What Are You Thinking? Continued 6

[IsItBad]

current thinking

9 years ago my best ever lover and i broke up
i was a fool to let her get away
she was by far the best lover i have ever experienced

recently i heard she was engaged and getting married in march
i just emailed her and wished her all the best
but it surely triggered a deep rooted sadness
for some irrational reason, knowing she was single all these years, left me with some iota of fantasy that there was still a chance

she had not replied to an email in over 5 years
but she replied to that one 2 days ago
her email said....."im fine, happy, and about to be married"

she said it in a snarky way knowing how to get at me best
i just replied back and told her i would always love her and be thankful for having known her......

i didn't expect to hear another word....but today she replied....."i guess i jinxed myself in replying to you.....now everything feels messed up"

i want to think it feels messed up to her because she knows no one is going to love her remotely the way i did .....but i know that is egotistical to think.....

but .....now i am locked into a spiraling rumination of what it all means.....

 

[JennyNo1]

Man, she can be a bitch.

 

[MRSassySheDevil]

Will it ever be nice and warm again

 

[DDBustyBrit]

I can’t stop smiling happy doesn’t cover it!

 

[Jada59]

I need a massage.

 

[mnbreastluver]

It is what it is.

 

[Bigcoat]

.......

 

[Mtnmike]

I need a massage.

I'll give you one if you'll return the favor.

 

[Fermina_Daza]

The inevitable - and is it coming faster than we thought.

 

[Mr_Underground]

If I come visit your brewery I appreciate the free beer and shit but dont give me a bullshit pullover hoodie. That shit better have a zipper or you can get fucked.

 

[Lonelywife1205]

I wish I could have gotten back to sleep after being woken up at 5am.

 

[Coranhorn]

It's Friday

 

[DDBustyBrit]

It’s the weekend and a spoil and pamper myself day

 

[pmichael]

This fking weather. I'm freezing.

 

[Sweet_Lara]

yah, that's pretty cool.

 

[LikeableMe]

Looking forward to someone going out, so I can have a few hours to myself.

Dreading work tomorrow.

 

[Lonelywife1205]

This fling weather. I'm freezing.

Awww wanna cuddle?

 

[pmichael]

Awww wanna cuddle?

Absolutely! Bring your warm sexy self on over. Oh and don't forget the blankie.

 

[beachbaby179]

Time to re-evaluate my list of friends.

 

[Gryff80]

I'm not sure I'm doing this right.

 

[blade_rocknut]

Welp; this job ain't gonna do itself.

*grudgingly ventures forth*

 

[EroticRomanticMan]

I could use a nice BJ about now!

 

[JerseyJade]

I'm thinking... no, I'm wishing... that my baby doesn't decide to do his thing 2 days from now on my Son's 6th birthday. Having both my boys share the same birthday when they're not even twins would be really crazy.

 

[tnman03]

I'm thinking... no, I'm wishing... that my baby doesn't decide to do his thing 2 days from now on my Son's 6th birthday. Having both my boys share the same birthday when they're not even twins would be really crazy.

No, actually it would really be kind of cool because you could make a big deal out of one big birthday party with two birthday cakes and gifts for each boy. Your oldest would think it was cool at first and then as he got older he'd be loving other people's reactions. Your little guy would be just fine because his big brother would be his hero.

 

[blade_rocknut]

I'm thinking... no, I'm wishing... that my baby doesn't decide to do his thing 2 days from now on my Son's 6th birthday. Having both my boys share the same birthday when they're not even twins would be really crazy.

I'm thinking they're going to be so close together...might as well!

Oh, and that's a beeeeeeeyoooootyfull av pic.