Salenku
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How to cope with it?
My Dom has other girls, and I have to accept that. But when I don't get a reply when I can see he's online I feel just awful, a burden on his time. Especially when he tells me later he was asleep. Probably just trying not to hurt me, but when he does things like this, it makes me feel worse, and I wonder what else might be a little different in reality from what I'm led to believe.
We have spoken about this countless times, but it seems that when he's not actually speaking to me he doesn't have time to do the things he promised me such as sending me an email each day, or trying to be more open with me.
I don't know what to do, and I'm feeling really hurt because its been like this for weeks now. I'm feeling pretty bad about myself, and I'm not happy with that. I've never felt that my value as a person is so tied up in someone else before, is this a normal thing?
I don't want to leave, I do love him very much. I don't feel comfortable bringing the subject up AGAIN, either. Is there a third option? Could we agree times when I don't contact him as he'll be busy with someone else? Do people do that? Would it even help?
If you read this far, thank you, I know I've gone on a bit of a ramble... I'm just at a total loss.
S. xxx
My Dom has other girls, and I have to accept that. But when I don't get a reply when I can see he's online I feel just awful, a burden on his time. Especially when he tells me later he was asleep. Probably just trying not to hurt me, but when he does things like this, it makes me feel worse, and I wonder what else might be a little different in reality from what I'm led to believe.
We have spoken about this countless times, but it seems that when he's not actually speaking to me he doesn't have time to do the things he promised me such as sending me an email each day, or trying to be more open with me.
I don't know what to do, and I'm feeling really hurt because its been like this for weeks now. I'm feeling pretty bad about myself, and I'm not happy with that. I've never felt that my value as a person is so tied up in someone else before, is this a normal thing?
I don't want to leave, I do love him very much. I don't feel comfortable bringing the subject up AGAIN, either. Is there a third option? Could we agree times when I don't contact him as he'll be busy with someone else? Do people do that? Would it even help?
If you read this far, thank you, I know I've gone on a bit of a ramble... I'm just at a total loss.
S. xxx