What do you do...

[April]

when your life's a mess, and everything you've hoped for and waited for has gone to shit? You're living in a place you despise, have no friends, and now your only hope is on the verge of disappearing.

Struggle, and struggle, and for what? So a couple of people can forget to do their job, thereby SCREWING YOUR LIFE!!!

I have made it through almost two years in this hellhole. Made it through a serious depression, my sex drive has evaporated, my marriage is strained, and I will be DAMNED if I will allow some lazy ass, fucking twit to destroy the only dream I have ever had!

GK bound? Oh yeah. One way or another, damnit!

 

[Never]

That's it hun.
I have no idea where GK is but don't let anything stand in your way!

 

[April]

Never, it's Geilenkirchen, Germany. We are supposed to be moving there early next month, but it's now in doubt.

 

[Svedish_Chef]

Never, it's Geilenkirchen, Germany. We are supposed to be moving there early next month, but it's now in doubt.

Just for a change....

YOU HAVE GOT TO BE KIDDING

The saga continues... fucking Hell!

 

[April]

I would never kid about something this damn important!

It's interesting. Once you've been past your limit, you're very aware of exactly what it is. And I reached my limit today. Just couldn't bear to deal with anymore. I do think it's time for bed, though. I'll feel better after some sleep.

 

[Mensa]

You're making me blue, or is it purple??

But even if you do get to Deutschland, you'll keep in touch won't you? Without April, the Board will be missing something special!

Just like my calendar.

 

[Merelan]

Damn it. What the fuck are they pulling now? Uggghhh.
If they don't straighten up and get you going they are going to have the whole Lit board on their tail. And they better watch out cause we are rigged for bear!!!

Hey, they does make me think though. If the board ever united behind one person for a cause the world better watch out! Though that won't happen so nevermind.
April. Wish I could help.

 

[Mistress]

Gives April a goodmorning snuggles and kisses her nose!

 

[April]

Life still sucks. No word, so we have to wait until Monday.
I really hate not knowing anything.

Sympathy? Anyone? *sigh*

 

[Mistress]

Snuggles April again since she is now back from work!

 

[April]

So Mistress is the only one that cares right now? *sniffle* Thank you Mistress. I only wish I had a friend to snuggle me in real life.

Well, time to get my mind off it for now.

 

[Bigdog]

You have my sympathy, April. Been there, done that, got the prescription bottles to show for it. Please believe me when I say it WILL get better; maybe not tomorrow but at some point life will go your way.

E-mail me if you need/want to vent.

 

[lickerish]

I'm here if you want to vent darlin'.

must be something in the air..

 

[Shelby]

April,

Sometimes you dig ditches, sometimes you soar with eagles. Don't let anyone play with your dreams, unless you invite them to. If you stop dreaming...you have nothing.

I think most of the time you dig ditches in life. And then you see the past in the future.

Best of wishes to you.

 

[April]

Thanks guys. I feel a bit better now.

There's nothing further we can do to get this straightened out. Now we just have to wait and see.

Mensa, I'm not leaving the board permanently. Just for a couple months. Then I'll be back, but probably not very much. Don't know yet.

 

[Angel]

April

*points at MSN*

Use as needed.

 

[April]

Thank you Angel. I might take you up on it when someone is gone.