Same fantasy that kept hidden for years now need all the help I can get to make it a reality

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I have had this fetish for years and due to 20 year marriage had to keep it to myself. Now marriage gone I have been trying to figure out how to make my fantasies into reality. I have fantasized about crossdressing for years. It what makes me cum. My ex and I used to roleplay these scenarios all the time. I would pick her outfit out tell her how I wanted her hair even her makeup. Tell her if I wanted her to b aggressive or naive daughter of church family or innocent good girl that either loved me so much she would do anything I said even if she didn't want to. But her love for me was stronger so she would if I really wanted her to. Or innocent good girl that I straight up turned out. Made her my very own slut. We played I was a business owner and I had potential business partners or clients coming into town to discuss backing my business, as my business was struggling and without these clients we would be out of business. So she would do and dress and act exactly how I told her because everything was riding on landing these accounts. She had some real slutty outfits with heavy makeup and my favorite super shiny wet looking lip gloss. The kind that makes lips look like they been soaked in pre-cum. Alot of times her lips were actual shiny from my pre-cum. And on a side note, when we play these scenarios out I would. Be so aroused I would literally e leaking pre-cum by massive amounts. Like my satin panties would b completely soaked worse than her's. Anyway my secret fantasy was that Everytime we roleplayed I pretended I was her and it was me getting to dress super slutty and do anything to save the business or it was me that loved enough to do things I didn't want to. If it made my spouse happy. Best way to show love and loyalty. So I would tell her business guy was coming by and was picking her up and going on date with her then to a motel. And she MUST do everything the man wanted and absolutely she cannot mess this up. She played her part like * no daddy I don't want to" to crying and begging me to not make her go. But she had to go it was already set up. Oh why did he want her so much . I had. Been manipulating him for weeks with slutty pics of her and some short videos of her dressed slutty and sucking me or playing a role. Without her knowing she was ever recorded. I would have her take a couple shots to calm her nerves then she changed her attitude to " if she has to to save us she will do anything " or I would start arousing her with Kissing her neck sucking on her tits and or playing with her clit just to warm ber up. Plus I told her how unbelievably turned on it made me to know she would literally do anything I say for her love for me. And I would show her my panties that were completely soaked. Then knock, knock on the door I told her go answer it and be exceptionally kind and flirty. So I can hear open the door and welcome him in. Playing her role perfectly. Mind u through all this I'm heavily wishing I was her and I was the hot slut. They would come in and she would sit right next to him giggling at dumb shit he said provacadly touch his arm or knee. U get the picture. They would leave together to motel I furnished for him and had all set up. So yes I had secret video feed into there room and I was only one that knew. They get to the room he would tell her what he wanted get to be like what he didn't want. So on and so forth. From there more different scenarios on what they did. From him blindfolding her and tying her to the bed . She usually wore tight shirt that had her boobs falling out and plaid skirt or different type skirt with fashion tights that we cut the crotch out of with white lace socks over them. (My favorite look) So there she would be being so quiet afraid to ask questions she didn't know but laying tied up to the four corners of the bed u could see her panties from her shirt being short. By the way she was tied with her head hanging off the bed face up and while watching this , she may been nervous and only did it for me but her body language and her glistening is panties say she secretly loved this. I know if I was her I would been on another level of arousal. So she tied up cannot move so he quietly gets undressed and starts rubbing her very softly up her legs her arms, chest except nipples also paying attention to not touch her now soaked pussy he would caress every part of her except the parts she learned for him to touch. Then he stànds over head that is hanging off the edge of the bed . She can sense he is close he quietly, slowly, ever so slowly lowers his shaved 8 inch with plenty of girth beautiful cock towards her mouth the tip is only half an it from her mouth he squeezes it and get a huge glob of pre-cum and very careful wipes it on her lips like it's lipgloss with the head of his cock. She parts her lips slightly as if she is putting lipstick on he only says a word or two at certain times through all this she is physically squirming on the bed she is at a level of arousal that she has not experienced. Now she still don't know if it's just them in the room or if there are others. So next he will drop pre,-cum on each nipple and the take her erect nipples in his mouth lick his pre-cum off her nipples. Now she's making noises trying her best not beg for his cock as she is not supposed to ask him questions. He foreplays like this for awhile but now when he drop the pre-cum on her lips and spreads it all o nover every inch of her lips with his cock he then leans down and licks all the way around her lips copying the same way he did with his cock now the tip of his tongue tasti g his own pre-cum Then passionately buries his tongue down her throat, she responds with unbridled passion. At this point she can only think one thing and that's getting his cock in her by any means necessary. He then kissed down to her nipples she his letting out moans that cum from her soul. There's no turning back for her now.
 
