You can now call me the bionic single Dom

[Richard49]

Hi Richard,
I'm still around and checking up on you from time to time. I am not good with advice. Sometimes I think it is better to let others know you are listening and care. Just know that I wish you well. Many here care for you.

I have not been posting and spending time at literotica lately. I am about 13 weeks pregnant and I have been very tired. I have been sick since mid October. My daughter has also been having a difficult time adjusting to school this year. We spend many hours studying and doing homework.

Take care of yourself. LadyAura

Pregnant?
what?
why?

 

[LadyAura]

I guess for many reasons:

To help make my life more complete.
So my daughter may not be alone in the world when I am gone.
So my daughter will not feel alone in the world as she grows up.
To feel that precious life growing inside of me.
To have someone to love and cherish for always.
For that first angelic look at his or her face.
For all the milestones and memories.
To help me continue to strive to be the best I can be.
For my spouse.
To better the world with my gift from God.
Because God made it possible.
Because I wanted it to happen.

I am sure there will be days in the future when I will be exhausted and at my wits end. It will help me to look back at my reply and count my blessings once more.

God Bless! Lady"Mommy"Aura

 

[PassionsFlame]

Greetings

Hi richard, I have enjoyed learning more about you, who I have seen as a gentleman from your posts.

While I do not have the same heart condition or VA disputes, I do have other chronic conditions and often feel alone. Also find it hard in relationships when feeling as I do a lot of the time.

I have only gotten through several pages and getting sleepy (NOT do to your beautiful revealing nature quite the opposite) but just cause my body has had more than enough for now. Pain coming back if I don't lay down soon. And get some rest I need.

I just wanted to post a hello and my thoughts are with you *hugs*

 

[enigma nocturne]

Hello Richard,

Mari said you were wondering if I am still around, and I have been, just not around here. I had to limit computer time because I needed to consentrate on midterms. Now it is almost finals time.. Aargh and stuff...

I am sad to see that you are not doing so good right now. Please know that you have people praying for you all around the world even though it seems like we are all too far away.

 

[echoes_s]

Hello Richard

First let me say, thank you for you warm welcome to these boards.
I will confess I haven't read every page here as I have been suffering from migraines, but enough to see you, even while suffering yourself, offer kind words and encouragement to others.
I also see everyone cares for you also.
It took me a long time to move on when my SO walked away, but there were other contributing factors involved which complicated and interfered with the healing process and they had to be dealt with first and were (thank goodness)
When I was ready to date again, I found this wonderful man (so I had thought) who called himself a "Dominate or Master" thus my introduction into BDSM (kind of) After 9 months of happiness and 3 months of suspicions we broke because he was simply using D/s for means to support his habit of gambling and drugs with no desires of helping himself...so I had to leave. Then I just recently ffound this board and almost gasped (or did..I won't tell ) at what I have been reading here. I also read the kindness and humor from everyone here and yes grumpiness too
This is really getting too long winded!!!
I am not looking for any "well to do's, pats on the backs, or poor you's, etc"
I think I wanted more to tell you a bit about myself, say I understand a "little", wish there was a way to ease some of your pain both physical and mental, yet realistically realizing I can't except to send a hug wrapped in a silk scarf and add you to my prayers.
*Another post I will wish I had deleted or kept to a very minimal but sincere warm wishes and prayers*

sincerely Marion

http://www.literotica.com/stories/memberpage.php?uid=280402

 

[artmajor]

Have a merry Christmas Richard. Thanks for being a regular on my thread.
peace on Earth
Artmajor

 

[Richard49]

God Bless! Lady"Mommy"Aura

and God Bless Tinny Tim also
ooopppps
wrong sstory board

If you are happy then I also am happy for you

 

[Richard49]

Hello Richard,

Mari said you were wondering if I am still around, and I have been, just not around here. I had to limit computer time because I needed to consentrate on midterms. Now it is almost finals time.. Aargh and stuff...

I am sad to see that you are not doing so good right now. Please know that you have people praying for you all around the world even though it seems like we are all too far away.

I am always appreaciative of prayers

My life is where it is because of descions i have made over the years

If I could give advice to anyone it would be
becareful with doing things your way

There most be some kind of balance
I remember Tolstory's the "death of Ivan Ilich"
in the end he had done everthing the way he was "suppose to"
and regrated it on his death bed .....

Though I have tried to be kind and generouries
I have done things my way
and find myself at 54 ...... chronically ill and very alone


So how do so many people know I need prayer?

