Choirg1rl
Really Really Experienced
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- Dec 21, 2015
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I had traded sex (mainly giving head) for favors and stuff, and kinda thought that was like being a whore a little and it excited me. Then I worked as a prostitue at a brothel in NV for several weeks a few years back. What I thought was whorish behavior before was nothing like actuallu being a whore. I could not have done it if I had not been buzzed or drunk, which I was nearly constantly.
My hubby knows about it all (well, not the details of it all, just the general stuff) and will sometimes call me his little whore. or tell me he is going to fuck me like the whore I am, and that gets me going, but I think that is because I am not really one any more.
Thank you for sharing such a personal story. I sincerely hope I have not given the impression of trivializing what real sex workers go through. I absolutely respect and understand that the reality of prostitution is not necessarily sexy or pleasurable. I just really enjoy fantasizing about it with a trusted partner. I think, as fantasies go, there are many more taboo topics discussed on Lit. x