Why are you back here?

Hmm?
To hear and fantasize about fiends meeting and enjoying each other’s company??
Well… their plans to meet
 
Year after year, time after time, I come crawling back to this place. Jekyll and Hyde, but it’s just me with my eyes cast low and my hand between my thighs and my phone in the other again, because maybe this time is the time I’ll find someone who can hold a mirror up in a position I can actually see myself in.

Because that’s really it, isn’t it? We want to be seen, heard, known, understood. Dissected and analyzed and broken down and figured out. We want to know why we are the way we are and why we don’t want to change. Why does it make me feel this way?

The definition of insanity is… blah blah blah.

That’s why I’m back. Why are you back?
I want to feel like I'm not alone in my own head. Even with partners I can't quite be pure id, just blurt out whatever, feel the feedback wash over me like a soft wave of nothing at all. No fear.
 
I want to feel like I'm not alone in my own head. Even with partners I can't quite be pure id, just blurt out whatever, feel the feedback wash over me like a soft wave of nothing at all. No fear.
It doesn't matter what you blurt out and you shouldn't feel so self conscious. If the partners you have are being complete jackasses, then in my opinion they don't know how to treat a female in a relationship.
 
Year after year, time after time, I come crawling back to this place. Jekyll and Hyde, but it’s just me with my eyes cast low and my hand between my thighs and my phone in the other again, because maybe this time is the time I’ll find someone who can hold a mirror up in a position I can actually see myself in.

Because that’s really it, isn’t it? We want to be seen, heard, known, understood. Dissected and analyzed and broken down and figured out. We want to know why we are the way we are and why we don’t want to change. Why does it make me feel this way?

The definition of insanity is… blah blah blah.

That’s why I’m back. Why are you back?
I like to quote Mark Twain

“Quitting is easy, I’ve done it a million times.”
 
TLDR version

I am back because I need the emotional and spicy 🔥 connection with a like minded lady, and we can explore the finer things in life together while helping each other to mind blowing orgasms 💋. I don't like short term stuff,we share what we want without pressure, take time to smell the flowers and laugh, and talk about the daily antics of life.

If that is you, then ☎️ me 😘.
 
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Did you mean while I consume the stories, or when I browse the forums, or when I whisper back dirty things to strange men?

Yes of course 🥵

To be fully honest, I usually only touch myself after I’ve been doing all of those things for many hours. The actual act itself only takes… seconds, sometimes.

Gosh forbid a girl enjoys herself 🤪
Some people don't understand the build up is the fun part of the journey 😉. Too bad for them, but their misfortune is our gain I suppose 💋.
 
Maybe, even if only momentarily or imaginary, it is experiencing that intangible skip of a first attraction.
 
And now @EvaLane may I ask forgiveness for resurrecting an old thread. I just couldn’t help myself.
You did what I’ve been wanting to do for weeks, soooo thank you. The telepathy worked!!!

It’s been over a year since I returned and I can confidentlyyyy say I came back to be a menace on the Playground and to have a buncha boyfriends 💗

I think I’ll give it another year 🤭
 
You did what I’ve been wanting to do for weeks, soooo thank you. The telepathy worked!!!

It’s been over a year since I returned and I can confidentlyyyy say I came back to be a menace on the Playground and to have a buncha boyfriends 💗

I think I’ll give it another year 🤭
The boyfriends are certainly the beneficiaries of your return.
 
You did what I’ve been wanting to do for weeks, soooo thank you. The telepathy worked!!!

It’s been over a year since I returned and I can confidentlyyyy say I came back to be a menace on the Playground and to have a buncha boyfriends 💗

I think I’ll give it another year 🤭
For the newer folks here, what's the cliff notes version of what we missed? 😄.
 
And yes I come back here to be involved in naughty chat from time to time - the best ones are with the slow lead up.
 
I’m back because I had a really awesome 5 year online best friend/playmate that unfortunately had to leave. The phone sex was phenomenal and the general sharing of our day to day was amazing. Hopefully I find someone similar again.
 
Year after year, time after time, I come crawling back to this place. Jekyll and Hyde, but it’s just me with my eyes cast low and my hand between my thighs and my phone in the other again, because maybe this time is the time I’ll find someone who can hold a mirror up in a position I can actually see myself in.

Because that’s really it, isn’t it? We want to be seen, heard, known, understood. Dissected and analyzed and broken down and figured out. We want to know why we are the way we are and why we don’t want to change. Why does it make me feel this way?

The definition of insanity is… blah blah blah.

That’s why I’m back. Why are you back?
I never left, nor am I right. If I'm not looking at the threads, I'm reading the stories. Driven by quiet nights, early days and boredom.
 
I am back because I have a submissive side that has no outlet and will not be quiet in my mind.

I had a beautiful relationship for 6 years and I might that magic again.

I have recently found the audio files which are fun, I do read many books that are def my kinda smut. But having a partner is something completely difference. Much more intimate, the time and patience it takes.

Otherwise there are several great threads to takes the itch off lol
 
Year after year, time after time, I come crawling back to this place. Jekyll and Hyde, but it’s just me with my eyes cast low and my hand between my thighs and my phone in the other again, because maybe this time is the time I’ll find someone who can hold a mirror up in a position I can actually see myself in.

Because that’s really it, isn’t it? We want to be seen, heard, known, understood. Dissected and analyzed and broken down and figured out. We want to know why we are the way we are and why we don’t want to change. Why does it make me feel this way?

The definition of insanity is… blah blah blah.

That’s why I’m back. Why are you back?
I was married for 10 years, my wife came out as asexual, which explains the past 7 or 8 years of no intimacy.

I loved her and was faithful to her the entire time.

Now, I am single and I thought, shared sexual desires might be a good conversation starter.

I also discovered over the years I am more of a dominant in the bedroom and a few kinks. I am eager to understand what makes a woman excited in particular, and if my desires are compatible with hers, and we are both lonely, I see no reason why we should stay at home alone.

Life is short and I'm still youthful enough.
 
I am back because I have a submissive side that has no outlet and will not be quiet in my mind.

I had a beautiful relationship for 6 years and I might that magic again.

I have recently found the audio files which are fun, I do read many books that are def my kinda smut. But having a partner is something completely difference. Much more intimate, the time and patience it takes.

Otherwise there are several great threads to takes the itch off lol
I hope that you find that connection. It is so important and needed.
 
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