Blueeyesrenee
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Moochie’s Meandering Missives (and a pic or two)
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Moochienanu
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All things considered.
An entire, seemingly infinite amount of time
Boiled down into three words
With what follows being a summation
Of what you feel
Is the most important thing
About the situation you encompass with your statement.
And in that sentence,
I know.
In that sentence
I will never be of the same mind as you.
No matter how much you back pedal,
Or try to cover for the rest of that sentence
I will always know
That what you see
When you look at me
When you see my name
What you think
Is what follows.
I will always know
That I was never more
Than anyone else
You slough me into a category with.
A broken toy you wanted never to share
Or let anyone else play with...
But then I became sentient.
I knew the game
And I wanted no part.
I will always know
That you were weaker
And I was a strong little girl
Who found myself
Amidst
All things considered.
An entire, seemingly infinite amount of time
Boiled down into three words
With what follows being a summation
Of what you feel
Is the most important thing
About the situation you encompass with your statement.
And in that sentence,
I know.
In that sentence
I will never be of the same mind as you.
No matter how much you back pedal,
Or try to cover for the rest of that sentence
I will always know
That what you see
When you look at me
When you see my name
What you think
Is what follows.
I will always know
That I was never more
Than anyone else
You slough me into a category with.
A broken toy you wanted never to share
Or let anyone else play with...
But then I became sentient.
I knew the game
And I wanted no part.
I will always know
That you were weaker
And I was a strong little girl
Who found myself
Amidst
All things considered.
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planetbeat_
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All things considered.
An entire, seemingly infinite amount of time
Boiled down into three words
With what follows being a summation
Of what you feel
Is the most important thing
About the situation you encompass with your statement.
And in that sentence,
I know.
In that sentence
I will never be of the same mind as you.
No matter how much you back pedal,
Or try to cover for the rest of that sentence
I will always know
That what you see
When you look at me
When you see my name
What you think
Is what follows.
I will always know
That I was never more
Than anyone else
You slough me into a category with.
A broken toy you wanted never to share
Or let anyone else play with...
But then I became sentient.
I knew the game
And I wanted no part.
I will always know
That you were weaker
And I was a strong little girl
Who found myself
Amidst
All things considered.
Always beautiful writing, always beautiful imagery, always beautiful, always strong
TheOnlyOneLeft4You
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All things considered.
An entire, seemingly infinite amount of time
Boiled down into three words
With what follows being a summation
Of what you feel
Is the most important thing
About the situation you encompass with your statement.
And in that sentence,
I know.
In that sentence
I will never be of the same mind as you.
No matter how much you back pedal,
Or try to cover for the rest of that sentence
I will always know
That what you see
When you look at me
When you see my name
What you think
Is what follows.
I will always know
That I was never more
Than anyone else
You slough me into a category with.
A broken toy you wanted never to share
Or let anyone else play with...
But then I became sentient.
I knew the game
And I wanted no part.
I will always know
That you were weaker
And I was a strong little girl
Who found myself
Amidst
All things considered.
I may be wrong but you survived and are now stronger. The reddish looking hair and the red lettering is fantastic... Awesome picture...
Todger65
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Fighting back, good for you.
Dribble
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It sucks feeling like a misfit toy. Thank God Rudolph and Hiemi brought Santa to save them. Every year, when the doll says...I have no more dreams left to dream...I tear up. I have been there. Autopilot. Days pass to weeks, weeks to years. Everyday going to bed saying tomorrow will be different, but I woke up...and used again...and again...and again. One person...a stranger I didnt know...gave me a chance, when no other would. No family... no lover...bridges all burned. I am forever in debt. He has long since died. I can never repay his kindness. So I pass it forward.
hotcpu
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You are always much stronger than you think! I have enjoyed reading your thoughts and musings over the years. Stay in your zone Strong and Sexy Lady!!
AngelicaS1780
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Moochienanu
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I thought last night,
Standing naked in my bathroom,
As I brushed my teeth,
Surveying my mess of a vanity sink area,
About what it would feel like
To turn my hair straightener on the highest heat
And press it against my thigh
Searing a bit of the flesh there.
Would it be cathartic enough
To release this pain inside?
Standing naked in my bathroom,
As I brushed my teeth,
Surveying my mess of a vanity sink area,
About what it would feel like
To turn my hair straightener on the highest heat
And press it against my thigh
Searing a bit of the flesh there.
Would it be cathartic enough
To release this pain inside?
Todger65
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Oh Moochie, whatever dark place you are in, even if you think it, it is never worth burning your flesh. You know this of course, but you need that reminder.
sexywriterfla
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All things considered.
An entire, seemingly infinite amount of time
Boiled down into three words
With what follows being a summation
Of what you feel
Is the most important thing
About the situation you encompass with your statement.
And in that sentence,
I know.
In that sentence
I will never be of the same mind as you.
No matter how much you back pedal,
Or try to cover for the rest of that sentence
I will always know
That what you see
When you look at me
When you see my name
What you think
Is what follows.
I will always know
That I was never more
Than anyone else
You slough me into a category with.
A broken toy you wanted never to share
Or let anyone else play with...
But then I became sentient.
I knew the game
And I wanted no part.
I will always know
That you were weaker
And I was a strong little girl
Who found myself
Amidst
All things considered.
Gorgeous and true.
scotluvsoral
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All things considered.
An entire, seemingly infinite amount of time
Boiled down into three words
With what follows being a summation
Of what you feel
Is the most important thing
About the situation you encompass with your statement.
