What makes you submissive?

[rbijon]

Welcome CTGal. I have read some of you recent posts and like what I read. That and we have something in common aside from our submissiveness. Though I no longer live there, I hail from CT.

Now for what makes me submissive;

For me it is a viscreral need. In all other realms of my life I am in charge. I have a power profession, oldest of 6 siblings who has had children of her own.
Because of the ying & yang of it all I had to find a way to release. Then one day a kind gentleman offered to spank me. I said yes and ran with it.

My week is not complete unless I hear that one comment that transports me to erotic Nirvana, "good girl." This is usually in conjunction with a mouth full of cock. For me my goal is pleasure, his pleasure which is my pleasure. I wallow in his praise. I preen when I have been able satisifed his need no matter what it may be.

In essence it is my need to surrender mind, body and soul which makes me submissive. My need to address the dichotomy of being and become who I am...His.

Hiya Blushing, I have seen you around the posting boards, you sound like an intersting person...I would love to pick you brain....and maybe just for the fun of both of us....spank you sweet ASS! heheheh

 

[CTGalPal]

You don't know me very well, then.

...then offend me.

 

[CTGalPal]

you are very welcome CTGP .

I think I have always known my desire to be submissive , but it had not a specific name nor a clear definition since about two years ago when I started to explore the D/s and BDSM dynamics , reading specific literature , following the interesting sources on here both as threads and links and consulting our library.

Then I met my first and only Master who has my complete devotion and trust . We are in a LDR relation but we don't mind as when we have the lucky occasion to meet the time really stops to flow . It is our special precious time .
I don't think I am allowed to say more at the moment though !

I am in the same stage as you once were...exploring and testing the waters out there to see who bites and what my interests are.

I am researching different websites and I do hope I find someone who can safetly show me the right direction.

 

[CTGalPal]

Hey CTGalPal, I warned you about DVS

Yes you did...lmao

 

[CTGalPal]

Intresting thread CTGal
I also am a sub who has several areas of responsiblity that I must be a Superman just to surivive. I am going to school and must maintain my grades to keep my scholarships or pay way too much for school, I also run a small business and must make pay roll, and keep things buzzing.

In the bedroom I am a submissive to my wife! I just want to give it up to her, and please her. She does take advanage of that and does hold me sexually bound to her by allowing or not allowing me to have sex with her, even though she keeps me on the edge. She delights in teaseing me sexually, but not fucking me. She is all about tease and attitide, which I love. She also loves the role and plays it well. As in that she keeps me hungry and in line. Sometimes she will not allow me in her presents with clothes on or I must be in HER panties...she loves the power and the humiliation.
I am looking forward in reading more post here.

I love hearing that men are subs too...thanks for sharing your story and drop by any time. I love hearing about experiences or how they finally succumb to their sub choice.

 

[CTGalPal]

Welcome CTGal. I have read some of you recent posts and like what I read. That and we have something in common aside from our submissiveness. Though I no longer live there, I hail from CT.

Now for what makes me submissive;

For me it is a viscreral need. In all other realms of my life I am in charge. I have a power profession, oldest of 6 siblings who has had children of her own.
Because of the ying & yang of it all I had to find a way to release. Then one day a kind gentleman offered to spank me. I said yes and ran with it.

My week is not complete unless I hear that one comment that transports me to erotic Nirvana, "good girl." This is usually in conjunction with a mouth full of cock. For me my goal is pleasure, his pleasure which is my pleasure. I wallow in his praise. I preen when I have been able satisifed his need no matter what it may be.

In essence it is my need to surrender mind, body and soul which makes me submissive. My need to address the dichotomy of being and become who I am...His.

Hello fellow nutmegger!

Thanks for the welcome and I have enjoyed your posts on different threads as well.

It's definitely the next level I want to take. Reading all the different websites and linking it to my upbringing and chidlhood makes total sense to me now.

Thanks to everyone...

Come back and visit BB - I would love to hear more!

 

[DVS]

...then offend me.

Offend isn't so much the word as use would be. And, being the way you are, you would be very easy to control. Once I get your wrists handcuffed behind yoru back, I can start tormenting your body.

I think I'd start with snaking my hand down the front of your pants. I'll be behind you so my hand will slide down into your panties very easily. With your hands behind your back, all you can do is whimper and gasp as my fingers find your clit.

