really needing it. He told me to just close my eyes and enjoy it. He pulled me a little more forward on the seat and cupped my balls with is hands. He covered my cock with his mouth and used his hand to feed it into his mouth. It felt so good. I relaxed as much as I could and let him give me my first real blow job by a guy.

It didn't take long for my balls to start straining to empty the load that they had been storing for a few days. I told him that I was getting close and he just nodded his head. He pulled me as far as he could into his mouth, cupping my balls to his chin and started working his tongue over the underside of my cock. I grabbed his head and pumped my hot load into his throat. He held me in place and sucked every drop from me.

Once my balls were empty and my big brain started working again I was suddenly filled with shame and doubt. It must have really showed on me because he didn't press things any farther. I appologized for it but he said it was okay, He was used to it with first timers. They blow job was amazing and my empty balls were happy but I knew I was going to have a problem dealing with what I had just done. I thank him and we parted and I never saw him again.

I just knew that as soon as my wife saw me that she was going to know that I had done something but it never happened. I found myself wonderin

 

[jpro56]

I'm going to jump forward to 2007. I never cheated again except for watching a lot of porn and I had started writing a few stories to when my imagination ran wild. Youngest was set to graduate college, I was retiring a couple months later and the wife and I were going to get to do some traveling.
Late April she came down with a 'stomach bug'. After a week without any improvement I took her to the ER. A CTscan showed that she had diverticulitus. She was admitted and started on strong antibiotics. 24 hours later with symptoms getting still worse, she was taken to a nearby bigger hospital. The next morning the performed another CTscan and rushed her into emergency surgery as her bowel had ruptured.
In the blink of an eye our happy little life turned into a medical nightmare. She barely survived her first surgery. My role as husband was transformed into caregiver and medical advocate for the next 5 years and 4 months. At one point she spent 9 months in the hospital. Repeated infections that caused liver and kidney failure. 4 more surgeries to try to fix her abdominal issues. She had one of her doctors tell her after one episode that it had been the 8th time that she probably should not have survived that round of infection.
She even had one near death experience that had her so excited that she could barely contain herself telling us about it.
We did have some good times during this when we thought thigs might turn around and she was going to get better and we could live our lives not visiting doctors and hospitals. We traveled a little, built a new house for all the kids to come and stay, Had the holidays and life moved on.
Her infections reared there ugly heads often. Just when we thought we were progressing and her abdominal wound was appearing to be finally healing, sepsis would hit almost overnight and we would make another trip and stay in the hospital. Sometimes a few weeks, sometimes a couple months.
I was with her everyday. Home, hospital, nursing home(hardest thing I have ever done in my life). As things progressed I was getting more and more horny and my hand just wasn't enough anymore. I'm not sure when it started but one night as I left the hospital I drove to a strip club that had a bookstore and theater. I went into the theater, they had one room with a larger screen that would hold about 8 people and 6 booths that you could go in. A couple of the booths had gloryholes.
My next time cheating was with my dick stuck through a hole in the wall of a smelly booth and letting some random guy suck me off. Once I finished I was filled with guilt and quickly left. All the way home I could still imagine the feeling of that mouth on my cock and I new that I was hooked and just getting a blow job was just the beginning.

 

[jpro56]

I apologize for the long delay between posts. The holidays, family stuff and a brief visit with food poisoning have kept me busy.

So, continuing my story. As the days stretched into weeks that stretched into years, I would occasionally find the itch just had to be scratched and I would leave the hospital at night and make the drive across town to the ABS. Mutual jacking in the theater room or a blow job in the booth. If the night was slow, I would just jack off to the videos. I got to enjoy sucking my first, and so far, only, black cock, and a crossdresser at that.
I managed to hook up with a few guys to trade blow jobs but it was mostly a desert of sex.

After the wife passed and I felt that I had mourned long enough, like the 5 years of being her caregiver didn't give me enough time to do that, I started looking for new friends.
I found a gal a few years younger than me that was like no one I ever met before. I am a midwestern farm boy and she was a quick tongued, quick witted New Yorker. I went in with no promises of a long-term relationship and marriage on the table. I had my family and life, she had hers but we did enjoy each other's company. We traveled; I went to places I never imagined that I would go. After a while I think she wanted more but she wasn't a fit for my family and they weren't very fond of her and it wore on us.
I made the mistake of introducing her to an acquaintance of mine as my friend, NOT my girlfriend. I was fucking in my 60's and didn't think it mattered. It sure the fuck did to her. It took a while but we started pulling away from each other. I quit spending the night which really didn't matter because the sex was lousy anyway. She started talking about moving to Florida near her folks and I didn't discourage her.

