After many years of constant wondering, dreaming, and fantasizing, I have decided I am going to give a guy a blow job for the first time. I know this is not life changing for most of you out there, but for me it's a pretty big deal and I needed to go somewhere and let it all out.
I've been married for 10 years now to a wonderful girl who has no idea of my curiosity and things are going fine. This are things that I have wondered about since I was probably 17:
*) What is it like to give a blow job?
*) Could I commit to swallowing?
*) What if I kissed a guy?
*) What is it like to be fucked? literally
I don't know what it is but the thought of giving a blowjob always made me feel... kind of sexy. Like I could have that power and control of a guy. To feel his cock get hard and feel his cum shoot into my mouth.
I've thought about this for years, and I just had my birthday, and by golly - I'm gong to do it.
Since there's no one I can talk to about this I wanted to post this out into the universe and keep a log of my effort and experience as I look to give a blow job.
I've been married for 10 years now to a wonderful girl who has no idea of my curiosity and things are going fine. This are things that I have wondered about since I was probably 17:
*) What is it like to give a blow job?
*) Could I commit to swallowing?
*) What if I kissed a guy?
*) What is it like to be fucked? literally
I don't know what it is but the thought of giving a blowjob always made me feel... kind of sexy. Like I could have that power and control of a guy. To feel his cock get hard and feel his cum shoot into my mouth.
I've thought about this for years, and I just had my birthday, and by golly - I'm gong to do it.
Since there's no one I can talk to about this I wanted to post this out into the universe and keep a log of my effort and experience as I look to give a blow job.