Tell Matie her email is full

and for you my little one


and a dozen

 

[Richard49]

Re: Hello Richard

First let me say, thank you for you warm welcome to these boards.
I will confess I haven't read every page here as I have been suffering from migraines, but enough to see you, even while suffering yourself, offer kind words and encouragement to others.
I also see everyone cares for you also.
It took me a long time to move on when my SO walked away, but there were other contributing factors involved which complicated and interfered with the healing process and they had to be dealt with first and were (thank goodness)
When I was ready to date again, I found this wonderful man (so I had thought) who called himself a "Dominate or Master" thus my introduction into BDSM (kind of) After 9 months of happiness and 3 months of suspicions we broke because he was simply using D/s for means to support his habit of gambling and drugs with no desires of helping himself...so I had to leave. Then I just recently ffound this board and almost gasped (or did..I won't tell ) at what I have been reading here. I also read the kindness and humor from everyone here and yes grumpiness too
This is really getting too long winded!!!
I am not looking for any "well to do's, pats on the backs, or poor you's, etc"
I think I wanted more to tell you a bit about myself, say I understand a "little", wish there was a way to ease some of your pain both physical and mental, yet realistically realizing I can't except to send a hug wrapped in a silk scarf and add you to my prayers.
*Another post I will wish I had deleted or kept to a very minimal but sincere warm wishes and prayers*

sincerely Marion

http://www.literotica.com/stories/memberpage.php?uid=280402

Welcome to my little piece of Lit.........
It pleases me that my welcome touched you

Thank you for the hug wraped in a silk scarf

Please come back and talk again

BTW folks .. she writes some good poetry

 

[Richard49]

Have a merry Christmas Richard. Thanks for being a regular on my thread.
peace on Earth
Artmajor

I do not do holidays well and this year is exceptionally hard emotionally .... such as life ....... I wish I were more regular on
your thread and others .... often I come read or look but .... ready
for this new word <grin> ...... I am just unmotivated not by the postings but with life

Art
thank you for coming by and saying hello

 

[Richard49]

From the above posts you can see I do not do holidays well
Never have
when I was in VN
I voluntared for duty .... it was easier

This year I morn the loss of my realtionships
and the loss of many "things"
seems like the last two years have been one loss after another

May you all find a reasons to smile through these holidays

 

[enigma nocturne]

I am always appreaciative of prayers

.......


So how do so many people know I need prayer?

Tell Matie her email is full

and for you my little one


and a dozen

Two ways, because of this thread and because some of us who are members of churches and stuff have added you as a special intention.

Mari fixed her email: she got sick (again).. I lived through my finals, even aced a few...

Holidays are hard for me too, especially Christmas. Christmas at home is so low key compared to here. It's kind of like, lets take the whole "I am not at home at Christmas" thing, and throw a healthy dose of Culture Shock to it, and watch the subbie person go to pieces... Luckily, we have lots of subbie tape to hold it together til after the holiday.

edited to add, your PM box is full. I need some advise, could you please PM your email address at me? Thanks a bunches.

 

[Richard49]

Two ways, because of this thread and because some of us who are members of churches and stuff have added you as a special intention.

Mari fixed her email: she got sick (again).. I lived through my finals, even aced a few...

Holidays are hard for me too, especially Christmas. Christmas at home is so low key compared to here. It's kind of like, lets take the whole "I am not at home at Christmas" thing, and throw a healthy dose of Culture Shock to it, and watch the subbie person go to pieces... Luckily, we have lots of subbie tape to hold it together til after the holiday.

edited to add, your PM box is full. I need some advise, could you please PM your email address at me? Thanks a bunches.

I have herbs that could keep her healthy
ggggggggggggggeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Well since Mari will not tell me the airport she works
I have NO idea where your at .... not alone where you have moved from

Hey did you know I need a new subbee <evil giggle>

I also maintain a prayer tree that I send peoples names and needs to ....... it includes the college of prayer ......
I just do not ask for prayers for me

 

[enigma nocturne]

I have herbs that could keep her healthy
ggggggggggggggeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Well since Mari will not tell me the airport she works
I have NO idea where your at .... not alone where you have moved from

Hey did you know I need a new subbee <evil giggle>

I also maintain a prayer tree that I send peoples names and needs to ....... it includes the college of prayer ......
I just do not ask for prayers for me

getting all tough and scary and stern at the Dom person..

You are every bit as wonderful and worthy of prayers as the rest of us poor, huddled masses, yearning to breathe free, so you really should ask for prayers for you, too.

Thanks for the PM, I am off to work now, but I will email in the morning.

okay, I am done being tough now... The subbie idea is tempting, but sadly I am slave to my studies, first..

 

[LadyAura]

and God Bless Tinny Tim also
ooopppps
wrong sstory board

If you are happy then I also am happy for you

Hi Richard,
I think my post speaks for itself. I am very emotional and happy about my pregnancy. We have waited a long time for this.