Next, I slip one finger into your wet pussy. Yes, it's wet, because you are enjoying your position. Even though you might protest, your body gives you away. You're wet, your breathing ie getting heavy, your whole body is trembling with desire.

I slip another finger inside you and begin to twirl both fingers around, inside your pussy. Your lower lip quivers as you try to say something, but nothing comes out but a breathy "Oh". That is quickly followed by another "oh" as I slide yet another finger inside you.

I use my thumb to rub your clit as I fuck your pussy with my fingers. You try to match the motion of my hand to get the most pleasure you can. You're already feeling the need to cum, and you still have your panties on. Soon, I'll have you begging me to strip your body naked. You'll want my cock in every hole...my pleasure is your pleasure...I feel your knees weaken as I roughly rub your clit between my fingers. You are experienceing the first sensations as my captvie.

Later, you are naked with your wrists cuffed behind your back. You are so hot with desire that you drop to your knees and stick your ass up in the air. Slowly, you turn your head so you can look at me. You give me that little pouty look...you know the one. The look that says "take me...use me...make me yours". Then, you lower your head to the floor, raising your ass up even higher.

You wait there...wanting it...needing it. I make you wait so long, you start to wiggle your ass, trying to tempt me. You beg me to take you. "Please fuck me...I need it. Please take me...take my ass. Use my ass for your pleasure hole....Please?"

How am I doing?

 

[CTGalPal]

Offend isn't so much the word as use would be. And, being the way you are, you would be very easy to control. Once I get your wrists handcuffed behind yoru back, I can start tormenting your body.

I think I'd start with snaking my hand down the front of your pants. I'll be behind you so my hand will slide down into your panties very easily. With your hands behind your back, all you can do is whimper and gasp as my fingers find your clit.

Next, I slip one finger into your wet pussy. Yes, it's wet, because you are enjoying your position. Even though you might protest, your body gives you away. You're wet, your breathing ie getting heavy, your whole body is trembling with desire.

I slip another finger inside you and begin to twirl both fingers around, inside your pussy. Your lower lip quivers as you try to say something, but nothing comes out but a breathy "Oh". That is quickly followed by another "oh" as I slide yet another finger inside you.

I use my thumb to rub your clit as I fuck your pussy with my fingers. You try to match the motion of my hand to get the most pleasure you can. You're already feeling the need to cum, and you still have your panties on. Soon, I'll have you begging me to strip your body naked. You'll want my cock in every hole...my pleasure is your pleasure...I feel your knees weaken as I roughly rub your clit between my fingers. You are experienceing the first sensations as my captvie.

Later, you are naked with your wrists cuffed behind your back. You are so hot with desire that you drop to your knees and stick your ass up in the air. Slowly, you turn your head so you can look at me. You give me that little pouty look...you know the one. The look that says "take me...use me...make me yours". Then, you lower your head to the floor, raising your ass up even higher.

You wait there...wanting it...needing it. I make you wait so long, you start to wiggle your ass, trying to tempt me. You beg me to take you. "Please fuck me...I need it. Please take me...take my ass. Use my ass for your pleasure hole....Please?"

How am I doing?

OMG...get out of my head...

I just told my ex-boyfriend the same fantasy that you just wrote.

A-maz-ing...

I loved it...more, more, more puh-lease...

 

[CTGalPal]

It's my birthday tomorrow...

Who gives me the first spanky???

 

[FurryFury]

Have a good rest...I am off to go cuddle with Cookie Monster. (yes the blue monster from Sesame Street)

Really?

LOL!

Fury

<snip>The combination of being a Dom. and a sensualist lead me down the path to being a Daddy Dom.

I find the Daddy Dom concept interesting.

Fury

Well Friday night, a friend of mine that I've known for about 13 years came to see me...I actually enjoyed being told what to do...I never knew it would be so fun...having to beg for something...now I've never done that with anyone else, in fact I hate it when they tell me what to do...but with him, I found it exciting...so I agree with everyone who says that it's about the bond you have with the person...being submissive is giving up control...and trusting the other person, at least for me it is...

It sounds like you had a great time! Good for you!

Fury

<snip>
In submission I actually seek a path to overcoming being a victim.

I hope that make sense.

Peace

It makes perfect sense to me.

Fury

It's my birthday tomorrow...

