KindredFlame
Sexual Deviant
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- Jan 27, 2019
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You inspired me and I have write an opening to a story using your words hope you enjoy this short exposition of your original post.
This is an idea for a story only.
I have had a long and varied history of engaging in self gratifying activities directed at my anus, an obsession that has been present for decades. Before I was able to afford the indulgence of using dildos that approach reality, I used a myriad of resourceful and unconventional devices to satisfy my lust.
One of the ad hoc materials I employed during this period was a pencil, which gave some degree of penetration although with minor diameter. When funds permitted a larger substitute, I bought a single cigar holder, which required some sanding to remove the raised lettering that would otherwise have been excruciating. I also grew accustomed to the manipulation of my own fingers, as well as sporadic vegetable insertions such as fennel, snap beans, cucumbers, and occasionally a smooth screw handle or the tip of a broom for texture and feeling.
Special events found me even employing a toy bat, slightly more than seven inches in length, once employed for mulling fruit, beer, and wine. Empty beer and wine bottles were employed in much the same role, providing me with an improvised phallus with which to explore the inner reaches of my anus.
The search for more realistic stimulation eventually brought me to purchase a set of dildos, each one of which replicated the feeling of actual penetration. I eagerly anticipate the day when I will have a male lover to share with me the whole range of sexual activity, including the ultimate rush of feeling his cock slide into my butt as I worship him hungrily by licking, sucking, and swallowing his cum. This is predicated on a sense of satisfaction derived from masturbation alone, combined with an overwhelming hunger for the real thing.
I posted some of the dildos that now live in my collection, in the original post, all handpicked to suit my own special tastes:
Through my diverse and inventive process of self-stimulation, I have not only learned to experience a vast array of sensations but also developed a rich appreciation for the male form and the potentiality of true sexual experiences.
The dildos I have access to are all the evidence I need of this journey, giving me a means by which I can keep myself interested and ready for the possibility of experiencing the real thing one day.
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