Those things i can't describe, that when im falling apart, put me back together again. Those things that when i feel blurry, remind me where my edges are. Those things that when im frayed and wandering and lost, tell me who i am and where i belong.
Its not that i dont know, i do. I know because i chose it. But somehow... i forget. It keeps changing, and moving, and it slips through my fingers.
I need someone to catch it, catch me, and pin me down long enough for me to remember. That's what i need.
Honestly, I don’t know. I thought I did. But it seems the universe pushes me in another direction. Problem is it’s dark here. I can’t see where the universe is pushing. Or maybe I don’t want to see.
I thought I figured it out, found it, and then gone. I don’t seem to know anymore. So, if the universe is speaking to you, can you let me know?
An answer so I'll know what to do with a couple items. I put them aside to mail and spaced it. Now I don't know if I should toss them or still mail them.