You can now call me the bionic single Dom

[Richard49]

Well hon, it worked!!! I do know it was a big "punch" in the chest wasn't it?

Hope you are able to rest and relax now sweetie.

Well I guess we could say it worked

 

[kayte]

Well I guess we could say it worked

And I even see a little from you!!!!

 

[Richard49]

And I even see a little from you!!!!

yup
a little one

I am grateful
that if it fired cause it was suppose to
that it only fired once

 

[erotic_writer_girl]

EWG

Thank you for sharing this personal story with me and those that come here ........

I have been clean and dry for 6 years 7 months and almost a week .... not that I track it

My sponsor who is also a VN vet ..... has been clean for 20 years

I meet Rachel in NA ...... first time i saw her she had less then a week clean and was in a treatment center ...... she has touched me so deep .........

oh well

Hi Richard,

I smiled at your comments. It is odd perhaps but I feel a certain twinge of pleasantness when I read that you have been clean and dry for so long. Recovery is a process.

I am saddened that you have lost Rachel. I can only hope that you will find the right person for you soon!

Here is a <<snuggle>> for the times you may want one.

You are in my thoughts.

EWG

ps. ya can take the snuggle in the way that suits you best!!

 

[erotic_writer_girl]

I had an eventful night
My defibultor fired at about 4:15 AM
It only fired once
but
I have been up and down a lot since

Thank you coming by and giving me a morning hug

Hi Richard,

I am glad your zapper went zap when it needed to... sorry you are restless.

sending wishes for a pleasant sleep, happy dreams and hoping you get the rest you need.

EWG

 

[lady-kat]

Poping in to say hello Richard....
*smile*
____________________________________

Originally posted by Richard49
Looks like my living room has been quiet
____________________________________

for a little bit perhaps...
*smile*

new and old friends stopping by to visit.
put us on a big pot of coffee, and throw us a few pillows on the floor to curl up on.

my friend, thank U for sharing of yourself and of your life.

 

[Angelofsex]

Looks like my living room has been quite

My sister died today
from a drug overdose
she has been an active addict for years
and the %^&*&**&^^%%$ Drs gave herpain killers
and she ODed .......

Sweetheart I just saw this.........Hugs and Kisses my friend

{{{{{{{{Richard49}}}}}}}}........I am sorry hon.

 

[Saint_Sinner]

I have read so many of your posts, and have a great deal of respect for your thoughtful insights, and gentleman flair. I aspire to your signature style, and would greatly appreciate if I could ask your advice now and again. I realize you keep very busy, but any time you could spare would be greatly valued.

 

[Richard49]

I will be gone Monday and Tuesday March 15 & 16

I will respond to posts when I get back

I am going to see Drs at 2 VA hospitals

Wish me luck

 

[Saint_Sinner]

good luck, and blue skies

 

[erotic_writer_girl]

Wishing you Luck

I will be gone Monday and Tuesday March 15 & 16

I will respond to posts when I get back

I am going to see Drs at 2 VA hospitals

Wish me luck

Hi Richard,

I'm wishing you luck and all good things.

EWG

 

[Richard49]

I am back home safe
First 2 hours of trip back home
were through ice storm

Heart is not working even as effciently as it was
(which was not great)
they could not find anything wrong
They think it was stress

who knows

I will get caught up here as soon as possable

 

[InnerDarkness]

Hope you get to feeling better soon

I plan to check out your site on herbs again by the way. My father has Hepatitis and after two years and two rounds of injections and new medicines, nothing has been able to put it into remission or cause any positive results....so he is turning to herbs and alternative medicine. Maybe your site might point me in the direction of some good info

 

[sprfreak2002]

lurker

yes, i was wondering how are today. i like your picture and demeanor very much

 

[kayte]

I am back home safe
First 2 hours of trip back home
were through ice storm

Heart is not working even as effciently as it was
(which was not great)
they could not find anything wrong
They think it was stress

who knows

I will get caught up here as soon as possable

Good morning {{{{{{{Richard}}}}}}}}

Sorry to hear your heart isn't work as well as it was. Did they give you any changes to your regieme?

Take care hon!! You are in my prayers.

 

[Richard49]

Hi Richard,

I smiled at your comments. It is odd perhaps but I feel a certain twinge of pleasantness when I read that you have been clean and dry for so long. Recovery is a process.