And in that sentence,
I know.
In that sentence
I will never be of the same mind as you.
No matter how much you back pedal,
Or try to cover for the rest of that sentence
I will always know
That what you see
When you look at me
When you see my name
What you think
Is what follows.
I will always know
That I was never more
Than anyone else
You slough me into a category with.
A broken toy you wanted never to share
Or let anyone else play with...
But then I became sentient.
I knew the game
And I wanted no part.
I will always know
That you were weaker
And I was a strong little girl
Who found myself
Amidst
All things considered.
Powerful and enpowering!!
scotluvsoral
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It has not been my experience that hurting myself frees me from my internal pain....it just changes things for a bit.
AngelicaS1780
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It has not been my experience that hurting myself frees me from my internal pain....it just changes things for a bit.
^^^^^ This.
Moochienanu
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Who knows your darkness better than the demons inside?
What is there to say to myself that will drown out the deafening feel of my chosen silence?
When do I get to fly again so that it doesn’t feel like I’m constantly falling?
Where can I disappear and be found again on the other side?
Why do I want to be alone while in a crowd of people?
How do you escape your own mind when it plots against you not to leave?
What is there to say to myself that will drown out the deafening feel of my chosen silence?
When do I get to fly again so that it doesn’t feel like I’m constantly falling?
Where can I disappear and be found again on the other side?
Why do I want to be alone while in a crowd of people?
How do you escape your own mind when it plots against you not to leave?
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scotluvsoral
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Who knows your darkness better than the demons inside?
What is there to say to myself that will drown out the deafening feel of my chosen silence?
When do I get to fly again so that it doesn’t feel like I’m constantly falling?
Where can I disappear and be found again on the other side?
Why do I want to be alone while in a crowd of people?
How do you escape your own mind when it plots against you not to leave?
The picture and the prose go so well together!!
Todger65
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Shyguy1369
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Who knows your darkness better than the demons inside?
What is there to say to myself that will drown out the deafening feel of my chosen silence?
When do I get to fly again so that it doesn’t feel like I’m constantly falling?
Where can I disappear and be found again on the other side?
Why do I want to be alone while in a crowd of people?
How do you escape your own mind when it plots against you not to leave?
Moochie
I have tried to think about what to say after your last couple of posts. These are simple words, but I hope they speak to you, the way your words have spoken to me.
It saddens me to know you are hurting in any way. Everything I have come to know about you through your threads, your words, your pictures and our few shared private conversations. I really care about your well being. Emotional, mental, physical and any and all others. I know you are a strong woman, and you will do all you can to get through this. Just know you have people to lean on.
((HUGGLES))
TheOnlyOneLeft4You
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Who knows your darkness better than the demons inside?
What is there to say to myself that will drown out the deafening feel of my chosen silence?
When do I get to fly again so that it doesn’t feel like I’m constantly falling?
Where can I disappear and be found again on the other side?
Why do I want to be alone while in a crowd of people?
How do you escape your own mind when it plots against you not to leave?
Those dark passengers are never-ending….
Dribble
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Only the best have demons to play with our angels. Neither can exist without the other. Remember this Moochie. Just because all we see...hear...feel is our demons...doesnt mean our angels arent there. They have to be. It is this balance that allows both to exist.
Moochienanu
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She never knew a hunger like this
Until she was in it.
The darkness all around her,
And yet she could see the heat rising
From his body and into the atmosphere.
The chill of the night was perfect,
A wave of his warmth hitting her porcelain skin
A caress of her lover before he even knew she existed.
With every step closer,
She could hear
The blood moving through his veins,
Deafening over the silence of her
Own halted circulatory system.
The embodiment of everything the world fears in a nightmare creature.
She steps out past the whimpering dogs,
Their tails between their legs and
The noxious stench of their urine marked property doing nothing
But making her nose crinkle.
He is there,
The one she hungers for
The one who knows
And fights the draw
But never wins.
Holding him is...
...an intoxicating embrace.
The only time she hears her own heartbeat anymore
Is when his blood runs through it.
Until she was in it.
The darkness all around her,
And yet she could see the heat rising
From his body and into the atmosphere.
The chill of the night was perfect,
A wave of his warmth hitting her porcelain skin
A caress of her lover before he even knew she existed.
With every step closer,
She could hear
The blood moving through his veins,
Deafening over the silence of her
Own halted circulatory system.
The embodiment of everything the world fears in a nightmare creature.
She steps out past the whimpering dogs,
Their tails between their legs and
The noxious stench of their urine marked property doing nothing
But making her nose crinkle.
He is there,
The one she hungers for
The one who knows
And fights the draw
But never wins.
Holding him is...
...an intoxicating embrace.
The only time she hears her own heartbeat anymore
Is when his blood runs through it.
TANSTAAFL58
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Chilling.
Awaywego
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Moochie
Words reach out
A wall, a foundation
Providing warmth, support
Many may read your words
Not knowing
Some read wanting to know
More just listen, silently
Bricks, many of us
Make it a place for you
Your own, to speak
To cry, to laugh, to learn
Sounding out your soul,
No judgement, warmth of walls
We surround,
Kindness to you
Words reach out
A wall, a foundation
Providing warmth, support
Many may read your words
Not knowing
Some read wanting to know
More just listen, silently
Bricks, many of us
Make it a place for you
Your own, to speak
To cry, to laugh, to learn
Sounding out your soul,
No judgement, warmth of walls
We surround,
Kindness to you
