Wake for Byron: All that and a bag of chips...

[Lorilei]

 

[Noor]

Am listening to the six voicemails I have left. No one sounds like he did.

 

[Noor]

As of today, it's been a year of the Gregorian calendar since Byron died.

There was something about him that inspired his friends and me always to try to be the best we could be. There was also a tremendous solidness about him, like he would be there no matter what, maybe that is why his being gone is hard for us to deal with.

I challenged him in "interesting ways" all the time and he loved it. Since I would not let him take care of me in a traditional sense, he took care of me by keeping track of things for me, pre-screening what we watched so he could warn me before violence and disturbing scenes, being 100% there during medical stuff, even if he couldn't speak with me and more. I didn't realize how much he was doing until he was gone.

I was seriously very happy having him in my life, and although it's been hard having him gone and I miss him, I am still very happy that we had each other for the time that we did.

You are still all that, Byron

 

[Queersetti]

http://31.media.tumblr.com/440ae0aebe07faf633450fd6b87b509e/tumblr_nlt2iqPdnX1sv2payo1_500.gif

 

[Noor]

http://31.media.tumblr.com/440ae0aebe07faf633450fd6b87b509e/tumblr_nlt2iqPdnX1sv2payo1_500.gif

Nice

 

[glynndah]

 

[Aphro]

 

[neci]

in celebration of a life well lived.

 

[Conager]

Sorry for your loss.

 

[Noor]

Thanks guys!

 

[Noor]

Had a long talk with his bestie yesterday. He still misses him all the time too. I was thinking about what I missed the most at that moment in time and it was the silliness, laughter and his total acceptance of things other people might have a problem with.

For instance, one day I was happily driving along to a friend's house south of the cities, from physical therapy somewhere west of the cities using my version of dead reckoning which is going east until you find the river then figure out north or south from there.

After I had been driving a while, Byron called to tell me he thought I was lost and asked if I wanted to be lost. If I had said yes, I wanted to be lost, he would have been fine with that.

He was right, I was off track, and I didn't want to be, so he guided me back on track while making pleasant comments about what he could see of the area on google earth.

 

[butters]

You are still all that, Byron

yes, yes he is. and he clearly felt the same for you, missy.

still think of him regularly and with with fondness. what i've left of his pm's, after my box changed back to non-mod status, stay right where they are in my inbox because just seeing his name makes me smile, and then i drop in to reread our conversations.

 

[gotsnowgotslush]

Maybe, Byron would have liked this-

Advances in cathedral building...


Globe Trekker
Building England I

Judith Jones walks viewers through the story of the English building from the earliest days of Christianity, the creation of the baroque mansion in the 17th century, how a Romanesque church became a cathedral and how a castle became the Englishman's home. Among the locations she visits are the Roman edifices in Lindisfarne, Durham Cathedral, Fountains Abbey and the minster in Yorkshire, Warkworth Castle in Northumberland, Kentwell Hall in Suffolk, Burghley House in Lincolnshire, and Castle Howard.

Some much information is streaming through this episode.
I feel as if I am a hooked fish being reeled in very quickly,
with information rushing past my fishy eye.

1555 The house was built for William Cecil, Queen Elizabeth’s High Treasurer
1616 Queen's home
1666 Rebuilding After the Great Fire
1699 An epic country house

Blenheim in the future

 

[Noor]

yes, yes he is. and he clearly felt the same for you, missy.

still think of him regularly and with with fondness. what i've left of his pm's, after my box changed back to non-mod status, stay right where they are in my inbox because just seeing his name makes me smile, and then i drop in to reread our conversations.

I listened to a video with his laugh yesterday. I smile more than cry now.

Maybe, Byron would have liked this-

Advances in cathedral building...


Globe Trekker
Building England I

Judith Jones walks viewers through the story of the English building from the earliest days of Christianity, the creation of the baroque mansion in the 17th century, how a Romanesque church became a cathedral and how a castle became the Englishman's home. Among the locations she visits are the Roman edifices in Lindisfarne, Durham Cathedral, Fountains Abbey and the minster in Yorkshire, Warkworth Castle in Northumberland, Kentwell Hall in Suffolk, Burghley House in Lincolnshire, and Castle Howard.

Some much information is streaming through this episode.
I feel as if I am a hooked fish being reeled in very quickly,
with information rushing past my fishy eye.

1555 The house was built for William Cecil, Queen Elizabeth’s High Treasurer
1616 Queen's home
1666 Rebuilding After the Great Fire
1699 An epic country house

Blenheim in the future

I think he might have. We had planned to go some of those places.
It sounds quite interesting, I will see if i can find it online and watch it.

 

[Sammael Bard]

I listened to a video with his laugh yesterday. I smile more than cry now.

You're getting over the grief. I think that's good news.

 

[Noor]

You're getting over the grief. I think that's good news.

I don't know if that is really possible, but I am getting better at being here without him

 

[Noor]

They found at least some of Byron's recent music! YAY!!!

I probably shouldn't have checked email when I got up to pee, because now I have to listen instead of going back to sleep.

This is very exciting, the person I asked to grab the computers, actually did grab his studio computer, but was not looking at it or the formats correctly until recently.

Very relieved.

 

[jezzilee]

That is awesome Noor! Super happy for you!!

 

[Que]

They found at least some of Byron's recent music! YAY!!!

I probably shouldn't have checked email when I got up to pee, because now I have to listen instead of going back to sleep.

This is very exciting, the person I asked to grab the computers, actually did grab his studio computer, but was not looking at it or the formats correctly until recently.

Very relieved.

Very nice. You know I have been meaning to ask you. I clicked a link of Byron's not too long ago...maybe it is his homepage in the profile? It was music and shapes the trans-morph as you click them. I wondered if the music was interactive as well?

 

[gotsnowgotslush]

wow!
More!

yay!

(Share, please!)

 

[neci]

They found at least some of Byron's recent music! YAY!!!

I probably shouldn't have checked email when I got up to pee, because now I have to listen instead of going back to sleep.

This is very exciting, the person I asked to grab the computers, actually did grab his studio computer, but was not looking at it or the formats correctly until recently.

Very relieved.

 

[Noor]

Very nice. You know I have been meaning to ask you. I clicked a link of Byron's not too long ago...maybe it is his homepage in the profile? It was music and shapes the trans-morph as you click them. I wondered if the music was interactive as well?

No, I don't think the music changes if it is the link he listed as homepage. It is also not his music, he just kind of like the whole thing. I believe he was connected to the domain at some point though.

 

[Noor]

Happy Valentine's Day, Permanently Sleeping Man

 

[butters]

Happy Valentine's Day, Permanently Sleeping Man

 

[Noor]

Another convention, not as much of a haze this time.
Stayed at the hotel because why not?
I researched up all the parties and where they came from.
I took Moo, Mr Bear stayed home and read Cicero.
I looked at all the cool things that Byron would have liked.