I wasn't idle during our ending stages. My next post will be about my FWB that lasted way to short but was so much fun.

 

[jpro56]

WOW! January sure wasn't what I was hoping for. A few minor health issues for me and some major things to deal with in the real life world. Things are finally falling back into place and life seems almost normal again. Sorry if there was anyone out there that was waiting eagerly for my next chapter - altough from all the responses I've seen - this seems to be just for me.

Back to my story.
Glory days of Craigslist. Made a post in the personals looking for a FWB that would enjoy trading oral and do a little sexual experimenting. I got a few replies that went nowhere but a couple that lead to meeting. This is about the first one.
She was from nearby, much younger but not having luck with her love life and was just needing some release. We agreed to meet for coffee.
The day came, a late morning meeting. She was a bigger gal, Hispanic, and neither are a problem with me. We sat outside the store and talked about what we were expecting and needed. We hit it off, the conversation was easy and the awkwardness of a first meet was soon gone. She was the one to suggest that we go to my place and have some real fun. I was surprised but also ready and willing.
She followed me to my place and it didn't take long for us to be naked in bed.
I loved playing with her big soft tits and let loose with full tummy fetish as well. I worked my way down her body until I found her warm wet honey pot. I wasted no time in devouring her juicy pussy.
It had been a while since I had gotten to enjoy eating a willing and eager cunt and I took full advantage. I don't remember how many times she came but she did have to beg me to stop.
I laid beside her and continued to play with her body as she and I both recovered. She eventually turned and started covering my bearded face with kisses, cleaning her juices off my face. She worked her way down my body and soon was bathing my hard cock and balls in her mouth. She was very eager and talented orally and found all the right spots to work her tongue. When her finger found that special spot just between the balls and asshole I wasn't able to stop myself from filling her mouth with cum. I writhed under her as she sucked me dry but never let me out of her mouth. I was quickly ready and pumping a second load onto her waiting tongue.
We cuddled and spooned once I was recovered and I found that she was VERY sensitive to having her neck and ears kissed, nuzzled and licked. I whispered every dirty sex act that i could think of doing to her in her ear while kissing and nuzzling her. I reached down and found her hard swollen clit while doing so and was soon rewarded with a hand full of her warm juices.

A couple hours of sex and cuddling and we both knew that we were going to have some fun, no strings, sexy fun.

We ended up meeting every couple of weeks for a day of fun and did get some experimenting in.

Hoping life stays calm in the real world and I will continue my story soon. I will say that I always smile to myself anytime I eat Mexican.

 

[Shaglus_Ziegler]

I'm going to jump forward to 2007. I never cheated again except for watching a lot of porn and I had started writing a few stories to when my imagination ran wild. Youngest was set to graduate college, I was retiring a couple months later and the wife and I were going to get to do some traveling.
Late April she came down with a 'stomach bug'. After a week without any improvement I took her to the ER. A CTscan showed that she had diverticulitus. She was admitted and started on strong antibiotics. 24 hours later with symptoms getting still worse, she was taken to a nearby bigger hospital. The next morning the performed another CTscan and rushed her into emergency surgery as her bowel had ruptured.
In the blink of an eye our happy little life turned into a medical nightmare. She barely survived her first surgery. My role as husband was transformed into caregiver and medical advocate for the next 5 years and 4 months. At one point she spent 9 months in the hospital. Repeated infections that caused liver and kidney failure. 4 more surgeries to try to fix her abdominal issues. She had one of her doctors tell her after one episode that it had been the 8th time that she probably should not have survived that round of infection.
She even had one near death experience that had her so excited that she could barely contain herself telling us about it.
We did have some good times during this when we thought thigs might turn around and she was going to get better and we could live our lives not visiting doctors and hospitals. We traveled a little, built a new house for all the kids to come and stay, Had the holidays and life moved on.
Her infections reared there ugly heads often. Just when we thought we were progressing and her abdominal wound was appearing to be finally healing, sepsis would hit almost overnight and we would make another trip and stay in the hospital. Sometimes a few weeks, sometimes a couple months.
I was with her everyday. Home, hospital, nursing home(hardest thing I have ever done in my life). As things progressed I was getting more and more horny and my hand just wasn't enough anymore. I'm not sure when it started but one night as I left the hospital I drove to a strip club that had a bookstore and theater. I went into the theater, they had one room with a larger screen that would hold about 8 people and 6 booths that you could go in. A couple of the booths had gloryholes.
My next time cheating was with my dick stuck through a hole in the wall of a smelly booth and letting some random guy suck me off. Once I finished I was filled with guilt and quickly left. All the way home I could still imagine the feeling of that mouth on my cock and I new that I was hooked and just getting a blow job was just the beginning.

