The thing you want most - right, this very now? The fantasy? The dream? The goal?

[Sparky Kronkite]

Will you ever 'ask for it?'

Or.......

Will you go to your grave and keep it a secret?

Or, will you let it be known to the person, or people, that it's important to let it be known to?

Just to voice it - let alone - 'get it.'

Might it eventually drive you crazy? If you don't voice this desire? Or will you be okay with it? Being quite?

Will you smother it? Hide it? Burry it? And be okay?

Or will it - this desire, this want - slowly eat at your soul and make you unhappy if you choose to never voice it?

What's your deal? Spill.

 

[TN_Vixen]

ok, fine. I'll spill it. I have a recurring fantasy of being dominated that I really really want to act out or have happen in R/L.

That's all I'm gonna say.

 

[Starblayde]

what do i want?

Girlfriend.... simple as that

 

[ARaynes]

I want Merelan. *Winks* Or White Queen.

 

[Georgia Girl]

To be loved and wanted for who I am.

It seems so simple.

Dawn

 

[Sparky Kronkite]

TN? PM me now!

And be prepared to travel - very soon.

 

[H'venlee]

Love

I want to be with the one I really love.....but I can't tell him that because we are both married....so we push each other away.
So I guess I vote for keeping it a secret...not that I'll be okay with it...but I have to live with it!
So I go on.....like with everything else!

 

[Guest]

Re: Love

 

[AzureAngel]

I always say.

Usually.

 

[KillerMuffin]

I want better character.
I want to be able to sleep deeply with another person in the bed.
I want the muscles that run along my spine to relax.
I want a BMW Z3.
I want a Ph.D in Computer science
I want a masters in english
I want a bachelors in sociology.

Providing my life isn't cut short, I will get those things.



I would also like to see "Sparky Kronkite" become "Parker Posey." I watched Best in Show and pretended Sparky was Parker Posey and laughed my ass off through the whole thing.

 

[Sparky Kronkite]

Don't ya'all think it just sucks that......

you 'might' got to your grave - with something that realy neede to be spoken - known?

I do.

It fucking blows that you could have all these 'normal wants' (at least in my normal mind) that you can't voice because - people will be weird, people will be hurt, people will 'think yer weird?'

I don't think 'thinking/wanting/desiring' for anything - 'anything' - is abnormal.

So why not? Well, we know why not.......

But is that right?

I don't think so Tim.

 

[H'venlee]

Re: Re: Love

I agree and disagree.

I feel eventually I will spill my desires and the there will be this huge explosion in Oklahoma. So everyone be warned! I don't know when I will spill it but I know I will!

But aren't you afraid of the rejection???

 

[Sparky Kronkite]

And aren't you - while 'protecting' that secret?

In effect - protecting a lie?

Yes - I think you are.

Don't we all have such 'things?'

Yes I think we do.

Are not we all sinners?

Yes I think we are.

It this not all stupid?

Yes I think it is.

 

[unclej]

i've got nearly everything i need or want but there's a young lady...and i do mean young...probably 30 years younger than me...i'm totally fascinated by her...wrote a song about her....she sees me as a big brother/father figure and that's totally cool...i don't want a relationship with her....i'm not in love with her..i'd just like to spend one night with her...she's been in some shitty relationships and has dated some real user/loosers...i'd just like one night to totally spoil her...wine, dine, shampoo her hair, massage..you know, the works.... and let her know that it doesn't have to be the way it's been...eh, maybe some day..

 

[Sparky Kronkite]

My wants are bigger than.....

things or profession or education.

But - can I discuss them?

Kinda. Here I can.

Do people thing I'm weird? Sure.

But only here. In RL I'd be arrested or hospitalized.

Interesting?????? I keep it all quite and - I,m out here. But I only 'think of the things I think" because God (or whatever) gave me the ability to think those things.

So........

I mt mean...... What the fuck am I supposed to do? Pretend??????

