Things That Make You Uncomfortable....But Also Turn You On

Being shared. Would never. Could never. But fuck...

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When she’s so mean to me I actually start to cry. . . And she starts laughing.
 
What makes me uncomfortable is wanting to be groped in public. By a stranger.
It’s happened to me quite a few times, once where a guy came on my coat in the subway.

At those times it made me physically sick. Angry. It made me feel weak and violated. It still would, I’m supposing.

Yet, I watch grope porn.

He says he will do it for me, to see if I can bridge the gap somehow, because I don’t want anyone to touch me in real life. He has done public touching and really below the belt PDA, came into a bathroom with me and pushed me against a wall...
But not the train.
Waiting.
 

I'm the opposite. I'm more enthralled by eye contact. The more intense, the better. Not consistent throughout, but enough to show my passion a different way.

Rape play. It chills me consistently because of how many women I know that have suffered. But with a woman who wants to act it out, I find myself both disgusted and turned on.
 
I'm the opposite. I'm more enthralled by eye contact. The more intense, the better. Not consistent throughout, but enough to show my passion a different way.

Rape play. It chills me consistently because of how many women I know that have suffered. But with a woman who wants to act it out, I find myself both disgusted and turned on.

Why disgusted? That you can go there, mentally? That you do get aroused from it?
 
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