I am saddened that you have lost Rachel. I can only hope that you will find the right person for you soon!

Here is a <<snuggle>> for the times you may want one.

You are in my thoughts.

EWG

ps. ya can take the snuggle in the way that suits you best!!

I smile each time I see someone celbrate a period of clean time

In my trips south this last three weeks
I got to be with a recovery brother who got his 13 year coin

Thank you for the snuggle

 

[Richard49]

Hi Richard,

I am glad your zapper went zap when it needed to... sorry you are restless.

sending wishes for a pleasant sleep, happy dreams and hoping you get the rest you need.

EWG

Thank you

 

[Richard49]

Poping in to say hello Richard....
*smile*
____________________________________

Originally posted by Richard49
Looks like my living room has been quiet
____________________________________

for a little bit perhaps...
*smile*

new and old friends stopping by to visit.
put us on a big pot of coffee, and throw us a few pillows on the floor to curl up on.

my friend, thank U for sharing of yourself and of your life.

Denise it is always good to see you

I am also pleased that the herbs and chemo together seem to be working

May God be with you in your journey

 

[Richard49]

Sweetheart I just saw this.........Hugs and Kisses my friend

{{{{{{{{Richard49}}}}}}}}........I am sorry hon.

Thank you for your kind thoughts
I am still angry at the ^&*&^% medical commity
not only for this but others also

In my signature line is the stats from JAMA
about the deaths they cause in just one year

I recenly took an herb class
(ya I take as many as time and $ will allow)
the teacher is a master herblist
and a founder of American Herblist Guild
he said the best source of EFA's is hemp oil

second best id Flax seed

 

[Richard49]

erotic_writer_girl - thanks for long and interesting story And yes, i do agree - addiction to drugs or drinking is illynes However sometimes can be cured Hope it last long

Richard49 - ha, old and broken man? You are not so old, if the 49 mean your age Broken? Well, everyone is broken, when they lost their love Because is the love, the other person you can hug and share your life with, what is the life purpose. And nothing can replace it. All the rest is just a stuff. It can go any minute, but strong relationship stays.
It's a little bit shame that your partner left you, when your health get worser - it's not the purpose of being together is to help each other even when things don't going so much great?
If the relationship don't suffer and the break come from "fresh sky" when your health got worser, then she should be ashamed.

Anyway, living into US, the land of oportunity and possibilites - Im sure that with even a little everyday effort you must meet someone to warm your heart

I am sorry I missed this post before
please forgive me

I am 54 almost 55 yo
actually I am older then God <smile>
I told him he was making a mistake when he made women <smirk>

Rachel did no leave me when my health got worse
Cyndi my ex wife left me when I didn ot die as the Drs predicted ... I have no real idea why Rachel left me

Thank you for your kind thoughts
pleae come visit often

 

[Richard49]

I have read so many of your posts, and have a great deal of respect for your thoughtful insights, and gentleman flair. I aspire to your signature style, and would greatly appreciate if I could ask your advice now and again. I realize you keep very busy, but any time you could spare would be greatly valued.

You can ask me anything anytime
either here or e-mail me
My PM inbox does not work

 

[Richard49]

Hope you get to feeling better soon

I plan to check out your site on herbs again by the way. My father has Hepatitis and after two years and two rounds of injections and new medicines, nothing has been able to put it into remission or cause any positive results....so he is turning to herbs and alternative medicine. Maybe your site might point me in the direction of some good info

There is a good Lifestyles Analysis there
that will help you determine the condition of each of your 9 major body systems and it is FREE

 

[Richard49]

Re: lurker

yes, i was wondering how are today. i like your picture and demeanor very much

Thank you for asking
I am extrmely exhausted
these trips always tire me out

Thank you for the complaiment

What part of the world do you live ?

 

[Richard49]

Good morning {{{{{{{Richard}}}}}}}}

Sorry to hear your heart isn't work as well as it was. Did they give you any changes to your regieme?

Take care hon!! You are in my prayers.

They sent me home with a diurtic boaster to use PRN
Other then that there is not much more that can be done
I have altered my herb program in hopes

Thank you for your thoughts and prayers

 

[sprfreak2002]

i'm sorry to hear you are feeling so tired, but glad to see you posting.
i'm in alberta, canada