NawtyNikkiCD
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Hello! This is my first foray into writing CD Erotica!
While some of it is embellished with fantasy a bit here and there along the way … for the most part it is at least semi-autobiographical. As a closeted crossdresser I seem to always be somewhere in between letting the racier sides of my female persona “Nikki” take over, or my male persona Nick trying to maintain a controlled balance that cautiously protects his carefully constructed dual life.
I sort of take an “e.e. cummings approach” to my writing style and grammar that sort of mimics my online chat persona that has really helped “Nikki” develop into who she is today. I sometimes switch between first, second and third person, and the plural ”you” - depending on the story line and context.
Please note, the sample below is just the start of what I have written so far.
PLEASE provide any feedback – positive or negative, constructive or otherwise.
Thanks very much in advance.
Nawty Nikki CD
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Seducing the Cable Guy: Part 1 “The Beginning”
by Nawty Nikki CD
as i write this i am waiting 4 the cable guy 2 cum fix my internet service … i am already caught up in that almost out-of-body momentum that sometimes happens 2 me when “Nikki” wins out over nick …
for all of my life since a young adolescent I have been a secret crossdresser … it has always been sexxual 4 me … sometimes the longing 2 be sexxy and appealing and desired sexxually by other men just takes control of me 4 a while … i don’t know how many of u gurls reading this have gone through the roller-coaster ride of building up an amazing collection of sexxy beautiful things … clothes, jewelry, makeup, wigs, lingerie, footwear and shapewear … only 2 try for the last time 2 stop what we do and purge all of it - including deleting secret email addresses and on-line profiles … knowing full well we will eventually find urselfs back in the very same place sooner or later …
being hot, sexxy & slutty, and sexxually pleasing 4 men has always been what drives my crossdressing even from the beginning … since my older brother caught me playing in my mom’s things and letting me (not “making me”) dress up 4 him & blow him … starting a secret, erotic, forbidden relationship that has gone on (at least off & on) since that day … through school, girlfriends, college, work life, his marriage & divorce and my marriage 2 …
being a married crossdresser who luvs pleazing men … who needs 2 pleaze men … inevitably means i have 2 cheat … however, since my femme side “Nikki” so enjoys being a hot little slut … 4 her that is more of a benefit then a curse … but 4 nick it eventually brings on the guilt that causes the next purge … especially when “Nikki” starts taking dangerous risks 2 get the cocks and sexual thrills she needs … putting nick’s secret life and carefully built walls in jeopardy …
PLEASE FEEL FREE TO REQUEST MY EMAIL
THANK YOU!
While some of it is embellished with fantasy a bit here and there along the way … for the most part it is at least semi-autobiographical. As a closeted crossdresser I seem to always be somewhere in between letting the racier sides of my female persona “Nikki” take over, or my male persona Nick trying to maintain a controlled balance that cautiously protects his carefully constructed dual life.
I sort of take an “e.e. cummings approach” to my writing style and grammar that sort of mimics my online chat persona that has really helped “Nikki” develop into who she is today. I sometimes switch between first, second and third person, and the plural ”you” - depending on the story line and context.
Please note, the sample below is just the start of what I have written so far.
PLEASE provide any feedback – positive or negative, constructive or otherwise.
Thanks very much in advance.
Nawty Nikki CD
________________________
Seducing the Cable Guy: Part 1 “The Beginning”
by Nawty Nikki CD
as i write this i am waiting 4 the cable guy 2 cum fix my internet service … i am already caught up in that almost out-of-body momentum that sometimes happens 2 me when “Nikki” wins out over nick …
for all of my life since a young adolescent I have been a secret crossdresser … it has always been sexxual 4 me … sometimes the longing 2 be sexxy and appealing and desired sexxually by other men just takes control of me 4 a while … i don’t know how many of u gurls reading this have gone through the roller-coaster ride of building up an amazing collection of sexxy beautiful things … clothes, jewelry, makeup, wigs, lingerie, footwear and shapewear … only 2 try for the last time 2 stop what we do and purge all of it - including deleting secret email addresses and on-line profiles … knowing full well we will eventually find urselfs back in the very same place sooner or later …
being hot, sexxy & slutty, and sexxually pleasing 4 men has always been what drives my crossdressing even from the beginning … since my older brother caught me playing in my mom’s things and letting me (not “making me”) dress up 4 him & blow him … starting a secret, erotic, forbidden relationship that has gone on (at least off & on) since that day … through school, girlfriends, college, work life, his marriage & divorce and my marriage 2 …
being a married crossdresser who luvs pleazing men … who needs 2 pleaze men … inevitably means i have 2 cheat … however, since my femme side “Nikki” so enjoys being a hot little slut … 4 her that is more of a benefit then a curse … but 4 nick it eventually brings on the guilt that causes the next purge … especially when “Nikki” starts taking dangerous risks 2 get the cocks and sexual thrills she needs … putting nick’s secret life and carefully built walls in jeopardy …
PLEASE FEEL FREE TO REQUEST MY EMAIL
THANK YOU!