Who gives me the first spanky???

*SPANK*

Fury

PS, DVS, that was soooo fucking HOT!!!

Fury

 

[rbijon]

It's my birthday tomorrow...

Who gives me the first spanky???

Oh great, how many spanks do you get...oh, never mine, I would love to spank you untill it feels good....then kiss that sweet ASS until I feel good. heheheeee

 

[CTGalPal]

Really?

LOL!

Fury



I find the Daddy Dom concept interesting.

Fury



It sounds like you had a great time! Good for you!

Fury



It makes perfect sense to me.

Fury



*SPANK*

Fury

PS, DVS, that was soooo fucking HOT!!!

Fury

Thanks for my first spanky...harder next time ok...put your weight into it.

 

[CTGalPal]

Oh great, how many spanks do you get...oh, never mine, I would love to spank you untill it feels good....then kiss that sweet ASS until I feel good. heheheeee

Yummy...thanks babe!!!

 

[FurryFury]

Thanks for my first spanky...harder next time ok...put your weight into it.

Why you little Sammy thing you!

*Gets the yard stick. Eyes you bending over and wiggling so provocatively. Narrows eyes and tightens lips. Smacks palm a few times.*

*SPANKS*

Fury

PS That's a cute doggie pic on your profile.

 

[CTGalPal]

Why you little Sammy thing you!

*Gets the yard stick. Eyes you bending over and wiggling so provocatively. Narrows eyes and tightens lips. Smacks palm a few times.*

*SPANKS*

Fury

PS That's a cute doggie pic on your profile.

Ok I have a question my wise friend...what is scat???

 

[kayte]

It's my birthday tomorrow...

Who gives me the first spanky???

Happy Birthday {{{{{{{GalPal}}}}}}}}}}

You have started quite a remarkable thread, congratulations. I agree with DVS and all of the others bringing up trust as one of the most important things needed in a D/s relationship. That along with respect, communication, patience and a bit of humor too.

Hope your birthday is a fantastic one full of Laughter and Love!

 

[FurryFury]

Ok I have a question my wise friend...what is scat???

Scat is poop!

Fury

 

[CTGalPal]

Happy Birthday {{{{{{{GalPal}}}}}}}}}}

You have started quite a remarkable thread, congratulations. I agree with DVS and all of the others bringing up trust as one of the most important things needed in a D/s relationship. That along with respect, communication, patience and a bit of humor too.

Hope your birthday is a fantastic one full of Laughter and Love!

Thanks honey!!!

You, TJ, Shagly and Jaded have always been my first friends on here.

Have a great Monday!

 

[CTGalPal]

Scat is poop!

Fury

Ok I read a thread about Scat...dare I ask what they do with the poop???

 

[FurryFury]

Ok I read a thread about Scat...dare I ask what they do with the poop???

Depends on what they want to do with it. *c*

If you read the thread which is great IMO you will see there are many variations. I'm sure even that thread doesn't cover all of them but it is interesting reading.

Fury

 

[kayte]

Thanks honey!!!

You, TJ, Shagly and Jaded have always been my first friends on here.

Have a great Monday!

You are such a marvelous friend to have.

Hope you have a marvelous Monday. What are you going to do that is special for you to celebrate your birthday?

 

[FurryFury]

http://www.everyonepoops.com/bookstore/book.asp?sku=25&sc=1

Check this cute lil book out.

Oh and I give you a GREAT spank like that and you say noffin?

Geez.

*L*

Fury

 

[lust4us]

OMG...get out of my head...

I just told my ex-boyfriend the same fantasy that you just wrote.

A-maz-ing...

I loved it...more, more, more puh-lease...