NDE’s are wild!!!

 

[jpro56]

January is finally winding down and soon we will be into the rush for spring. Back to my Mexican friend with a voracius sexual appitite.

She would come to see me every couple of weeks and we would spend the morning in bed exploring any sexual kinks that came to mind. We tried some light bondage, explored anal sex and pegging, hours of oral pleasure and lots of just really having fun that always left us sated and happy.
We got into a very comfortable routine, a few hours of sexy fun, rest, clean up and dress, go have some lunch, then back for more bedroom fun most times. I truly enjoyed the time I got to spend with her and we spoke often between our meetng days. A few months in, she made the trip back to the town she grew up in for a family wedding.
I had told her often that we were just for fun and a relationship more than that wasn't going to happen. While she was home, she ran into an old high school friend and they reconnected. She told me about it on her way home after the weekend of partying. We met several more times and spent time talking about her growing relationship with him. I had told her that if she ever reached the point that she felt that our time together was effecting her relationship with him that I was fine with ending it. She called me one morning on her way home from being up home and asked if it was alright if she stopped by. I was expecting the day and this one was it, she told me that she was committing to a relationship with him and felt that our time needed to be over. I wished her the best with him and agreed that it was the right thing to do. What I hadn't counted on was that we had become close friends. I miss the complete openess of the relationship we had but I do still have the friendship.
We talk often and I have even met her now husband and he knows all about us. She has made a few trips back down this way for work conferences and we meet to have diner and catch up when she does. BTW, I told her that I was going to be making this thread and I hope that she is reading it and approves. She is also my proofreader and second set of eyes on the stories I have submitted.

A couple of other asides - the friend that moved to Florida, I also still talk with her occasionally. AND, while spending my quality fun time with the above FWB, I hooked up with a couple for some threesome fun, AND also found a guy FWB that I started spending time with.
Love massage stories? Two massage therapists that gave special treatments are also in the mix and will be talked about soon.
Does anyone reading this have a preference which story comes first?

I'm having Mexican for lunch - I suddenly have a real hankering for it.

 

[jpro56]

Long time since I have bared my soul to the no ones that read this blog. No feedback - no inspiration. Going to take a break and find other ways to tell theses stories unless someone out there asks otherwise.

 

[lit_ch3]

Long time since I have bared my soul to the no ones that read this blog. No feedback - no inspiration. Going to take a break and find other ways to tell theses stories unless someone out there asks otherwise.

Keep them coming. I for one enjoy these kinds of stories. If not here, send me a pm.

 

[jpro56]

Keep them coming. I for one enjoy these kinds of stories. If not here, send me a pm.

Thanks for acknowledging that I have an audience out there.
I will continue shortly. Have to decide between my threesome adventure or my list of masseuses that I have gotten to enjoy.

 

[lit_ch3]

Thanks for acknowledging that I have an audience out there.
I will continue shortly. Have to decide between my threesome adventure or my list of masseuses that I have gotten to enjoy.

My vote's for the 3some. Female or male masseuses? Or both?

 

[jpro56]

My vote's for the 3some. Female or male masseuses? Or both?

Mostly male - a couple female

 

[lit_ch3]

Saw this story the other day

https://www.literotica.com/s/the-list-26

 

[jpro56]

Threesome it is.