I still continue to be sick almost constantly with sinus infections and problems with asthma. My doctors are limited as to what they can do to treat my infections at this time. I only hope I clear up soon. I am feeling run down and very frustrated.

I hope you have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year! May God bless you and keep you well in the year to come.
LadyAura

 

[lady-kat]

Hello my friend
popping in to wave hi to U.
&
to leave
a dozen 's
for my favorite Gentleman Dom.

deep's
&
{{{tightest hugs}}}

 

[Richard49]

getting all tough and scary and stern at the Dom person..

You are every bit as wonderful and worthy of prayers as the rest of us poor, huddled masses, yearning to breathe free, so you really should ask for prayers for you, too.

Thanks for the PM, I am off to work now, but I will email in the morning.

okay, I am done being tough now... The subbie idea is tempting, but sadly I am slave to my studies, first..

tough little minixs aren't you?

Never got email

 

[Richard49]

Hi Richard,
I think my post speaks for itself. I am very emotional and happy about my pregnancy. We have waited a long time for this.

I still continue to be sick almost constantly with sinus infections and problems with asthma. My doctors are limited as to what they can do to treat my infections at this time. I only hope I clear up soon. I am feeling run down and very frustrated.

I hope you have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year! May God bless you and keep you well in the year to come.
LadyAura

I am happy that you are happy

I hope the illnes part leaves soon
I have herbs for that <smile>

 

[Richard49]

Hello my friend
popping in to wave hi to U.
&
to leave
a dozen 's
for my favorite Gentleman Dom.

deep's
&
{{{tightest hugs}}}

thank you my sweet one

I was happy to get email from you
sharing that you are winning the battle with cancer
that life has brought you ......

I was please to be able to help you with the herbs

Paw Paw is wonderful with cancer

 

[Richard49]

I hate holidays
and this one has been bad
I can not wait till new years eve

Last year Rachel showed me that they could be good
Last year this month I had this computer put in my chest
We had xmas together

New Years eve was very romantic

January brought her birthday
She told me I gave her the best birthday she ever had

When relationships end
for me
I need to look at what was real and what was
in my imgination ...........

With Rachel I still do not know

All I know is the pain I feel deep in my heart
and the sadness
and the deep black space I can go into

 

[lady-kat]

thank you my sweet one

I was happy to get email from you
sharing that you are winning the battle with cancer
that life has brought you ......

thank U, my friend, for being there for me
I loved being able to share my good news with U.

I was please to be able to help you with the herbs
Paw Paw is wonderful with cancer

oh yes. indeed it is

 

[LadyAura]

I am happy that you are happy

I hope the illnes part leaves soon
I have herbs for that <smile>

I am on my forth round of antibiotics since the fall. I hope this one does the trick.

In the past two years I have made a lot of changes in my diet and I have established an exercise routine. I have seen major positive changes in my overall health. The recent pregnancy is the most positive. We have been trying for years. I have read up on some herbs and see the benefits others have had as a result of taking them. I am not sure I can take any herbs at the moment because of my pregnancy. I also have partial complex seizures (very rarely) and two episodes were brought on by taking extra vitamin B last year. I am unmedicated (by choice) for these so taking new things now makes me nervous.

If you have suggestions please let me know. I will be able to try them in the future after the baby is born. I think I will just have to introduce one herb at a time to be sure my crazy system can handle it. I see you have an attachment in your signature line. I will check it out also.

God Bless and Take Care! I hope you have a very Happy New Year with lots of happiness. LadyAura

 

[artmajor]

Happy New Year my friend

 

[spott]

[waving HI to ladyKat]

Is this the longest running thread in BDSM, or what? It's like the freakin' Guiding Light of notestreams, I tell ya...
-spott

 

[Richard49]

I am on my forth round of antibiotics since the fall. I hope this one does the trick.

In the past two years I have made a lot of changes in my diet and I have established an exercise routine. I have seen major positive changes in my overall health. The recent pregnancy is the most positive. We have been trying for years. I have read up on some herbs and see the benefits others have had as a result of taking them. I am not sure I can take any herbs at the moment because of my pregnancy. I also have partial complex seizures (very rarely) and two episodes were brought on by taking extra vitamin B last year. I am unmedicated (by choice) for these so taking new things now makes me nervous.

If you have suggestions please let me know. I will be able to try them in the future after the baby is born. I think I will just have to introduce one herb at a time to be sure my crazy system can handle it. I see you have an attachment in your signature line. I will check it out also.

God Bless and Take Care! I hope you have a very Happy New Year with lots of happiness. LadyAura

Most herbs can be taken by mothers to be ...
Some need to be avoided the first trimester
there are a few that need to be totally avoid
but very few

I hope you do better

If nothing else do take Probiotics.
Antibiotics kill the good stuff also

Please do check out my website

My heart is with you