You are in bed and you wake up and it is all a dream. Or is it? Your feet can't move, your hands can't move. Or can they? Wait you say to yourselve, trying to get a semblance of sobriety into your brain! Sobriety or sanity you think? What is going on? Then you realize you have been cuffed hands to your feet in front of you. You are all curled up in a fetal position, but why? You realize that you are lying in a huge wet spot. Where did it come from? Did I pee the bed? You are totally disoriented. Why am I in this position, you keep thinking. You try and look around but can see nothing. You can't see your clock that is always on the nightstand, on the other side of the bed. You think, I will just roll my self over. You try, nothing happens. What is stopping me?, you think. Then you realize that a chain is connected to the cuffs binding your hands and feet and is attached to one of your bed posts. Your mind is soaring. How did I get this way? What did I do last night and who was I with? Suddenly you can't breathe normally. Like an explosion that just shattered your mind, it has you reeling with the knowledge that, you were drinking with a friend at a bar last night and that you were really hot for the guy, she was with. You remember hitting on him and not caring what your friend thought! You were that hot! You were on a mission to get fucked, once and for all, by a real man. One who could and would control you and fuck that virgin ass of yours! You remember a fight. Who was it with? You ponder and then you remember. It was with one of your best girl friends. Then your stomach suddenly gets quizzy. You are remembering things too quickly. You were hitting on her boyfriend. You didn't care. She tried to warn you to stop, but not you and not this night you thought. You were hot for this guy and you knew he was the one. You have been fantasizing about him for over a year now. Your needs out weighed your feelings for your friend. Besides, you knew he liked you more this whole time right?

Suddenly you hear a sound and some laughter. You can't make out who it is yet. You listen hard and stretch your neck around, to try and see if you can recognize anyone. Hardly, it is too dark and you can't move but an inch. Your heart is pounding with fear and, Oh no you think, I am excited too. I have always wanted to be tied up like this and be a subject, to be used and abused. But the fear, the fear was freezing you. Where am I and who am I with. You think it is your own bedroom but you are now not sure. In fact you body starts to work overtime, trying to recognise the feeling of the bed you are in. Is it yours? For the first time you don't your not sure, if it is not yours. You are starting to panick, when all of a sudden you hear a familiar laugh. It is your girlfriend, Jing Jing. She is here, you are sure of it! What is she doing and why am I immobile?

As your mind is running wild, you feel a hand touch you. It doesn't feel like Jing Jing's. But maybe it is? Then you smell the scent of a woman. You know it must be Jing Jing's. Or are you sure? Your mind is out of control. What do I do and what is happening? You say over and over, and then you feel something pressing at your lips. You open as though your were taught to do that, all your life. Within a second you feel your mouth being stretched, by the unmistakable feel of a huge cock, prying your mouth open! You welcome it! It stangely enough is comforting you. You realize that you feel at peace and in saftey all tied up and unable to move, with a big cock in your mouth. You start to suck it tenderly. You are trying to tell the cock, through the minstrations of your mouth, that you love it. You crave it and that you never want it to leave your mouth. Your mind is starting to float away, to a place you have never been before. When you feel something probing your pussy. You concentrate hard and try to feel what it is. It feels like fingers. Yes it feels like fingers but who's? Your mind is trying to fiqure it all out, when all of a sudden you don't care anymore. Your body feels like it is back in the womb. You feel this warm rushing feeling washing over you. You are floating in another dimension, about to leave this universe, when all of a sudden the cock leaves the nest of your mouth. You gasp and moan and you try and beg, pleaaassssee, is all you can say.

Your brain is trying to get your senses around all this, when suddenly you feel this very warm and slick object, being pressed against your asshole. At the same time you feel two hands spreading your ass cheeks. These hands are small and delicate. You realize that what is pressing against your asscheeks, is not small nor delicate. Slowly, ever so slowly, you feel the unmistakeable feeling of a huge cock head, prying its way smoothly into your treasured hole. You are at a lost for thoughts, let alone a loss of words. For some reason you can't speak. You check your mouth by wiggling your tongue. There is nothing in the way. Why can't I speak, you think? Then you realize you have nothing to say, but to moan and feel the cocoon that is slowly enveloping you. You gasp out loud as you feel the fingers in your pussy, being replaced by a large object. It feels like another cock. As your mind is busily trying to figure this all out. You feel a massive cock being pushed into your virgin asshole. You can't believe it is not hurting you! Why is it going in so easy you think. Your mind is swimmng as this other cock is being pushed deep into your pussy. You feel the arms and hands of a big strong man, holding you while in this fetal position. Both of your holes are being penetrated, slowly, all too slowly. You want more. Yes your want more but your can't speak. Why can't I speak you think? The thought passes, as these immense and intense feeling of pleasure are washing over your entire body. You are trying to move to meet the slow agonizing thrusts, that are going on! You want more but you can't find the words to speak, only your body can talk. You can only move an inch at a time, but you realize you can wiggle. Wow, you think, I can wiggle. Then without a second thought, you start wiggling your ass. Making it talk for you. Pleading for the man, who's large cock is fulfilling your very dream. Your private lust and now fullfilling your reality! You keep wiggling your ass, but he doesn't increase the pace. Nor does the object in your pussy increase its speed or deepen its thrusts.

