You can now call me the bionic single Dom

[Richard49]

right now, open yourself to me. i'll take the
darkness from you willingly. just to know you
will have room once again for light.

tina

Thank you for the thoughts
No one can take th darkeness from another

here is a just for you

 

[Richard49]

oh Richard, please don't feel so hopeless! you know that i think R isn't deserving of all the attention and energy you spend on her. there are other things in life which can make you happy if you just let them! she's screwing up big time by not understanding everything you have to offer, but nothing can change that. it's always impossible to imagine someone better than the girl you love until you meet them!! but you can't meet anyone if you don't quit this tunnel-vision focusing on R. you're clearly a man of boundless energies, even if you sometimes feel drained, and i have no doubt that you'd charm the dew off a honeysuckle if you were in a good mood. it's just my uninvolved opinion, but i do think you can find a woman who would actually APPRECIATE all of the effort and emotion you put into a relationship instead of just being annoyed by it.

i'm still here with you, Richard. it's not much, but it's all i know how to do.

hey bb as always it is nice to see you
With R I just tried to salvage something
below is a post of the most recent development
shaking head

 

[Richard49]

Re: just stumbled across this...

what i get for not lurking more often.

i have two artifical heart valves. so i guess i be bionic too!

and i'm only 47. long story that...anyway. i know for myself the recovery process is long and fraught with ups and downs. the body goes through a lotta changes. then i have supportive medications to keep the valves running smoothly that really mess me up at times. depression is an ongoing battle that can sometimes be more due to meds than circumstance.

anyway..i wish you a good continued recovery! it'll be 2 yrs in may for me and there are still things to be dealt with. not the least of which is the constant clicking sound of the valves!

Thank you for stopping by
I have been told many times that I need ot be on the heart transplant list
I tell them I have been accused of being heartless most of my life
so no point in trying to put one in
I tell them to go find a nice young mom and give her the one they would give me

 

[Richard49]

Rachel e-mailed me today
and told me to not e-mail her again
I wrote back that I would remove her address from my computer

It did not hurt as much as Saturdays remark did
but dam it hurt

I will be leaving Thrusday for a Men in Recovery spiritual Retreat in Ohio ..... be back Sunday night I hope......

I have very little hope and no expectation that this will help any thing - that it will just be a long trip that costs me money

 

[Richard49]

Well I have been home from retreat
It went better then I expected
but Friday night my defibulator fired
at the dinner table


The opening session was on
"The problem of God and Evil
the resent about God we bring to our recovery"

Got home Sunday night
Defib fired then
and again Monday night
and again Tuesday morning

I took ambulance ot ER
it fiored twice there
once well I was peeing
(who just laughed?)

They made some bionic adjustments and sent me home

It fired Tuesday night
went back to ER
they admitted me

It turned out that a drug they had me on was a no-no
(I now have a list of no - no drugs)

Came home Friday afternoon late

I am here
and miss you all



to each of you my dear friends

 

[bunny bondage]

jeez, Richard! your defib sounds like it's out to get you! but other than crazy doctors giving you no-no drugs, i'm glad you had a nice time! it's good to hear from you again! ^_^


(as for who laughed, i'm afraid that was me!)

 

[Richard49]

jeez, Richard! your defib sounds like it's out to get you! but other than crazy doctors giving you no-no drugs, i'm glad you had a nice time! it's good to hear from you again! ^_^


(as for who laughed, i'm afraid that was me!)

<smile>
bb
I should have guessed it was you

now where did that paddle go?

It is good to hear from you also

 

[Phoenix Stone]

Hello, Sir.

(knocking on the door with my gloved hand, holding a casserole and a pitcher of mint julep in the basket on my arm.) Yoo hoo, neighbor? I just came by to see if you needed anything.

(leaning against the wood railing and fanning myself with a paper fan I pull from my sleeve after setting the basket at my feet.)

It's such a hot day here for April --the orange blossom and roses heavy in the air, the sky as clear as can be. You know, I feel like I know you from your writing. Would a courtly gentleman like you happen to be from the South?

It's not done for a lady to invite herself for a visit, but if it wouldn't be too presumptuous, may I enjoy the cool shade out here on the porch, and set for a spell on your porchswing?

I sit myself demurely on the swing, ankles crossed, beigh pumps, heels just high enough to arch my feet and I let one dangle off my toes, leaning back, my head tilted, I examine you thru the screendoor.

I stretch out my long legs, lift my bosom. My dress is flowered cotton, tight at the waist, flared skirt, very fifties, or even forties, unbuttoned for the heat just enough so that from a standing position you can catch a peek of white, lacy brassiere. My hair is past my shoulders, thick waves of gold and auburn gleaming chestnut, my eyes look dark from that distance and watch you intensely, a small catsmile on my dark red lips, the high forehead and pointy chin give my face a bit of a heart, or cat, look. My brows are darkish wings, peaches and cream skin.

(A diplomat's wife I once met said when I went up to read poetry, she expected to hear scented magnolias. She didn't. OOC: All this is true, only the clothes are made up. My husband prefers I don't flirt. Well, I'm going to make an exception for you, darlin'. And take the spanking or whatever I get. Just hope it won't be disappointment, that's so much worse. Well. I'm a woman 'of a certain age,' lush like Maggie in Cat on a hot tin roof. And I'd enjoy a little harmless flirt with a courtly gentleman.)

Warm out here, isn't it? Mint julep, Sir?

