the Un-Hijackable, Non Sequitor, Rambling Thread

@}-}rebecca---- said:
: sings :

In the velvet darkness

Of the blackest night

Burning bright......................

Fu, your my guiding staaaaaaaaar

No matter

What

Or

Who............ you areeeeeeeee.........

( I'm on it under your instructions , I'll need 20 mins want to make it purdy )

It's just a jump to the left....


And then a step to the right.....





....
 
Why does losing something you love have to hurt so much?

Goodbye my sweet girl. You were old and I guess it was time for you to go, but I so wasn't ready. I'm going to miss your wiskered face laying on the pillow next to me, purring me to sleep at night.

I hate this. My chest feels like somebody's sitting on it and my throat is so tight I feel like I can't breath. Maybe if I make myself sleep it'll be better in the morning. Or maybe just curl up in a ball with my favorite pillow and blanket and just rock for awhile. I don't have to try and be strong all the time right?
 
Rox_shybutcurious said:
Why does losing something you love have to hurt so much?

Goodbye my sweet girl. You were old and I guess it was time for you to go, but I so wasn't ready. I'm going to miss your wiskered face laying on the pillow next to me, purring me to sleep at night.

I hate this. My chest feels like somebody's sitting on it and my throat is so tight I feel like I can't breath. Maybe if I make myself sleep it'll be better in the morning. Or maybe just curl up in a ball with my favorite pillow and blanket and just rock for awhile. I don't have to try and be strong all the time right?

Hugs... :rose:
 
Rox_shybutcurious said:
Why does losing something you love have to hurt so much?

Goodbye my sweet girl. You were old and I guess it was time for you to go, but I so wasn't ready. I'm going to miss your wiskered face laying on the pillow next to me, purring me to sleep at night.

I hate this. My chest feels like somebody's sitting on it and my throat is so tight I feel like I can't breath. Maybe if I make myself sleep it'll be better in the morning. Or maybe just curl up in a ball with my favorite pillow and blanket and just rock for awhile. I don't have to try and be strong all the time right?

Oh Rox.. I'm sorry. I wish I could give you a hug...
 
Siderodromophilia:

Sexually aroused by trains.

Okay.. I'm not that bad off.. yet.. but I rode a train today.. I chased a train today.

and took over one thousand pics in the process.

Maybe I am...
 
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So sorry, Rox. I've been there, too many times, and it never gets easier. It will probably happen again for me within the next year or so - my golden - and once more I'll feel the pain and swear, "Never again." Yet somehow it begins to feel like a betrayal of the unyielding and unquestioning love they gave us to not want and need to experience it again, even though we have every expectation that we will once more suffer their loss.

http://i183.photobucket.com/albums/x95/Sir_Winston54/HPIM0058a.jpg
 
Thanks everybody for you sympathy. I buried Puma in my little pet cemetary on the back acre. It's pretty there, set amongst the trees and she can be at peace now. I've lost pets before, but it had been awhile and I had forgotten how much it hurts. That first sharp pain of loss. But it's better today as I'm sure it will be tomorrow. Probably how it's supposed to be so we can just remember the joy they give us.

Thanks again for the hugs and sentiments. They helped a lot.
 
Rox_shybutcurious said:
Thanks everybody for you sympathy. I buried Puma in my little pet cemetary on the back acre. It's pretty there, set amongst the trees and she can be at peace now. I've lost pets before, but it had been awhile and I had forgotten how much it hurts. That first sharp pain of loss. But it's better today as I'm sure it will be tomorrow. Probably how it's supposed to be so we can just remember the joy they give us.

Thanks again for the hugs and sentiments. They helped a lot.

I'm so sorry about Puma!! I know how painful the loss of a furbaby can be so my heart goes out to you. I'm glad to hear that you're feeling a little bit better today, and I hope each day does get a little easier. Sending you many hugs. :rose:
 
Chris_Xavier said:
Sexually aroused by trains.

Okay.. I'm not that bad off.. yet.. but I rode a train today.. I chased a train today.

and took over one thousand pics in the process.

May I am...

Relieved to know this is not the case and hope it never will be!! :p Can't wait to see your pics!
 
Wow ~ that's all I can say. I'm stupified! I guess I've been hiding out so long here in the BDSM forums that I've forgotten how judgmental the rest of the vanilla world is of our kinks. I was enjoying the beautiful pictures of INSIDEYOURMIND and sinn0cent's AM Pic thread when some very nasty comments appeared, condemning their choice of lifestyle.

I find PYL/pyl relationships beautiful, no matter what limits the partners either have or don't have. Simply being in this type of relationship (on a serious level) requires a dynamic some vanilla's don't understand ... TRUST. I speak as a sub on this, but I've loved many people in my life; it didn't mean I trusted them however. I TRUST my Dom. I trust him with my heart, my happiness, my safety ... and yes, even my life.

So for everyone in the non-kink world who chooses to judge what I find beautiful and meaningful: I pity you, for you have no inkling of what you are missing in your life. I have more contentment and fulfillment that you ever shall in your pathetic 'perfectly moral' world.
 
Did we have to start this shit all over again? I want names... who started this AGAIN and why did you think you HAD to do it?

Someone's responsible. "Fess up... it'll be easier on you if you do.
 
A Desert Rose said:
Did we have to start this shit all over again? I want names... who started this AGAIN and why did you think you HAD to do it?

Someone's responsible. "Fess up... it'll be easier on you if you do.

Betticus did it! I saw him, he's so bad.
 
graceanne said:
Betticus did it! I saw him, he's so bad.
And he would too!!! that's just his style do stir that old shit up again....

He'd better never leave New Mexico...
 
A Desert Rose said:
And he would too!!! that's just his style do stir that old shit up again....

He'd better never leave New Mexico...

Well it's not coincidence he lives just miles from the mexico border. It's so he can escape if we ever get tired of his shit stirring and go down their to whoop his ass (literally).
 
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