You can now call me the bionic single Dom

[Richard49]

Re: Re: It' Offical

Wonderful news!!!!!!! Congrats to you for hanging in there and fighting them to the end!

6 hours....that's a little too far for that particular weekend.

When check in hand
then win complete

Little far for me to drive
and be any good when I got there

 

[Richard49]

Dying is terminal

Excellent! Now you can get on with living. Dying is so...so..so terminal.

-spott

yes it is.....
it is also the ultimate relief

no more stress

I believe I would go to heaven
sooooooooooooooooooooooo

 

[spott]

Now we are talking

talk is cheap
-spott

 

[Richard49]

Dreaming again

You can dream again. -spott

and what should I dream about that I can do ?

This last two weeks have been like cold water in my face
To have lived so much and so long
and to have NO ONE ...

no friend or family that I can trust

I know
make new friends ........
find a new lover

where
how
with what physical resourses

dreaming means sleep
sleep means nightmares
means waking up more tired then when I liad down

anyway ... till I get the check it ain't over

However I do now need to write a new will
everything is still left to ex wife

 

[Richard49]

talk is cheap
-spott

as I said in an earlier post on this thread
I have never been accussed of false advertsing

 

[spott]

Re: Dying is terminal

yes it is.....
it is also the ultimate relief

no more stress

I believe I would go to heaven
sooooooooooooooooooooooo

of course you will... you've been through Hell already.
-spott

 

[Richard49]

Re: Re: Dying is terminal

of course you will... you've been through Hell already.
-spott

Amen Sister !!!!!

Unfortunatly
I made most of it

 

[spott]

as I said in an earlier post on this thread
I have never been accussed of false advertsing

that's one of the reasons i never thought about hooking:
Better Business Bureau would get me for selling inferior goods. everyone wants their money back!

that and how would i charge...by the pound?

-spott

 

[Richard49]

that's one of the reasons i never thought about hooking:
Better Business Bureau would get me for selling inferior goods. everyone wants their money back!

that and how would i charge...by the pound?

-spott

bad little girl
self put downs require discipline

go stand in corner and wait for me to find my crop

{maybe I should hair brush instead}

 

[Sweet_Candi]

Re: It' Offical

My VA claim has been approved !!!

100% service connected
effective Nov 30, 2000

It can be up to 60 days before
I get my first new check but

Great news Richard! I havent been through your whole thread but I promise to be back and read up on all the background.

Sorry it took me so long to find your thread. You can spank me if you'd like.

 

[Richard49]

Re: Re: It' Offical

Great news Richard! I havent been through your whole thread but I promise to be back and read up on all the background.

Sorry it took me so long to find your thread. You can spank me if you'd like.

nice you made it ....

I hope you do come back .......

Spank you? would love to

 

[spott]

bad little girl
self put downs require discipline

go stand in corner and wait for me to find my crop

{maybe I should hair brush instead}

see, this is part of my "problem"...I make jokes and it sort of ruins the "mood" when I'm playing Shecky Green or whistling, "The Yanks are Cumming" during a critical moment...

<sigh>
-spott
the comedienne

 

[spott]

{maybe I should hair brush instead}

There ain't a hairbrush that big! How about a coal shovel?
-spott

 

[Richard49]

note to self

spott been without Dom to long
take all flogges, paddles, clamps, crops, belts , haribrushes and wooden spoond with you when you see here ......


oh ya... remember the rope

Eat extra energy food

 

[spott]

Re: Dreaming again

and what should I dream about that I can do ?

This last two weeks have been like cold water in my face
To have lived so much and so long
and to have NO ONE ...

you should talk to Dennie...or me...I gave up. I despaired of ever having "someone". I have always been of utility. I am very smart. I am funny. I work hard. I can think my way out of almost anything and I make damned good money...who could love me?
What good am I?

Dennie and I share the same brain. there is no struggling or misgiving. we are not settling, as in giving up. I love him. I probably always have. I left this alone. I did not push or pursue. I let it happen, and I even resisted for a while. But my comfort level grew. I can trust him.

Now, as for the sex... I did ask today. He admits to nervousness. being "good enough", which is strangely what I worry about too... I said we will leave it alone and let stuff develop on its own, because it is... I have those wicked women tricks, ya know

You will find someone. Just be open to it and don't try so hard.
You might be surprised. Good things can happen, maybe with someone you already know...
-spott

 

[Richard49]

Re: Re: Dreaming again

You will find someone. Just be open to it and don't try so hard.
You might be surprised. Good things can happen, maybe with someone you already know...
-spott

I am not trying at all

 

[spott]

Re: Re: Re: Dreaming again

I am not trying at all

you try to please and accomodate too much. Seriously, I think you let women disrespect you. Don't do that. make it clear from the beginning that they may not disrespect you. You expect the same respect and consideration that you give.

It is a small demand, but a necessary one.
-spott

 

[Bachlum Chaam]

My experence is that those women who have lots of responsiblity
lean towards D/s. It does not explain those that have a need for pain, humitlation etc. but...........

Azalea I asked you a question above that you did not answer.

Tim glad to see you back

I may have gotten some good news
I say may cause when it comes to VA
I do not believe squat

I got a call this morning from VA saying my disablity claim
has been approved at 100%. If this is true it brings to a close a 11 year battle.

I have told them I will not die till I win this claim.

Much of what I will win when this goes through will be benifits
for my wife/widow and minor children ...... since I have niether....
oh well ..........

Richard ,Sir as an English gentleman is it at this time that I should ask for your hand in marriage mayhap?

 

[Richard49]

Richard ,Sir as an English gentleman is it at this time that I should ask for your hand in marriage mayhap?

ROFLMAO

oh thank you Tim !!!!!!

 

[Richard49]

Re: Re: Re: Re: Dreaming again

you try to please and accomodate too much. Seriously, I think you let women disrespect you. Don't do that. make it clear from the beginning that they may not disrespect you. You expect the same respect and consideration that you give.

It is a small demand, but a necessary one.
-spott

I do not see this but

 

[wildsweetone]

Richard ,Sir as an English gentleman is it at this time that I should ask for your hand in marriage mayhap?

rats! you beat me to it Tim!

oh wait... what are your thoughts on adoption Sir?

 

[spott]

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Dreaming again

I do not see this but

That's how it is....we never see the forest through the trees..too close...
-spott

 

[Richard49]

rats! you beat me to it Tim!

oh wait... what are your thoughts on adoption Sir?

minor children dear

 

[spott]

minor children dear

ackshulleigh..it is dependents....offspring in need of support and services....

-spott
the nut

 

[Bachlum Chaam]

ROFLMAO

oh thank you Tim !!!!!!

Sir I tend to think of ROFLMAO as rolling on the floor lick me all over is that what you meant?