I'm almost 40 and for the first time I'm starting to think dicks are sexy. I don't like other male body parts but a dick just drives me crazy right now. I've been denying this thought to myself for over a year but its now to the point that I have to face reality. I'm dreaming of cock in my mouth and even hitting my prostate. Literally dreaming at night, not just fantasizing when I'm horny. I honestly don't know how to deal with this. I've just now admitted it to myself. What does this mean? I've been raised to think this is wrong. I never thought I'd have these thoughts. I'm still attracted to women way more but its weird to admit that a dick can also get me off. Please help shine some light.
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Handeguy
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I'm not sure what to tell you, as I'm finding myself in the same boat. For the moment, I'm just embracing the idea, but not actually acting on it.
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I felt this way too!! I was raised in the church...and well we know the rest of that story. One thing that really helped me was getting pegged by my wife. The sensation of a cock in my ass, while I stroked my own dick, felt amazing. I haven't ever cum that hard...it really helped me embrace my authentic self too. I'm now openly bisexual and so happy!!
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I was 66 and in my third marriage before I took the plunge. I did it because I didn't want to die wondering. My experience is limited due to Covid and where I live (and the fact that I'm married). But the point I want to make to the OP and people who feel the same way is this. I now regard cocksucking as simply another aspect of sex. And as my wife and I don't have a sex life any more, cock is my only option. And I'm fine with that. Or I would be if I could find one.
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I love sharing to bi curious men. Im hard right now just thinking about it. I love sharing how I was curious once and decided to get enough nerve to try cock. Ill never forget my first time and within 5 seconds of feeling that cock in my mouth i was glad i tried it. After that i was hooked. Im open to pm anybody that is on the fence. I can honestly say the hottest orgasms ive had have been the result of sucking cock. The hot feeling of having a big cock in my mouth and making it cum outweighs the stigma attached to it. For years society looked down on gay sex and taboo acts like this. But once I tried it it was like a drug. It still is and im sure many men can attest to this. Im happy to give my body up and have him use me to fufill his sexual urges. Dont even get me started on how good it feels to have another man suck you off either. I dont bottom much but anal sex between men brings it to a new level. I top my buddy often and his ass stimulates every nerve in my thick cock so much that i have intense orgasms. Its so much i get cross eyed, moan out im cumming and forget my own name. And im not making that up!!!!
I’ve always said I have a cock fetish. I love the sight of beautiful women. Gorgeous boobs and cleavage. But as well, I love the sight of a beautiful hard cock. I think of cock constantly. I think of sucking cock when I jack off. I’m more than curious. I crave cock almost all the time. So I’m with you guys. It’s real and really fun. Thank you!
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Sums it up nicely...
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You aren't alone, so take comfort in that. I assumed I was 'straight' for years, but now I'm ok and I accept that I want, or at least fantasize a lot about cock in my mouth and in my ass. It feels liberating.
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Wow! I didn't realize how difficult it is for some of you guys to find partners. Maybe there are some groups? A swingers club possibly? Having been exposed when I was young and looking very feminine (not acting feminine) I can be kind of feminine at times though. Anyway I never had a problem. I was with someone like inded. The first drop of pre-cum made me lose all thought, my blood drained from my head and I t6hought I would faint. I think you need to find someone like minded and maybee jack off together and go from there. best of luck
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I only realized I was trans three years ago, I think, but I knew I was bi for sexy trans women with beautiful cocks since 2011, on seeing Bailey Jay. 
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Agree, just thoughts but the thought of a MMF is driving me crazy!!
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They are highly recommended, great fun
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I sucked my first and only cock 20 years ago. Never had any desire till then and have not wanted it since, well until 2 years ago. Now I think about it all the time! Looking to quench my thirst!
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Id pay money to watch you with a hot white chic while you both get assaulted and used by a BBC. Id pay extra to suck that BBC while you watched us as you continued to have your clit rubbing against another
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I was in your situation about 20 years ago. I am not suggesting my approach would work for you, but it worked for me
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Sorry I did not mean to hit reply.
I reached the point where I knew I had to try it. Before I did I came out to my wife. Many discussions followed, some with her and some with a psychologist. One day she surprised me by saying I should try it.
She said she was glad I was honest about it, and we both needed to know if I was gay. She said she could accept me being bi but not gay. About a month later I tried gay sex for the first time.
It was clear gay sex full filled a need that could not be full filled by a woman. It was also clear it did not replace my need for straight sex
This led to a period of experiment where redefined our sexuality. Long story short, sex got better for both of us, and we became more intimate.
SPARTAN047
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Sounds damn hot, though in my case I'd want a TTT!
Peaker44Redeux
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Never thought of that scenario.
Our culture is so rigid re gender and sexual activity. sad for those who are made to feel evil, wicked etc.
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Welcome to the club.....
I can totally relate. I am not attracted to men at all, and I have no desire to kiss a man. Beautiful sexy women really turn me on ... but I'll admit, a nice big hard white cut cock with shaved balls really fucking turns me on too. I now have fantasies of sucking a nice big hard cock and bending over and being fucked by one too.
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I have always been Bi, so my perspective is from a place where I was never taught it was wrong, and told that those in society who said it was wrong, were prejudiced or fearful. That said, I love pussy as much as cock and see the attraction to either as a plus. In spite of always knowing I was Bi, I always presented myself as straight. It took me decades to admit semi-publicly that I am certainly Bi. Another aspect for many men centers around how their relationship with their spouse changes as they both age. Many women lose interest in sex and some men turn to Gay sex as they enter this stage in their lives. Another aspect of Gay sex is that men understand men, we all know what feels good. Frankly, I can not remember a woman who ever sucked my cock better than a man. Men know what feels good, if you can shut off all the noise about right and wrong, you will come to understand how special another man's cock can be.