Again, the magic of CL. I think I may have answered their ad this time. We met for coffee and to get to know each other. Both about my age at the time. I was seeing my first girlfriend after my wife passed but we were reaching the end of our time together. I was also seeing the FWB I described earlier.
Anyway, back to the story. They lived about 40 miles away, she was a nurse at their local hospital, he was retired like me.
They had played off and on over the years and were ready to give it a try again. Empty nesters. We exchanged info and they said that they would let me know. A few days later I got a text asking me if I was free the next Friday night. You know I said yes. They gave me their address and we set a time.
Friday night finally arrived. It was early spring; I remember because after some chit-chat they asked if I would like to get in the hot tub. Sounded like a good way to start things off to me. We undressed in the garage and walked out to the tub, yes, early spring because it was cold.
The hot tub was nice, they had neighbors on both sides but an open field to the back. He and I sat on each side of her. It didn't take long for the playing to start. She was stroking our cocks and we both started playing with her breasts.
I leaned down so suck on her tit and his hand pulled mine down to her pussy. She was so wet that even the water in the tub didn't stop my fingers from slipping right in. His hand replaced hers on my dick.
Suddenly he ducked under the water and took my dick in his mouth. I had two fingers buried deep in her pussy and was sucking on her tits. He came up for air and she said that we needed to move this inside.
Grabbing towels and climbing out into the hot tub was a very chilling shock to the system. We dashed inside and dried ourselves. Grabbing our clothes, we headed upstairs to their spare bedroom and once we warmed up a bit, we really warmed things up.
She and I shared his cock, I eat her pussy while she continued to suck him, I sucked him while she sucked me. I got under her in 69 and ate her while he fucked her, honestly one of my favorite things to do. I fucked her while she sucked him, and finally, she sucked me while he fucked me.
That last one really was the icing on the cake, or the cream on the sundae. We all came and fell into a pile. A short time just relaxing before we started finding clothes and getting dressed.
More will follow as we got together a couple more times.

 

[dave's thing]

Just found this .loving it
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[jpro56]

Just found this .loving it
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Thanks for the follow. More to come soon.

 

[mrdiscreet2]

Hey this is great! Please write more.

 

[jpro56]

I sometimes hate when life gets in the way of things I would rather be doing. Crazy weekend and real life bleeding over into my fantasy life.
Just a short story today. It is Valentine's Day and I have a lunch appointment and a dinner date.

The second meeting with my threesome couple went even better than the first. We all were much more relaxed and comfortable with each other. We again started out in the hot tub. It was colder out so any time not neck deep in the tub was limited. I did get to eat some very tasty pussy while she sat on the side and he stroked me from behind and then sucked him while she helped.
It was a lot of fun but way too cold so we headed inside and up to the bedroom.
Soon we were dried off, warmed up and ready to continue.
She and I sat on the bed and he stood beside us. I was playing with his dick and balls and she was groping his ass. He told me that he really wanted me to fuck his wife while he watched. I laid her down on the bed and climbed on top of her. We kissed briefly and I started working my way down her body. I paused for a while at her tits. They were a great size for sucking on, sagged some with age and kids but there is nothing wrong with that at all. He kept stroking my back as I moved down her body. I felt him move and soon could hear her sucking on his dick. I moved down and settled between her legs and started lapping away at her wet pussy.
I made her cum just a little before I lifted her hips and got my legs under her. I lined my dick up with her wet pussy and filled her up. He was pumping hard into her mouth and had to pull away before he came. He went around to the other side of the bed and laid down beside her, putting his head on her tummy and watching me fuck her close up. I pulled out a few times and let him taste her on my dick before putting it back in.
When she annouced that she was going to cum I made sure that she was there, then pulled away and let him enjoy taking her orgasm with his mouth. It took a few minutes for us to recover and all laid on the bed together. He asked if I was ready to come and I said yes, please. He swung around in the classic 69 position and climbed over me. He took my still hard cock in his mouth and I did the same with his. We went at each other hungrily. I felt her move on the bed and then felt her mouth on my balls. I was able to reach around and find her pussy with my fingers and played with her still swollen clit. I felt her juices running into my hand. I couldn't hold back any longer and released my load into his mouth. I saw her fingers press against you rectum and he filled my waiting mouth with his come.
That pretty much was it for this night. None of us had enough energy to enen think about another round. Probably some of the best sex I had ever had in my life, but unfortunatly, it was also the last time we were able to get together. He came to my house for some guy on guy play once then I had surgery on my foot and then life happened.
It was well worth the time spent though.

