phoenix1105
Really Experienced
- Joined
- Dec 17, 2008
- Posts
- 125
So yeah, I am having a really fucked up night. I started cutting, and then got everything all sterile and dropped in a bunch of stitches(sp). This whole fetish, cross dressing and buying womens lingerie, and non-mainstream sexual belief structure in me are killing me. I feel like I am suffering all alone. I know I have expressed things from time to time on here, but on a basic level no "real" person in my life has any idea how different I am. They think I am a straight laced person with a undiagnosed disease. So much more is under the surface... I just want to get through the night with out anymore cutting.