Ich träume davon, wehrlos und mit verbundenen Augen auf einem Bett zu liegen und mich von beliebigen Personen mehrmals nacheinander befriedigen zu lassen. Sie können auch nur an mir herumspielen oder mich als Versuchsobjekt benutzen. Hauptsache ist, sie holen das Sperma aus mir heraus, dass mein Körper in Unmengen und ständig produziert.
 
I have had this fetish for years and due to 20 year marriage had to keep it to myself. Now marriage gone I have been trying to figure out how to make my fantasies into reality. I have fantasized about crossdressing for years. It what makes me cum. My ex and I used to roleplay these scenarios all the time. I would pick her outfit out tell her how I wanted her hair even her makeup. Tell her if I wanted her to b aggressive or naive daughter of church family or innocent good girl that either loved me so much she would do anything I said even if she didn't want to. But her love for me was stronger so she would if I really wanted her to. Or innocent good girl that I straight up turned out. Made her my very own slut. We played I was a business owner and I had potential business partners or clients coming into town to discuss backing my business, as my business was struggling and without these clients we would be out of business. So she would do and dress and act exactly how I told her because everything was riding on landing these accounts. She had some real slutty outfits with heavy makeup and my favorite super shiny wet looking lip gloss. The kind that makes lips look like they been soaked in pre-cum. Alot of times her lips were actual shiny from my pre-cum. And on a side note, when we play these scenarios out I would. Be so aroused I would literally e leaking pre-cum by massive amounts. Like my satin panties would b completely soaked worse than her's. Anyway my secret fantasy was that Everytime we roleplayed I pretended I was her and it was me getting to dress super slutty and do anything to save the business or it was me that loved enough to do things I didn't want to. If it made my spouse happy. Best way to show love and loyalty. So I would tell her business guy was coming by and was picking her up and going on date with her then to a motel. And she MUST do everything the man wanted and absolutely she cannot mess this up. She played her part like * no daddy I don't want to" to crying and begging me to not make her go. But she had to go it was already set up. Oh why did he want her so much . I had. Been manipulating him for weeks with slutty pics of her and some short videos of her dressed slutty and sucking me or playing a role. Without her knowing she was ever recorded. I would have her take a couple shots to calm her nerves then she changed her attitude to " if she has to to save us she will do anything " or I would start arousing her with Kissing her neck sucking on her tits and or playing with her clit just to warm ber up. Plus I told her how unbelievably turned on it made me to know she would literally do anything I say for her love for me. And I would show her my panties that were completely soaked. Then knock, knock on the door I told her go answer it and be exceptionally kind and flirty. So I can hear open the door and welcome him in. Playing her role perfectly. Mind u through all this I'm heavily wishing I was her and I was the hot slut. They would come in and she would sit right next to him giggling at dumb shit he said provacadly touch his arm or knee. U get the picture. They would leave together to motel I furnished for him and had all set up. So yes I had secret video feed into there room and I was only one that knew. They get to the room he would tell her what he wanted get to be like what he didn't want. So on and so forth. From there more different scenarios on what they did. From him blindfolding her and tying her to the bed . She usually wore tight shirt that had her boobs falling out and plaid skirt or different type skirt with fashion tights that we cut the crotch out of with white lace socks over them. (My favorite look) So there she would be being so quiet afraid to ask questions she didn't know but laying tied up to the four corners of the bed u could see her panties from her shirt being short. By the way she was tied with her head hanging off the bed face up and while watching this , she may been nervous and only did it for me but her body language and her glistening is panties say she secretly loved this. I know if I was her I would been on another level of arousal. So she tied up cannot move so he quietly gets undressed and starts rubbing her very softly up her legs her arms, chest except nipples also paying attention to not touch her now soaked pussy he would caress every part of her except the parts she learned for him to touch. Then he stànds over head that is hanging off the edge of the bed . She can sense he is close he quietly, slowly, ever so slowly lowers his shaved 8 inch with plenty of girth beautiful cock towards her mouth the tip is only half an it from her mouth he squeezes it and get a huge glob of pre-cum and very careful wipes it on her lips like it's lipgloss with the head of his cock. She parts her lips slightly as if she is putting lipstick on he only says a word or two at certain times through all this she is physically squirming on the bed she is at a level of arousal that she has not experienced. Now she still don't know if it's just them in the room or if there are others. So next he will drop pre,-cum on each nipple and the take her erect nipples in his mouth lick his pre-cum off her nipples. Now she's making noises trying her best not beg for his cock as she is not supposed to ask him questions. He foreplays like this for awhile but now when he drop the pre-cum on her lips and spreads it all o nover every inch of her lips with his cock he then leans down and licks all the way around her lips copying the same way he did with his cock now the tip of his tongue tasti g his own pre-cum Then passionately buries his tongue down her throat, she responds with unbridled passion. At this point she can only think one thing and that's getting his cock in her by any means necessary. He then kissed down to her nipples she his letting out moans that cum from her soul. There's no turning back for her now.
That was so hot!! I’d love too hear more and get involved
 
Join Fetlife. There are many crossdressers (several of my friends are) and most are willing to offer help and advice, some love to get together for girly nights of dressing up and make-up. Find your tribe.
Been on it for years, finding CD's to fuck.
 