Suddenly you don't know what comes over you and you can't believe your own ears. Some how, some way, you hear a primal scream, coming from your mouth. "FUCK ME PLEASEEEEE, FUCK ME HARRDDDDDD. FUCK ALL OF MEEEE PLEEESSSSSE! Instantly you feel warmth by your ear and then you hear a sexy voice saying, "we will baby, we will. But you have been wanting and begging for this so long, it has to be done right." You mind explodes. It is Jing Jing, your best friend talking to you in your ear. "I have always known what you needed baby and so has Rick! We were just waiting for the right time to give it to you. And no I not mad at you, for hitting on Rick last night. It was just our signal that you were ready! So relax and enjoy."

It literally took moments for your mind to comprehend what was just said. As your head was swirling and you were trying to register it all. You felt the slow thrusting stop in your pussy. But the big cock was still there. The next thing you knew was the strong scent of female arousal filling your nostrils. The very next second you feel, warm and silky thighs, against each sides of your face. As a set of small hands are lifting your head, that is turned sideways, and you feel the beautiful sweet and wet softness of Jing Jings pussy, straddling your face side ways. The next thing you hear are moans from her lips and simultaneously, the magnificent cock in your ass is starting to move. Your are dizzy with lust and burning with passion. You are literally floating some place, you have never been before. You tongue is trying to lick and your lips are trying to suck, all of the sweet juices coming from Jing Jings pussy. Just as your lips find that beautiful swollen clit. The cock in your pussy starts to move and thrust. You now can feel that Rick's arm is moving it and his cock is starting to rock you in your ass. You latch on to Jing Jings clit for all you are worth, as Rick is thrusting your holes for all he is worth.

Your body starts to shake as an immense orgasm nears. Rick has shoved his knee deep into your crotch holding the other cock in. You then feel him grab both of your hips, as his cock starts drilling you, like a piston firing an engine. Within moments your body is convulsing like never before. You thrusting about in your bondage, as a seizure grips your body. Your mouth can only gulp up at this point, all of Jing Jings juices, that it is being fed. As you continue to convulse you feel your ass being filled. Rick moves his leg that was holding the other cock in and the second it moves, it shoots from your hole like a rocket. Your body is convulsing and your asshole is in a frenzy. Gripping and flexing and totally out of control. Your pussy has just shot, such an intense amount of cunt cream out of it, that you actually heard the thud of the cock, that was buried up your pussy, exploding out and hitting the floor. Ricks cock was still swelling and pulsing and filling your ass, as you swallowed all the cum, that was flooding from Jing Jing's sweet hole. Your asshole was in total spasm's and not letting go of the big fat cock that was filling your desparate, greedy and needy hole. The last thing you knew was that you were out of breathe and your body was being rocked unendingly, as your mind altering climax wouldn't cease.

Your next consciense second, when you openned your eyes, was the smell of hot coffee, that was filling your nose. As you went to sit up, you said oh what a dream. But when you got up you felt a cock still in your ass. You immediately put your hand back to feel if it was so, and no there was no cock but when you turned your head you knew. There was a huge soaked wet spot, covering three quarters of the bed and a note by the night stand that said, "I hope you loved it as much as we did! There is coffee brewing and we are only a phone call away, if you want a repeat performance." After reading that the next thing you did, was to collapase back on your bed, in disbelief. You then slowly started to stroke your enormously swollen clit. This wasn't a dream, it really happened! That was all you could think, except for one other thing, " Oh how I hope they will come back tonight?"

I hope this helps you to decide what we are? . Have a good night everyone G.

 

[testing123456]

It's my birthday tomorrow...

Who gives me the first spanky???

Happy Birthday Beautiful!!!

 

[CTGalPal]

You are such a marvelous friend to have.

Hope you have a marvelous Monday. What are you going to do that is special for you to celebrate your birthday?

Happy Monday!!!

I really don't know...I know I am not going to work too hard.

I wish I had gone away for a long weekend with friends or to visit
family.

Hope you have a great day!!!