rejection

[Never]

There’s nothing like the warm feeling you get when your hopes are nailed to the wall, beaten with a two by four, and anally raped by same two by four. Yes, the woman I’ve been carrying a torch for for the last three months broke up with her boyfriend on Thursday and I decided to inform her of my attraction.

For those who care: I bother her, I bore her, and I stick my finger in her fishbowl.

Yes, I have that wonderful ‘my heart has been slam-dunked into a shredding machine’ feeling. I have been entertaining myself by remembering how she felt when she fell asleep on my arm a few nights ago and wallowing in the standard self-pity.

I am now thoroughly convinced that no one will ever be attracted to me or love me. I’m 21 and it hasn’t happened yet, therefore, I’m doomed to a life of an old maid.

Am I being melodramatic enough?

The worst part is that I had actually deluded myself into thinking there was something there. Ack! I hate when I mess up my own head that way.

Anywho, this rejection has got me so low. If it keeps up, I might even tell her so.

 

[penguindance]

 

[april-wine]

Sorry you're low Never....Sending you positive vibes, even if I am rarely positive.....

 

[Never]

Positive vibes are good. I like positive vibes.

 

[freakygirl]

Sorry to hear about your troubles Never..

You know where my PM box is.. and how to use it if you need to.

 

[Angel]

I you Never.

 

[under where]

After being on the receiving end of so much rejection I completely agree. I see myself in a house, by myself, with a few dozen cats. I've leared to just set myself up for disappointment. That way, when I am rejected, as usual, it doesn't hurt so much.

 

[Minkey Boodle]

Girrrlll, don't even worr' 'bout it.

If you give up now, you're sure never to find it.

Keep your head up, you'll find what you need when you need it.

 

[seXieleXie]

i wouldn't reject you never. you want i should call guido the leg breaker and have him take care of this girl?

 

[Angel]

Grr, she always disappears when I show up.

 

[Cheyenne]

I am now thoroughly convinced that no one will ever be attracted to me or love me. I’m 21 and it hasn’t happened yet, therefore, I’m doomed to a life of an old maid.

If you think of yourself as doomed to be an old maid after not having found love at age 21, it makes me wonder what you think of me?

Love happens when it happens, not on the time table we want.

But it DOES happen, if you are open to it. The good news here is that you are! I don't know that you could have said that a couple years ago.

 

[seXieleXie]

michelle says cheer up

 

[Pyper]

I find it seriously hard to believe that no one has ever been attracted to Never.

 

[Angel]

I find it seriously hard to believe that no one has ever been attracted to Never.

I was!, we once met on the pier at midnight but she brought 400 friends along for the ride and I ran away screaming.
It was scary.

 

[Never]

Thank you freakygurl.

I you as well Angel.

I'm bummed out right now but I know I'll get over it. I always do. Again, I'm wallowing right now. Your support is making me feel better though.

 

[Angel]

I'm going to bed before I get myself in trouble in this thread with the hot lesbian.

 

[april-wine]

I, I love the colorful clothes she wears
And the way the sunlight plays upon her hair
I hear the sound of a gentle word
On the wind that lifts her perfume through the air

I'm pickin' up good vibrations
She's giving me excitations
I'm pickin' up good vibrations
(Oom bop bop good vibrations)
She's giving me excitations
(Oom bop bop excitations)
Good good good good vibrations
(Oom bop bop)
She's giving me excitations
(Oom bop bop excitations)
Good good good good vibrations
(Oom bop bop)
She's giving me excitations
(Oom bop bop excitations)

Close my eyes
She's somehow closer now
Softly smile, I know she must be kind
When I look in her eyes
She goes with me to a blossom world

I'm pickin' up good vibrations
She's giving me excitations
I'm pickin' up good vibrations
(Oom bop bop good vibrations)
She's giving me excitations
(Oom bop bop excitations)
Good good good good vibrations
(Oom bop bop)
She's giving me excitations
(Oom bop bop excitations)
Good good good good vibrations
(Oom bop bop)
She's giving me excitations
(Oom bop bop excitations)

(Ahhhhhhh)
(Ah my my what elation)
I don't know where but she sends me there
(Ah my my what a sensation)
(Ah my my what elations)
(Ah my my what)

Gotta keep those lovin' good vibrations
A happenin' with her
Gotta keep those lovin' good vibrations
A happenin' with her
Gotta keep those lovin' good vibrations
A happenin'

Ahhhhhhhh
Good good good good vibrations
(Oom bop bop)
(I'm pickin' up good vibrations)
She's giving me excitations
(Oom bop bop)
(Excitations)
Good good good good vibrations
(Oom bop bop)
She's na na . . .

Na na na na na
Na na na
Na na na na na
Na na na
Do do do do do
Do do do
Do do do do do
Do do do

 

[Debbie]

for Never.

 

[CoolidgEffect]

Unrequited love just plain sucks.

I expect that you have learned your lesson and understand that it might be better to never tell the object of your affection your true feelings. Just keep a personal little torch smoldering in your soul, for 20 years.

Or take the risk again and hit the jackpot!

 

[Never]

If Michelle tells me to feel better than I shall feel better.
This also makes me happy: http://yonkis.ya.com/flash/madness.htm

 

[april-wine]

Sending MOREEEEEEEE positive vibes.......

 

[Pyper]

Angel went to bed without answering my PM!

Guess I'll just have to amuse myself by smooching Never.

 

[Never]

Pyper, it someone has they haven't told me. Though I seem very good at getting people online.

 

[Pyper]

Pyper, it someone has they haven't told me. Though I seem very good at getting people online.

Not even that little boy who you sat next to in art class in second grade?

 

[april-wine]

So you two been smooching for awhile......Tell me Pyper, does Never give good lip????