*True Confessions*

[Jewelz]

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[Jewelz]

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[whspr]

did i write this? with exception of wanting meop home.... and whspr, i cant see how anyone could NOT love you. i certainly do! and like you, i need friends to survive too. this is a very tough time for me for MANY MANY reasons. i wish i could blurt it all out...sigh...

HUGS to you angelgirl...i love you!

I'm here for you Sissy...PM...or IM me...I have yahoo....I'm whspring....or we can phone... just know you are never alone...
I can pretty much relate to whatever you are going thru...

I love you!!!

 

[Jewelz]

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[whspr]

our situations are practically the same. i do need to talk, but hubby is around. i really need to get this stuff off my chest. im closing screens in a hurry so he doesnt see what i write...ughh...

thanks for being there. maybe soon we can have a good phone call after my hubs leaves again on monday. i hate feeling this way, but i cant wait for monday. *tears*....i feel so wrong.

My sweet Sissy...I know exactly what you are feeling. I've been there for awhile now. Hold on Sweetie....breath deep. We are going to be fine!!!

I love you

 

[Jewelz]

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[whspr]

* has been divorced emotionally for along time now

* had a hard time giving her marriage vows up...

* felt like a "quitter"

* worries about eveyone else before worrying about me

* is finally going to do something that is what SHE needs

* fell quickly but found a love that is rare

* is gonna keep him

more later....

 

[daisyangel79]

JOHN ONE:

WE NEED TO CHAT... LET'S JUST SAY, WE WENT TO THE BAR, GOT DRUNK, WENT BACK TO MY ROOM AND ME AND JOY AND TERRI BEGAN COMPARING TIT SIZES, NEXT THING YOU KNOW WE WERE TOPLESS PLAYING WITH EACH OTHERS BREASTS, THEN THE PANTS WENT, WE CLIMBED INTO MY BED, AND PLAYED ALL NIGHT.

LIBRARY FUCKING WAS SOOO HOT, THE FEAR OF GETTING CAUGHT.

AND THE COP WAS JUST FUNNY.

 

[Wintermute]

* has been divorced emotionally for along time now

* had a hard time giving her marriage vows up...

* felt like a "quitter"

* worries about eveyone else before worrying about me

* is finally going to do something that is what SHE needs

* fell quickly but found a love that is rare

* is gonna keep him

more later....

WOW! Sounds like we have a lot in common.

* I feel my wife and I are emotionally divorced. We had little in common when we got married and it has only gotten worse since, we really have completely different ideals and ambitions and lifestyles and it's really coming to a head now.

* I have yet to Physically cheat on my wife.

* I've finally found something I am passionate about doing.

* I have a girlfriend who is coming down the end of this month. We got to know each other over IM and email over the last 2 years. But we were lovers over 16 years ago when I was 18. Niether one of us can break up our current relationships for a myrid of reasons, so this is the best we can do for now.

* I will probably end up physically cheating on my wife within the month.



Wintermute

 

[whspr]

WOW! Sounds like we have a lot in common.

* I feel my wife and I are emotionally divorced. We had little in common when we got married and it has only gotten worse since, we really have completely different ideals and ambitions and lifestyles and it's really coming to a head now.

* I have yet to Physically cheat on my wife.

* I've finally found something I am passionate about doing.

* I have a girlfriend who is coming down the end of this month. We got to know each other over IM and email over the last 2 years. But we were lovers over 16 years ago when I was 18. Niether one of us can break up our current relationships for a myrid of reasons, so this is the best we can do for now.

* I will probably end up physically cheating on my wife within the month.



Wintermute

We do have alot in common...but....

* I have cheated all ready...after thinking I never would...

* have been cheated on....and felt the pain...

*when you have a chance for this new love...can't help but
take it...

*has been beaten down emotionally for years...just now finding myself again

more later....

 

[ShiningEyes]

*Is feeling bad for the friends I love and care so much about because I'm not close enough to them to hug them and reasure(that seems to be spelt sooo wrong) them that everything will be alright

*Wonders how a man can marry a woman and then tell her she's not worth fighting for anymore

*Love is worth having if it's shared by/with the right person

*Just got off the phone with my sister(an hour and 10 minutes)

*Hates not having someone to love, hold, hug, kiss, and give all my heart to

*Wanting to be closer to someone but wishing he felt the same

 

[whspr]

*Is feeling bad for the friends I love and care so much about because I'm not close enough to them to hug them and reasure(that seems to be spelt sooo wrong) them that everything will be alright

*Wonders how a man can marry a woman and then tell her she's not worth fighting for anymore

*Love is worth having if it's shared by/with the right person

*Just got off the phone with my sister(an hour and 10 minutes)

*Hates not having someone to love, hold, hug, kiss, and give all my heart to

*Wanting to be closer to someone but wishing he felt the same

C'mere SE....I'll hug ya...but I'm not sure that will help....
are you sure he doesn't feel the same?

Love ya!

soft kisses,
whspr

 

[Jewelz]

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[ShiningEyes]

C'mere SE....I'll hug ya...but I'm not sure that will help....
are you sure he doesn't feel the same?

Love ya!

soft kisses,
whspr

Thx for the hugs!! I don't know if he does or not. He says he doesn't want to do anything that would add to the problems I already have.

*hates being in love with someone that I can't have!!!!!!!!!

