Thank youand I will add this: FUCK YOU CANCER!
KC, I'm so sorry to hear you have had to deal with this and hope that you are indeed clear. It is my experience that once someone has been told there is cancer the world is forever changed, even if, please god, the cancer is removed and does not return.
Love and Light to you aas you deal with this. (((hugs)))
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Still numb at the thought of not even really knowing anything was wrong and then finding out just how wrong things were. Healing up well and my body seems to be figuring out how to live without my diseased thyroid. I just want to say one thing. Please don't just sit back if you feel something is wrong because the docs make you believe all is well. My thyroid blood test results never showed abnormal and obviously these things had been there for a while. I cant imagine what would have been if I had ignored what I was feeling.
I'm beyond sad to have to say that today cancer won a very long and hard fought war. My sweet, loving brother died this morning after an extremely long and painful fight with neuroendocrine cancer.
He suffered more than I can even attempt to imagine. While I'm heartbroken that we will not be together again on this life's plane, I'm happy that he is relieved from his pain and suffering. I loved him dearly and the loss is more than painful, but it would be selfish and cruel for me to have wished him one more day. I prayed he would be released from the body that was failing to protect him and from the ugly cells that were reeking havoc upon him.
Now, I pray that he is at peace and that once again he will be in the arms and care of our parents.
To say thank you to all of you who messaged or posted words of support, love, or encouragement would be to fall short. Sometimes, this thread and you were my only escape and were a lifesaver for me. I thank you from my heart and wish you all the best of health, happiness, and peace.
As I've said several times, the only words that matter are the "I love you's." I'm happy to say that those were said a hundred times in the past 24 hours and were the last words I said to my brother.
Peace and Love to you.
Apple
"FYC"...Find Your Cure!!!!
Cancer has taken too much from me. I refuse to give it anything more, including my hatred.
In addition to your mom's care, I hope that you are taking care of yourself. The emotional weight you are carrying might seem inconsequential or to pale compared to what your mom is facing; it's not.
I'm absolutely devastated to let you all know my Dad lost his fight.. He died peacefully in my arms at 2.45am 1st July..
I've never felt this sad, angry ( he was let down so bad)) empty in my life.. I just want to lock myself away.. I've never hurt like this before...
I don't know you, but I am so sorry to hear about your dad. Sending sincere condolences to you and your family. It's devastating to lose a loved one. I hope one day you manage to move past your pain and can replace it with fond memories.I'm absolutely devastated to let you all know my Dad lost his fight.. He died peacefully in my arms at 2.45am 1st July..
I've never felt this sad, angry ( he was let down so bad)) empty in my life.. I just want to lock myself away.. I've never hurt like this before...
I'm absolutely devastated to let you all know my Dad lost his fight.. He died peacefully in my arms at 2.45am 1st July..
I've never felt this sad, angry ( he was let down so bad)) empty in my life.. I just want to lock myself away.. I've never hurt like this before...
I'm absolutely devastated to let you all know my Dad lost his fight.. He died peacefully in my arms at 2.45am 1st July..
I've never felt this sad, angry ( he was let down so bad)) empty in my life.. I just want to lock myself away.. I've never hurt like this before...
