PacificBlue
Beautiful
- Joined
- Jul 11, 2001
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even you Lance. 
My worry over tomorrow is ruining my ability to live life fully today. I can repeat the mantra "Live today, tomorrow is not promised" over and over and yet it still does not take root. I've been to therapy. Three different therapists to be exact. All pointed to the same exact thing in less than 45 minutes flat. Could I really be that easy to understand? Do I have no more depth than that? or is it just painfully clear to everyone else around me but me?
I need help. I don't know what to do. I can't tell anyone I know here because I just can't say it to someone's face.
It feels like everything is bubbling up all at once as if it is just time. No matter how much I try to stop it and push it down it comes welling up again like a flood. Does that make sense at all?
My worry over tomorrow is ruining my ability to live life fully today. I can repeat the mantra "Live today, tomorrow is not promised" over and over and yet it still does not take root. I've been to therapy. Three different therapists to be exact. All pointed to the same exact thing in less than 45 minutes flat. Could I really be that easy to understand? Do I have no more depth than that? or is it just painfully clear to everyone else around me but me?
I need help. I don't know what to do. I can't tell anyone I know here because I just can't say it to someone's face.
It feels like everything is bubbling up all at once as if it is just time. No matter how much I try to stop it and push it down it comes welling up again like a flood. Does that make sense at all?