 

[Richard49]

Hello, Sir.

Warm out here, isn't it? Mint julep, Sir?

Thank you for the offer of the drink
However I have not had anything with alchol in over 6 1/2 years

Some nice ice tea or even ice water would be nice
you can find the tea made and in my frig

You are a lovely little flirt

Your husband?
shaking my head ...
they all are married or to far away

I am from and live in yankee country
Look at the palm of yoour right hand
I live at the tip of your little finger

However I have lived in Alabama
ans my first wife I meet there
she was a Lousiana girl
and my son was born in Homestead flordia
daughter was born in Missouri

So I have few 24 hours around Rhet Butler and Tara


To bad your husband will enjoy the pleasure of spanking your ass for flirting

 

[Richard49]

check out bb

https://forum.literotica.com/showthread.php?s=&threadid=242647&perpage=25&pagenumber=1

To my sweet little daughter

 

[Phoenix Stone]

Thank you for the offer of the drink
However I have not had anything with alchol in over 6 1/2 years

Some nice ice tea or even ice water would be nice
you can find the tea made and in my frig

You are a lovely little flirt

Your husband?
shaking my head ...
they all are married or to far away

I am from and live in yankee country
Look at the palm of yoour right hand
I live at the tip of your little finger

However I have lived in Alabama
ans my first wife I meet there
she was a Lousiana girl
and my son was born in Homestead flordia
daughter was born in Missouri

So I have few 24 hours around Rhet Butler and Tara


To bad your husband will enjoy the pleasure of spanking your ass for flirting

Mint ice tea, then. (Pours, then takes ice cube out of glass and slowly trails it down the side of neck and around neckline.)
I'm actually a California woman but my mother's family is from Texas all the way back and I feel quite comfortable there. I love the sound of the cicadas, and the green light thru the trees in the Texas Hill Country where she's from. (Kicks off both heels and curls feet under bottom like a cat.)

Is it warm where you are, this fine afternoon? No cicadas here, just lawnmowers, traffic and a few birds. My children are still little. Yours?

 

[bunny bondage]

glad you enjoyed the pics, Richard! i was gonna make sure you checked them out, but leave it to you to locate hot photos on your own!

 

[Richard49]

glad you enjoyed the pics, Richard! i was gonna make sure you checked them out, but leave it to you to locate hot photos on your own!

I found them through Phoenix Stone's profile

I do not go to the boards very often any more

Here is a dozen

just for you

You are daddies speical girl

 

[bunny bondage]

I found them through Phoenix Stone's profile

I do not go to the boards very often any more

Here is a dozen

just for you

You are daddies speical girl

^_^

 

[Richard49]

Well I was going ot put out ice tea and cookies
(maybe the flogger also )
but I see all is quite here

I hope everyone is enjoy this spring day

 

[Richard49]

Well it has been a while since anyone has been here
damn spider webs have built up

If anyone comes by
I wanted to report I had a major heart test last week
it was compared to the one done in early 2001

Results are in
(drum roll please)
no new heart damage

Of course that does not answer what has causes my heart beat to go crazy and my ejection rate to drop
but............................

 

[lady-kat]

Well it has been a while since anyone has been here
damn spider webs have built up

If anyone comes by
I wanted to report I had a major heart test last week
it was compared to the one done in early 2001

Results are in
(drum roll please)
no new heart damage

Of course that does not answer what has causes my heart beat to go crazy and my ejection rate to drop
but............................

Results are in
(drum roll please)
no new heart damage

welcome news my friend
<smile>
and congratulations to U
on the good test results.


hmmmm.
ya. i see them cobwebs.
too bad i don't
*cough cough*
own a feather duster.
<smirk>

 

[sprfreak2002]

happy the news is good

Well it has been a while since anyone has been here
damn spider webs have built up

If anyone comes by
I wanted to report I had a major heart test last week
it was compared to the one done in early 2001

Results are in
(drum roll please)
no new heart damage

Of course that does not answer what has causes my heart beat to go crazy and my ejection rate to drop
but............................

<blowing those cobwebs away>

medical results aside, how are YOU ?

 

[Richard49]

Results are in
(drum roll please)
no new heart damage

welcome news my friend
<smile>
and congratulations to U
on the good test results.


hmmmm.
ya. i see them cobwebs.
too bad i don't
*cough cough*
own a feather duster.
<smirk>

Thank you
I understand you had good medical news also

 

[lady-kat]

Thank you
I understand you had good medical news also

*smile*
yes. a small drum roll of my own please?
my doctor has said remission.

now if i could just bring her around to herbals playing an improtant part of that remission. but ...
i have lots and lots of time to convince her <big ol' grin>

 

[Richard49]

Re: happy the news is good

<blowing those cobwebs away>

medical results aside, how are YOU ?

SOS DD

 

[Richard49]

*smile*
yes. a small drum roll of my own please?
my doctor has said remission.

now if i could just bring her around to herbals playing an improtant part of that remission. but ...
i have lots and lots of time to convince her <big ol' grin>

Congradulations

 

[sprfreak2002]

Re: Re: happy the news is good

SOS DD

SOS DD ?
i'm sorry, i don't understand


but i would like to.

 

[Richard49]

Re: Re: Re: happy the news is good

SOS DD ?
i'm sorry, i don't understand


but i would like to.

Same old shit different day

 

[sprfreak2002]

<smiling>

Same old shit different day

ah!!
it seems we are on the same page after all.