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I have never been here so I apologize girl you sound, seem very sweet. Like the rest of the world we love and crave intimacy. I am here because why not babyAnd here I am 8 years later digging through the damn spices again....
I want to feel like I'm not alone in my own head. Even with partners I can't quite be pure id, just blurt out whatever, feel the feedback wash over me like a soft wave of nothing at all. No fear.Year after year, time after time, I come crawling back to this place. Jekyll and Hyde, but it’s just me with my eyes cast low and my hand between my thighs and my phone in the other again, because maybe this time is the time I’ll find someone who can hold a mirror up in a position I can actually see myself in.
Because that’s really it, isn’t it? We want to be seen, heard, known, understood. Dissected and analyzed and broken down and figured out. We want to know why we are the way we are and why we don’t want to change. Why does it make me feel this way?
The definition of insanity is… blah blah blah.
That’s why I’m back. Why are you back?
It doesn't matter what you blurt out and you shouldn't feel so self conscious. If the partners you have are being complete jackasses, then in my opinion they don't know how to treat a female in a relationship.I want to feel like I'm not alone in my own head. Even with partners I can't quite be pure id, just blurt out whatever, feel the feedback wash over me like a soft wave of nothing at all. No fear.
I like to quote Mark TwainYear after year, time after time, I come crawling back to this place. Jekyll and Hyde, but it’s just me with my eyes cast low and my hand between my thighs and my phone in the other again, because maybe this time is the time I’ll find someone who can hold a mirror up in a position I can actually see myself in.
Because that’s really it, isn’t it? We want to be seen, heard, known, understood. Dissected and analyzed and broken down and figured out. We want to know why we are the way we are and why we don’t want to change. Why does it make me feel this way?
The definition of insanity is… blah blah blah.
That’s why I’m back. Why are you back?
Some people don't understand the build up is the fun part of the journeyDid you mean while I consume the stories, or when I browse the forums, or when I whisper back dirty things to strange men?
Yes of course
To be fully honest, I usually only touch myself after I’ve been doing all of those things for many hours. The actual act itself only takes… seconds, sometimes.
Gosh forbid a girl enjoys herself![]()
You did what I’ve been wanting to do for weeks, soooo thank you. The telepathy worked!!!And now @EvaLane may I ask forgiveness for resurrecting an old thread. I just couldn’t help myself.
The boyfriends are certainly the beneficiaries of your return.You did what I’ve been wanting to do for weeks, soooo thank you. The telepathy worked!!!
It’s been over a year since I returned and I can confidentlyyyy say I came back to be a menace on the Playground and to have a buncha boyfriends
I think I’ll give it another year![]()
For the newer folks here, what's the cliff notes version of what we missed?You did what I’ve been wanting to do for weeks, soooo thank you. The telepathy worked!!!
It’s been over a year since I returned and I can confidentlyyyy say I came back to be a menace on the Playground and to have a buncha boyfriends
I think I’ll give it another year![]()
can we call themFor the newer folks here, what's the cliff notes version of what we missed?.
Hahaha! That was a great recap! Vocaroo is great too. I used it elsewhere in the past, and I need to remember to use it every now and then too.
Call me an “intellectual” and see you in the funny papers. (Wow is that an old saying from an old guy.)
Great re-cap, and not as wishy washy as advertised
I never left, nor am I right. If I'm not looking at the threads, I'm reading the stories. Driven by quiet nights, early days and boredom.Year after year, time after time, I come crawling back to this place. Jekyll and Hyde, but it’s just me with my eyes cast low and my hand between my thighs and my phone in the other again, because maybe this time is the time I’ll find someone who can hold a mirror up in a position I can actually see myself in.
Because that’s really it, isn’t it? We want to be seen, heard, known, understood. Dissected and analyzed and broken down and figured out. We want to know why we are the way we are and why we don’t want to change. Why does it make me feel this way?
The definition of insanity is… blah blah blah.
That’s why I’m back. Why are you back?
I was married for 10 years, my wife came out as asexual, which explains the past 7 or 8 years of no intimacy.Year after year, time after time, I come crawling back to this place. Jekyll and Hyde, but it’s just me with my eyes cast low and my hand between my thighs and my phone in the other again, because maybe this time is the time I’ll find someone who can hold a mirror up in a position I can actually see myself in.
Because that’s really it, isn’t it? We want to be seen, heard, known, understood. Dissected and analyzed and broken down and figured out. We want to know why we are the way we are and why we don’t want to change. Why does it make me feel this way?
The definition of insanity is… blah blah blah.
That’s why I’m back. Why are you back?
I hope that you find that connection. It is so important and needed.I am back because I have a submissive side that has no outlet and will not be quiet in my mind.
I had a beautiful relationship for 6 years and I might that magic again.
I have recently found the audio files which are fun, I do read many books that are def my kinda smut. But having a partner is something completely difference. Much more intimate, the time and patience it takes.
Otherwise there are several great threads to takes the itch off lol