Well yes. Of course - I pretend.

And unless things change (the majority of folks changes their mindsets) I will continue to pretend.

Scary huh?

 

[Sillyman]

Right now I want to poison every dog in our house. I'm not going to do it, but I still want to. I'm sick of the way the little shits just run our lives, how they freeload of us, and how they destroy the house. That's the kind of want that puts holes in your stomach after a while.

 

[lilminx]

ok, fine. I'll spill it. I have a recurring fantasy of being dominated that I really really want to act out or have happen in R/L.

That's all I'm gonna say.

Mmm... that sounds like something I really want too.

 

[H'venlee]

Re: Don't ya'all think it just sucks that......

you 'might' got to your grave - with something that realy neede to be spoken - known?

I do.

It fucking blows that you could have all these 'normal wants' (at least in my normal mind) that you can't voice because - people will be weird, people will be hurt, people will 'think yer weird?'

I don't think 'thinking/wanting/desiring' for anything - 'anything' - is abnormal.

So why not? Well, we know why not.......

But is that right?

I don't think so Tim.

Ok Sparky....I admit...I really do want to be dominated....So I guess I'm looking for a loving D/s relationship....if there is such a thing.

There..now you know!!!!

 

[bluemuse]

Re: My wants are bigger than.....

things or profession or education.

But - can I discuss them?

Kinda. Here I can.

Do people thing I'm weird? Sure.

But only here. In RL I'd be arrested or hospitalized.

Interesting?????? I keep it all quite and - I,m out here. But I only 'think of the things I think" because God (or whatever) gave me the ability to think those things.

So........

I mt mean...... What the fuck am I supposed to do? Pretend??????

Well yes. Of course - I pretend.

And unless things change (the majority of folks changes their mindsets) I will continue to pretend.

Scary huh?

Unless your wants and desires include luring unsuspecting innocents to your humble abode......then smacking them in the head with a crowbar , chopping them up into bite sized pieces and storing them in freezer safe Tupperware behind the frozen waffles and Dove bars.......why not spill it here?

You might feel better about it....and goodness knows....you aren't going to find a bunch of people who are LESS judgemental than those at Lit.

Stop pretending....be who you are.



bluemuse

 

[DevilBoy79]

to just finally be happy in life, i mean totally, just me and my girl in total bliss, everything we need and want etc

 

[Gendron]

To continue life, enjoying all the adventures that it offers.

 

[Oilpainter]

Peace

I want to be at peace with myself. Which I am not right now. That is all I would ask for.

 

[Monazwx]

So many things . . .

From now to future . . .

For this semester to end quickly (and painlessly)
To find a well-paying summer job.
To get more credit points.
To tell my crush how I feel, (will never happen)!
To get my degree.
To tell my parents what I really think of them (will also never happen, as I value my life).

Most of all, to live to good life.

 

[playful Kitten26]

The thing I want most:

I am a step away from getting everything I have ever wanted or dreamed about wanting since I was 18. And that will happen in a few months when I say I do to the man that holds my heart.

Things I would like to have:

Free of debt
house that is mine

Things I need to say:

I need to tell my parents thank you for everything they went without to help pay for my doctors when I was younger. I don't know why I haven't yet, but I really need to.

 

[freescorfr]

Dreams are very important for me. I try to recognise all my desires - well the strongest ones - and put words to them. Like H'vnlee, it may be that I can't see now how they can be realised, but the desire still remains a part of me in its own right.

For things I desire very strngly indeed, I chooses an object to represent my desire - the object externalises what is in me - and take care of it. It's a little bit the principle behind giving a child it's mums shirt or blouse when it goes to bed. The child has a desire for its mum, which conflicts with the mums desire to be in bed with her man, but the desire is recongised as real and symbolised by an object which represents the mum's presence.

On my computer I have a little carved glass hedgehog, full of light. It represents a desire I have to be with someone.