I have had this fetish for years and due to 20 year marriage had to keep it to myself. Now marriage gone I have been trying to figure out how to make my fantasies into reality. I have fantasized about crossdressing for years. It what makes me cum. My ex and I used to roleplay these scenarios all the time. I would pick her outfit out tell her how I wanted her hair even her makeup. Tell her if I wanted her to b aggressive or naive daughter of church family or innocent good girl that either loved me so much she would do anything I said even if she didn't want to. But her love for me was stronger so she would if I really wanted her to. Or innocent good girl that I straight up turned out. Made her my very own slut. We played I was a business owner and I had potential business partners or clients coming into town to discuss backing my business, as my business was struggling and without these clients we would be out of business. So she would do and dress and act exactly how I told her because everything was riding on landing these accounts. She had some real slutty outfits with heavy makeup and my favorite super shiny wet looking lip gloss. The kind that makes lips look like they been soaked in pre-cum. Alot of times her lips were actual shiny from my pre-cum. And on a side note, when we play these scenarios out I would. Be so aroused I would literally e leaking pre-cum by massive amounts. Like my satin panties would b completely soaked worse than her's. Anyway my secret fantasy was that Everytime we roleplayed I pretended I was her and it was me getting to dress super slutty and do anything to save the business or it was me that loved enough to do things I didn't want to. If it made my spouse happy. Best way to show love and loyalty. So I would tell her business guy was coming by and was picking her up and going on date with her then to a motel. And she MUST do everything the man wanted and absolutely she cannot mess this up. She played her part like * no daddy I don't want to" to crying and begging me to not make her go. But she had to go it was already set up. Oh why did he want her so much . I had. Been manipulating him for weeks with slutty pics of her and some short videos of her dressed slutty and sucking me or playing a role. Without her knowing she was ever recorded. I would have her take a couple shots to calm her nerves then she changed her attitude to " if she has to to save us she will do anything " or I would start arousing her with Kissing her neck sucking on her tits and or playing with her clit just to warm ber up. Plus I told her how unbelievably turned on it made me to know she would literally do anything I say for her love for me. And I would show her my panties that were completely soaked. Then knock, knock on the door I told her go answer it and be exceptionally kind and flirty. So I can hear open the door and welcome him in. Playing her role perfectly. Mind u through all this I'm heavily wishing I was her and I was the hot slut. They would come in and she would sit right next to him giggling at dumb shit he said provacadly touch his arm or knee. U get the picture. They would leave together to motel I furnished for him and had all set up. So yes I had secret video feed into there room and I was only one that knew. They get to the room he would tell her what he wanted get to be like what he didn't want. So on and so forth. From there more different scenarios on what they did. From him blindfolding her and tying her to the bed . She usually wore tight shirt that had her boobs falling out and plaid skirt or different type skirt with fashion tights that we cut the crotch out of with white lace socks over them. (My favorite look) So there she would be being so quiet afraid to ask questions she didn't know but laying tied up to the four corners of the bed u could see her panties from her shirt being short. By the way she was tied with her head hanging off the bed face up and while watching this , she may been nervous and only did it for me but her body language and her glistening is panties say she secretly loved this. I know if I was her I would been on another level of arousal. So she tied up cannot move so he quietly gets undressed and starts rubbing her very softly up her legs her arms, chest except nipples also paying attention to not touch her now soaked pussy he would caress every part of her except the parts she learned for him to touch. Then he stànds over head that is hanging off the edge of the bed . She can sense he is close he quietly, slowly, ever so slowly lowers his shaved 8 inch with plenty of girth beautiful cock towards her mouth the tip is only half an it from her mouth he squeezes it and get a huge glob of pre-cum and very careful wipes it on her lips like it's lipgloss with the head of his cock. She parts her lips slightly as if she is putting lipstick on he only says a word or two at certain times through all this she is physically squirming on the bed she is at a level of arousal that she has not experienced. Now she still don't know if it's just them in the room or if there are others. So next he will drop pre,-cum on each nipple and the take her erect nipples in his mouth lick his pre-cum off her nipples. Now she's making noises trying her best not beg for his cock as she is not supposed to ask him questions. He foreplays like this for awhile but now when he drop the pre-cum on her lips and spreads it all o nover every inch of her lips with his cock he then leans down and licks all the way around her lips copying the same way he did with his cock now the tip of his tongue tasti g his own pre-cum Then passionately buries his tongue down her throat, she responds with unbridled passion. At this point she can only think one thing and that's getting his cock in her by any means necessary. He then kissed down to her nipples she his letting out moans that cum from her soul. There's no turning back for her now.
I would love to get my hands on you and make you into a slut to be used
 
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