You can now call me the bionic single Dom

[dejah]

It is the PTSD
the lack of trust

i understand that Sir!

i wish i could make it go away for You!

hugssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

dejah

 

[dejah]

Alone is what is safe for others

*sigh*

 

[RJMasters]

Good morning

Coffee is on, the first cups for you. Cheers.

A prayer for Joy for you today.

RJ

 

[Bandit58]

Did someone say coffee??
Hope you are feeling better today Richard

Hello RJMasters, I have read your new thread but need to think on it for a while

 

[snowy ciara]

Morning Richard and Ladies..

sneaks a cup of coffee, add a dollop of hersheys and a splash of milk hope everyone has a good monday.

Just work for me today, and then helping out with freshperson orientation tonight at the gym..

 

[Richard49]

When I think I have it bad
I find another who has it worse

Here is a damn scary VA horror story
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/5861458/

oh ya
in the next 3 0 or so days
I have 5 VA medical appointments

 

[snowy ciara]

The poor HIV guy? Or rather, the poor Non HIV guy. On one hand, I was thinking he should sue the bastards. On the other hand, if he does that, it's going to take fundage from an already underfunded system when there are others who need it. And that's not right either. Stupid ethics anyway..

It especially sucks to realize that the side effects of the drugs probably made him nearly as ill as the disease he didn't have.

 

[Richard49]

The poor HIV guy? Or rather, the poor Non HIV guy. On one hand, I was thinking he should sue the bastards. On the other hand, if he does that, it's going to take fundage from an already underfunded system when there are others who need it. And that's not right either. Stupid ethics anyway..

It especially sucks to realize that the side effects of the drugs probably made him nearly as ill as the disease he didn't have.

We can not sue the VA

I have been dealing with them most of today
shaking head

but at lest they have not with held that I really
do not have HIV ....cause no one has told me I have it .......

All I have is a very broken heart

 

[Richard49]

Re: Good morning

Coffee is on, the first cups for you. Cheers.

A prayer for Joy for you today.

RJ

Thank you RJ

 

[Richard49]

Did someone say coffee??
Hope you are feeling better today Richard

Hello RJMasters, I have read your new thread but need to think on it for a while

RJ has a new thread?

 

[Richard49]

Well I have not heard from "she" in over a week
nor from Rose ........
I am having deep fears

Today was good
sun was shining
well was shining till about 6 tonight

Did farm pickup
visited with mom
ran errands

I hope you all had a good one also

 

[Richard49]

I just had to do one of those sad and humilating things
I had to tell someone from lit to not contact me in the future
these fucking wannbes

It is like since it is online
no real human touch
they can act like they have no responsiblity
nor that they even need good manners

 

[RJMasters]

Expecting nothing less of you

You strike me Richard as one who will die with his sword is his hand. I fucking admire that.

How can you beat a day of watching wannabies trying to storm the castle and Richard kicking their sorry ass into the moot.

"Saying none shall pass!"

 

[snowy ciara]

Re: Expecting nothing less of you

You strike me Richard as one who will die with his sword is his hand. I fucking admire that.

How can you beat a day of watching wannabies trying to storm the castle and Richard kicking their sorry ass into the moot.

"Saying none shall pass!"

I wanna help... Kicking wannabe asses in the moat,that is. Plleeeeaaaaasssssee. I got a really good candidate already!

Glad yesterday was good to you Richard. I just had a day.. Not good nor bad, just a day..

 

[Richard49]

Re: Re: Expecting nothing less of you

I wanna help... Kicking wannabe asses in the moat,that is. Plleeeeaaaaasssssee. I got a really good candidate already!

Glad yesterday was good to you Richard. I just had a day.. Not good nor bad, just a day..

candidate ?
for what?

Most of my days are so dark
that a day day
is a good day

Spent the morning at VA clinic
dealing with them
ggggggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Tomorrow
Saginaw .... thati like 3-4 hours away
for me

 

[snowy ciara]

a candidate for moat dropping..

 

[Richard49]

a candidate for moat dropping..

I saw you take care of a newbee over on the new faces thread

 

[Richard49]

Long day today

Had discusion with VA Dr
opened even more wounds

longer day tomorrow
have a 6-8 road trip to Saginaw VA and back

 

[RJMasters]

Use to live in Cadillac MI

I remember when I first moved to Michigan and the first snow came, my wife who was born there handed me this huge shovel!. I was like what's this? Born in raised in CA, I really never seen a snow shovel before.

She told me the plow trucks came through and sweeped the streets and I would have to shovel the driveway to get out.

I think I looked at her for about a whole min not comprehending the words she just uttered.

I looked out my window and could only say shit!

So out I went to shovel the snow, which I thought was the most stupidest thing anyone could do. I remeber thinking to myself it should be illegal for them to swoosh the snow out in the street into MY driveway.

After 8 long years, I had my fill of it. I remember taking great pleasure in breaking and burning all the snow shovels we owned when we moved back to CA.

The highlight of my day was getting up in the morning and waiting by the mailbox near the road so I could flip off the snow plow as it went by. Heehee

Just a comical story for you.

Good luck on your trip tomorrow. Since you dealing with the VA, I wish you a good time as thats pointless, but I will pray for you to be stregthened to endure the ordeal.

 

[Richard49]

A wonderful story RJ
at the end of any winter I could burn the snow shovels
however recently
if I am able to do the snow I am grateful

I am off for my road trips

I am sad and resentful
that I have to make these trips alone

 

[princess4u]

i wish you well sir - today and always ~

 

[Prof Bill]

Some sort of gratitude?

Richard,

I'm sorry for the physical problems that take you to the Va, but at least Michigan has some VA hospitals. Here in Ohio, the current administration (you remember, the one that "supports" our toops?) two VA facilities have already been closed and a third is on the chopping block. Vets seem to be having longer and longer drives so they can wait in longer and longer lines--it ain't right.

But I hope your travel is plesant, that you have a good lunch in Saginaw, that your wait there is not long, and that they are able to provide you with relief.

Bill

 

[Richard49]

i wish you well sir - today and always ~

ya daddy's baby girl <smile>

Thank you for the wel wishes
nothing new wrong with me
but
shalking head

one of the three Drs I saw
told me to kiss his lillie white ass

yup
for real

I filesd a grevence
and threatened the media
but who knows

 

[Richard49]

Re: Some sort of gratitude?

Richard,

I'm sorry for the physical problems that take you to the Va, but at least Michigan has some VA hospitals. Here in Ohio, the current administration (you remember, the one that "supports" our toops?) two VA facilities have already been closed and a third is on the chopping block. Vets seem to be having longer and longer drives so they can wait in longer and longer lines--it ain't right.

But I hope your travel is plesant, that you have a good lunch in Saginaw, that your wait there is not long, and that they are able to provide you with relief.

Bill

and the 2005 VA health care budget is to be cut

some where back not to far
on this thread I share how his staff treated me

but
I vote libertarian

 

[Richard49]

shaking head

I have run for school board 3 or 4 times
I have....ok had..... a high profile

I just got a call from the teachers union
asking me to vote for Kerry
they had not idea who I am