Warped_Devotion
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- Nov 20, 2003
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It's been a few years since I last posted or visited here, but I don't know where else to turn too.
Here's my problem.
I'm stuck in a wheelchair due to a genetic neuromuscular disease, Spinal Muscular Atrophy (SMA) Type 2. I need a lot of assistance doing many things. Somethings I can do on my own, some I can't. I still have to live with my parents because no one else knows how too care for someone with my condition.
Sadly, one of the things I can't do on my own is masturbate. Which is now causing me to build up in sexual needs, and it's leaving me very frustrated.
I had a girlfriend for the first time 4 months ago. She loved giving me all the attention I needed down there, and we experimented on things I could do to her, which turned out to be hardly anything because of my weakness. It was great while it lasted but sadly we broke up due to trust and other problems. I'm 26, and finding a GF that wants to deal with someone like me is getting hard to find. It took me 12 years to find my ex. It looks grim for me.
I've thought about...what's the term, "fuck buddies"? or friends with benefits? Sadly, here in Western NC it's hard to find someone like that. What's more frustrating is since I can't get out of my chair as I please, I can't just have sex. I'm limited to the oral means or handjobs. Also living with 2 people in their 60's who's views on this sort of stuff is very negative doesn't help.
What am I to do? Sorry if this jumbled or not well described or explained, I'm tired and angry. If something isn't clear or needs more info, ask and I'll reply tomorrow. Hope I posted this in the right place.
Here's my problem.
I'm stuck in a wheelchair due to a genetic neuromuscular disease, Spinal Muscular Atrophy (SMA) Type 2. I need a lot of assistance doing many things. Somethings I can do on my own, some I can't. I still have to live with my parents because no one else knows how too care for someone with my condition.
Sadly, one of the things I can't do on my own is masturbate. Which is now causing me to build up in sexual needs, and it's leaving me very frustrated.
I had a girlfriend for the first time 4 months ago. She loved giving me all the attention I needed down there, and we experimented on things I could do to her, which turned out to be hardly anything because of my weakness. It was great while it lasted but sadly we broke up due to trust and other problems. I'm 26, and finding a GF that wants to deal with someone like me is getting hard to find. It took me 12 years to find my ex. It looks grim for me.
I've thought about...what's the term, "fuck buddies"? or friends with benefits? Sadly, here in Western NC it's hard to find someone like that. What's more frustrating is since I can't get out of my chair as I please, I can't just have sex. I'm limited to the oral means or handjobs. Also living with 2 people in their 60's who's views on this sort of stuff is very negative doesn't help.
What am I to do? Sorry if this jumbled or not well described or explained, I'm tired and angry. If something isn't clear or needs more info, ask and I'll reply tomorrow. Hope I posted this in the right place.
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