*Feels embarrassed because my father knows about the party I had a few nights ago and KNOWS WHAT I ORDERED!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[Jewelz]

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[ShiningEyes]

aww honey! im sorry...i can relate...but i swear i will make it happen for me.......you can too.....how do you know you cant have him???????????

LMAO @ dad knowing......how frickin not right *giggle*

He's got a gf and lives in a different state and doesnt want to give up on the thing he's had for 2 years now he loves me tho. or at least that's what he says.

*hugs*

 

[sortacurious]

* I had a wonderful day with my grandma, we went to lunch, and shopping, and laughed together, and just goofed off

* I don't know what I'm going to do when she dies

* The sun is shining so beautiful today! I wish I'd stayed out and enjoyed it.

* I came home to a drunk, and he's lying to me and denying it... I can't stand liars...I'm counting to 10 and taking deep breaths.

* I refuse let it bring my good day down, damn it!

 

[Jewelz]

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[ShiningEyes]

SE, dream big honey......hang on to the hopes of one day being with him. believe me.....its getting me through each day I am pulling for you!

SC, i am so thrilled you had a good day with gramma!! it touched me...i miss my gramma sooooo much. she was like my second mother. i spent as much time as i could with her and pappy. they helped raise me and i miss them both more than i could ever express. i am also so sorry about the drunk shit again. he is beginning to piss me off too!! sigh...

SC, I'm happy you had a great day!! I didn't have the honor of knowing my grandmothers and wish I had!! Spend as much time with her as you can!!!

Jewelz...I love him more than I love anyone on this earth!! I sometimes wonder if I am wrong for that. There are sooo many other people that need me and love me and for some reason they come 2nd to him.

 

[sortacurious]

SE, dream big honey......hang on to the hopes of one day being with him. believe me.....its getting me through each day I am pulling for you!

SC, i am so thrilled you had a good day with gramma!! it touched me...i miss my gramma sooooo much. she was like my second mother. i spent as much time as i could with her and pappy. they helped raise me and i miss them both more than i could ever express. i am also so sorry about the drunk shit again. he is beginning to piss me off too!! sigh...

SE, I hope that this one sees just what a special person you are. If not...he's losing out big time! How are you feeling this evening?

Jewelz, my grandparents pretty much raised me too. She is the last of all of them...sigh, just gotta live for today, and enjoy all the time I can with her. I'm really very lucky to still have her. She so fun to be with too! All three of her kids are so mean to her. LOL, she keeps telling me she's giving me her house, and I keep telling her to sell it and spend the money now...can't take it with you and she deserves to enjoy life, ya know? I'm sure eventually I'll have to go stay with her again. She's been fading the last couple years and it's hard to watch. But, it's all apart of the cycle of things, and nothing I can do but make her as comfortable as possible.

One funny thing that happened when I came home...my s/o decided to be mushy instead of mean...LOL, he's been going on and on about how he was attracted to me because I had Stevie Nicks aura!(I happen to be listening to Fleetwood Mac when he came inside) LMFAO. Sure, he's not drunk! WHATEVER... now he's pissed cause I told him I don't believe him. Go figure. So, if I jump off of here, it's cause I had to leave. Only so much I can take.

Anyway, are you gonna pm me? please please

 

[Jewelz]

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[JohnOne]

Re: JOHN ONE:

WE NEED TO CHAT... LET'S JUST SAY, WE WENT TO THE BAR, GOT DRUNK, WENT BACK TO MY ROOM AND ME AND JOY AND TERRI BEGAN COMPARING TIT SIZES, NEXT THING YOU KNOW WE WERE TOPLESS PLAYING WITH EACH OTHERS BREASTS, THEN THE PANTS WENT, WE CLIMBED INTO MY BED, AND PLAYED ALL NIGHT.

LIBRARY FUCKING WAS SOOO HOT, THE FEAR OF GETTING CAUGHT.

AND THE COP WAS JUST FUNNY.

Hey, thanks for getting back to me. I sent you a PM. Let me know if you don't get it.

 

[sortacurious]

ggggrrrrrrrrrrwlll

* I don't like having to go tell my tenants to turn their music down (especially when I like loud music myself) It's cold out there!

* I really don't like getting calls about it just when I finally think I might be able to sleep.

* I took more pics of the ocean tonight.

* I am wondering if a person can die from need of intense sex.

* I am laughing at my bird who's yelling at my dog to 'knock it off, Nitro".

* Some weird man approached me at the beach tonight and asked me to meet him at one of the nicest restaurants in town. I told him I didn't even know him, he said that we could get to know each other first over dinner and drinks. I swear, I looked all over my Jeep for the bumper sticker that says "Hey weirdos, come hassle me", but I still can't find the dang thing.

 

[TantaLiza]

Genuine AM confession...

**Wishes with all her heart that she could find love and acceptance for who she is....

**Can't wait to be able to wake up in someone's arms every morning...

**Wishes that all the unhappy women on the board could be united in happiness together!!

**sigh**


Have a wonderful day everyone!! I have to go to work for a few hours....

Liza

 

[whspr]

G'Morning...

*cried becuz she needed to feel his arms around her last night

*was afraid of being alone last night

*has been keeping her man up too late at night on the phone

*Had a terrific orgasm in the shower thinking of him

*dreams of the time when he and I will never have to be apart again

*missing him so much that my heart is aching

more later.....