What Are You Thinking? Continued 4

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I was thinking of the Matrix and how the computers tried giving humans a perfect would and they all died of boredom. 🤣

In fairness, it wasn't so much boredom. Without pain and misery in the world, people just realized something was wrong and saw through the illusion.

It's still a fine statement on how fucked up we are. A perfect world free of hardship instantly made everyone suspicious.
 
Well, I've certainly had a shit day, how was yours?

I just got out of bed 20 minutes ago. Chronic pain, sleep deprivation, you know the joys of life.

But the worst day spent above dirt is still a pretty damned good day in my opinion and I've had my share of bad ones.

Royce, I've not forgotten your past posts about the injury and pain.

tolyk I know your hurting too and hope the healing process improves and that you get some quality sleep.
 
As the child of someone who did kill themselves and had to stay and watch as things were cleaned up, it’s extremely traumatic for everyone involved and no joking matter. I don’t like that you say “carcass” my dad wasn’t a “carcass” he was a human. He also wasn’t selfish or a prick, those statements make it very clear you don’t understand suicide or the depths of depression someone is in to take their own life. My dad was definitely not an inconvenience. He was loved and he’s missed everyday you mother fucking insensitive asshole!

Just remember to look in the bathroom mirror tonight and tell yourself how far you've come and how much stronger and how hard you've fought to rebuild coping skills on this and other things.

I know how much you love your father and your family and that they all love you and him every bit as much. You are absolutely right, your father was important and he mattered immensely. I'm sorry this memory has been revisited for you.
 
Just remember to look in the bathroom mirror tonight and tell yourself how far you've come and how much stronger and how hard you've fought to rebuild coping skills on this and other things.

I know how much you love your father and your family and that they all love you and him every bit as much. You are absolutely right, your father was important and he mattered immensely. I'm sorry this memory has been revisited for you.

It’s unfortunately caused some flashbacks and one panic attack and of course I’m home alone today, so this is gonna be a fucking ball. I’m armed with my puppy and Netflix and a couple canvases so I can get lost in painting.
 
It’s unfortunately caused some flashbacks and one panic attack and of course I’m home alone today, so this is gonna be a fucking ball. I’m armed with my puppy and Netflix and a couple canvases so I can get lost in painting.

I hope the panic attacks calm down soon and that you regain your equilibrium soon. :rose::heart:
 
But the worst day spent above dirt is still a pretty damned good day in my opinion and I've had my share of bad ones.

Royce, I've not forgotten your past posts about the injury and pain.

tolyk I know your hurting too and hope the healing process improves and that you get some quality sleep.

Thanks, I manage :) the sleep is one of the worst parts.

But even more so is the stigma. The fact that chronic pain makes people uncomfortable. People don't even like talking about it. I don't see my friends any more. Even though I wouldn't talk about being in pain, outside of answering frankly to the question of, "How are you doing?"... My friends know I am not a small talker. I answer with depth where I can. I don't talk about the weather.

And people replying to just stick it out. To not hurt yourself. As if suicide is the only logical step from chronic pain. Seeing that shit is grating.
 
Thanks, I manage :) the sleep is one of the worst parts.

But even more so is the stigma. The fact that chronic pain makes people uncomfortable. People don't even like talking about it. I don't see my friends any more. Even though I wouldn't talk about being in pain, outside of answering frankly to the question of, "How are you doing?"... My friends know I am not a small talker. I answer with depth where I can. I don't talk about the weather.

And people replying to just stick it out. To not hurt yourself. As if suicide is the only logical step from chronic pain. Seeing that shit is grating.

I had to damn near bleed to death for folks to take my pain issues seriously. Sad state of things I tell you. More compassion is needed. I try to give it since so few do. The
 
Just like it bugs me phonetically isn't spelled phonetically, I'm also irked that palindrome isn't a palindrome.
 
All I wanted to do is come in and have some fun to brighten my day. Now I'm left feeling worse than when I started. WTF?:confused:
 
All I wanted to do is come in and have some fun to brighten my day. Now I'm left feeling worse than when I started. WTF?:confused:

Don’t! People here genuinely care about you and how your doing. It’s more than you came here feeling. No sympathy, just genuine care. Take it!
 
A little lightheartedness or distraction is needed around here today. Hmmm... I know. Tits always work!

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