Sometimes...

Sometimes I can't take how beautiful you are.











Now pass me some of whatever that is you're smoking.
 
Sometimes...

...I wonder why Ruby isn't up in my kitchen makin' me some slaw.
 
Re: Re: Sometimes...

Rubyfruit said:
I wonder why I start such lameass threads...


That's funny.

Did you just watch American Beauty recently?
 
Sometimes...

...I curse G-d when I run out of toilet paper. Then I do it again cuz I realize I can't just shout out to Ruby to bring me another roll.
 
Sometimes...

...I worry that I have excessive ear hair and I just can't see it.
 
Sometimes...

...I worry that Ruby isn't telling me something she really wants to say.
 
Sometimes...

...I worry that Ruby only wants me for my enormous breasticles.
 
Sometimes I think

Why not?

and then I get myself in real trouble
 
Rubyfruit said:
... I can't take how beautiful the world is.

Let's see... how's that go again?

I had always heard that your entire life flashes before your eyes the second before you die. Only that one second, isn't a second at all, it seems to stretch out forever like an ocean of time. For me it was lying on my back at boy scout camp, watching falling stars. And the maple trees that line our street. Or my grandmother's hands, and how her skin seemed like paper. And the first time I saw my cousin Tony's brand new Firebird. And Janey. And my last thought was of Carolyn. I guess I could be pretty pissed off about what happened to me, but it's hard to be angry when there's so much beauty in the world. Sometimes, I feel like I'm seeing it all at once, and I can't take it. My heart swells up like a balloon that's about to burst. But then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold onto it. And then, it flows through me like rain and I feel nothing but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life. You have no idea what I'm talking about, I'm sure. But don't worry. You will someday.
 
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