 

[jpro56]

Hey Guys,
Still here and life is still crazy. i will try to add a new story in the morning.

 

[jpro56]

Hey all,
Thanks for your patience. I started some online chatting with a young lady I had contacted here on Lit and have been spending a lot of time online with her.
No, I am not sure that she is the real thing yet. No, meeting her is probably never going to happen, even if she is real.
Yes, I am being careful what information I share. Yes, she is sending me lots and lots of pictures that she claims is her from years ago. She likes me to descibe what I think about the pictures each time she sends me a new one.
I am having fun and she has given me inspiration to work on some stories that had been left in limbo for months.
Yes, I do have several stories published here on Lit, feel free to look them up.

Just a short story today.
The guy from the couple i was having the threesomes with asked if he and I could share some guy time some afternoon at my place and I agreed. He did confide that he had a couple of things that he liked that didn't fit in to our play with his wife and asked if I was okay with that. I was still checking things off my sexual bucket list so I said sure.
There wasn't a whole lot that we hadn't done with each other in the couple times we met.
The evening before the morning he was coming over, he texted me and asked that I drink a lot and not get rid of it before he came over, if I was okay doing that for him. I told him that I would do my best but I hoped that he wasn't going to be too late getting here. He told me that the wife had to be at work at 7 and he would leave as soon as he knew that she was there.
I was guessing that she wasn't in on his little excursion and he didn't want her too.
The morning came that he was coming. I took my just got up pee but didn't didn't try to completely empty my bladder. I started freely drinking my morning coffee and was adding in water as well.
By the time he got here I wasn't sure how long I was going to be able to hold out. We went straight to my bedroom and got undressed. I had on just a pair of sweat pants and t shirt. He had jeans and a t shirt, and quickly got rid of those, but the lace teddy and stockings stayed on. He moved close and we started making out. He loved me running my hands over his lace covered body and stocking covered legs. His cock was hard but confined in the crotch of the teddy. He got on his knees in front of me and started sucking my dick.
It felt great, he was sucking differently than he did when we were with his wife. He was sucking my like he really enjoyed it rather than just doing it because she wanted him too. It didn't take long before I wanted to cum but I was going to have to empty my bladder first. I told him that I really needed to piss. He stopped sucking me and got up. My master bath has both a big soaking tub and a shower. I aske which he prefered and he said shower, easier to rinse off.
I got in and sat on the built in seat, he knealt in front of me. I let him get comfortable and stood up. I asked him where he wanted it and he tapped his chest, just below his chin. It took me a second to relax and release the stream. My aim was a little off and it hit his chin, I aimed lower and emptied myself onto his chest. He had unsnapped the crotch of him teddy and was furiously jacking off as my warm piss ran down his body. My stream slowed to a dribble and he took my still draining cock into his mouth and sucked. When my bladder was empty he finally stopped sucking.
I grabbed the shower head and turned on the water, diredting it to the wall until it warmed up. I rinsed myself off and handed it to him. He was peeling off his piss soaked teddy and stockings. He laid them on the seat and went to rinse himself off. He rinsed them well too and hung them from the grab bar. I toweled off, got a towel for him and went in and got on the bed. When he was dry, he came and joined me.
He told me that he liked getting pissed on but the wife wouldn't do it to him. He had a couple of friends at the campground that would do it to him but that was always a pain to work out with other people using the showers too. Most of the time it was spur of the moment and they never had a good full bladder.
We spent the next hour or so sucking each other in different positions. My favorite was to lay on my back with my head hanging over the side while he fucked my mouth. I can take it deeper in that position. He dumped his load down into my throat. He wanted me to straddle his face and let him rim me and suck on my balls, once I was close, he took me in his mouth and I got to fill his mouth with come. Only when I was emptied out, he made a show of swollowing it.

That was the last time we got together. I had surgery on my foot and couldn't drive for 6 weeks and by that time they were over at their campground. We stayed in touch for a while but never reconnected.

Didn't last near long eough for me but I got to check threesome and water play off my list.

 

[jpro56]

Thanks everyone for sticking around. I promise I will be back writing soon. Life has gotten in the way again.