KimGordon67
Rampant feminist
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Wow interesting discussion going on here since I've been away for a bit...But I suppose I'll address the parts that were directed at me:
You've mentioned that you're old so in your position there's no way you'd be able to understand or care to know about why my situation isn't as easy as you think.
"Don't worry about your age" Easier said than done where there's one strong thing bothering me about my age, mainly my lack of sexual experience. Plus with my constant masturbation it's even harder to just not worry.
A whore house goes without saying, but a bar? I was under the impression that those are THE PLACE to go to. Nothing would be wrong with a desperate girl just so long as she's attractive and actually chooses me so for my first time that would be fine.
I've been honest and mingled and did all that stuff you mentioned and I did have chances in my past, but back when I had friends to make those moments feel more pleasant and worthwhile now that I'm only I gotta re-break out of my shell all over again but this time on my own and that's where I have trouble.
You'd know that if YOU were paying attention, but if you have more like you claim I'm still willing to listen.
OK, I'm going to try and be helpful here.
If your virginity is truly a barrier to you feeling comfortable around women, but you don't want to be in a 'relationship', which is the general feeling I'm getting here, there's a couple of options:
(a) The sex industry is a many-faceted jewel, and the street girls and those who work in brothels aren't the only option. You could pay a high-end escort for an evening out - often referred to as the 'girlfriend experience' - where you'd have a nice time and get laid. They're professionals at making guys feel special ... yes, they probably are sleeping with you because they're getting paid, but they're in the job because they enjoy it, and it seems like an excellent way to get over the virginity issue without having to risk the embarrassment you seem to think would happen while having an enjoyable time in the process AND not having any irritating ties. It might also help with your social awkwardness - it's their JOB to make people not feel awkward. (I understand that there are now readily available review sites as well - you probably could find someone who specialises in clients without so much experience.)
(b) Dating sites, Tinder, etc seem like a great avenue for the socially awkward. You can establish a bit of rapport in a non-threatening environment, and then get together in person when you've worked out that you actually like each other. They're also full of people looking for a range of different things, from one-off hook ups to marriage. I'd STRONGLY advise not creating a profile or coming out of the gate with a list of criteria though, nor a total commitment to one type of thing, and just seeing what happens. I don't think I've had one relationship start because I was 'looking for love' ... they've just kind of fallen out of the sky, at time evens when I was quite actively NOT looking for love - e.g. the guy I married. So if there's something your'e particularly wanting, 'looking for it' is often not the way to go. Annoying, but that seems to be how human relations works. And then sometimes you're surprised ... I was quite clearly not looking for my current relationship situation and never would have imagined in a thousand years I'd be in the position I currently am in, and yet here I am, and pretty happy.