sereneone4u
quod nutrit me destruit
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I guess I just feel singled out sometimes. Its not that I expect the world to be nice to me because I'm nice, I just wish that I had fewer misunderstandings.
*kisses your nose* Thank you.
I've...been a lot of things. Done just about everything a man can do as far as security in the private sector, including bodyguard work. I was a nurses aid for 3 years, at various kinds of facilities, working with many kinds of patients, including Alzheimers victims and special needs kids. My dad was a cop, my mom a nurse and my brother a 25 year USAF vet. I couldn't go into the military and didn't want to be a nurse or a doctor. I did what I could do in the private sector. I don't know though, basically I've just been a mercenary these last ten years. I always wanted to protect people, help them, save them.
I don't know anymore if I act to help others because its the right thing, or because it is how I get my high. Being a hero can be addictive.
I feel singled out quite often too.
It is why I have a hard outer-shell and seem cold and guarded.
However if people are patient with me and true, they
get to see my sweet, warm side.
I'll go with this