Pen

Re: Re: OMG!

DarlingPen said:
:eek: wow...thank you...but i'm nothing special:rose:

You know I have always seen you as something special
I've missed out talks
The shower pictures are wonderful
As are you
:rose:
 
Reflections

I wish that I could know you -
but alas all I have is a reflection of what I can perceive.
Should the lights go out I'd lose you -
should the sun go down you'd leave.
How I wish that I could hold you -
as the wind began to howl.
And climb inside your psyche -
and try my best to figure you out.
For you are a fabled creature -
like the legend's unicorn.
A perfect slice of happiness -
an angel to mortal born.
So here I lay in wonder -
behind this cold heartless machine.
And wonder if you're real -
or some fantastic dream.

:kiss: Luv ya Pen! :rose:
 
A bit of wisdom (sortof!) *LOL*

Never think you are better than anyone else. Remember: Looks fade, money runs out and power can easily be shifted to the hands of another.


*giggle* Okay that was my first attempt at philosphy. Sue me! *LOL* :p
 
When the sun fades away -
and the snow won't stop falling.
That's when I'll hear your voice -
that's when the lonliness starts calling.
I know we couldn't make it -
our paths weren't meant to cross.
We were inseperable when together -
but reality's my loss.
I remember how you felt in my arms -
I remember how sweet your kiss.
Seduced by all your wayward charms -
in the present it's just you that I find I miss.
:(
 
He enters the room. Silence. Nothing said yet my blood races with an understood knowing of what is to come. He approaches me, his eyes dancing with a fire set in motion by the wicked devil himself. He smiles. So much desire flows across those sweet lips. He is so near me now. I can smell the scent of soap and cologne as they mingle in an aphrodisiatic tango on the dance floor of his skin. He looks at me. I am entranced and powerless as his hypnotic eyes seek deep into the murky green pools of my own. My heart pounds in my chest like a thousand stampeding mavericks thundering aross the veldt of my soul. His hands caress my face. My body turns fluid and I ache for more. He goes to kiss me. So masterfully he makes his moves as if part gentleman and yet beneath the fine threads a pair of rogue's garmets lay. His lips seize my own and I become inflamed by him. His tongue leaving the warm sanctuary of his own mouth to explore and delve into the mysteries of mine. Our bodies are close. Even wild horses could not tear us apart now. My body is a raging inferno and I can feel his heat pressed hungrily against my own. We kiss for what seems like eons. His hands moving down to cup my supple buttocks as he attempts to pull me closer to him. As if to ease the powerful ache that has arisen between us. So desperate we have become in this moment of seemingly innocent bliss. So animalistic and alive. So painfully erotic it almost makes us wish for some sweet death the end the torture. Yet still we remain locked forever in a moment of undying heat. Hurtling eternally into an abyss of pleasure and desire.
 
I feel so lost. The path was once clear now it has become overgrown with thickets of despair and the brambles of deceit have sought to rake my once innocent flesh to spill blood that now has become tainted with little more than sorrow and sin. I don't understand why I am this way. It's confusing and painful. I want to be a saint yet sinner seems to be an easier lifestyle to pursue. What gives? Hell wouldn't Freud love me? The perfect combination of my mother's insecurities and my father's abandonments. What gives I say again. Am I meant to be a riddle that even I can't figure out? Uncertainty plagues me like an angry hornet meant to inflict pain. I walk forever in the thick mire of not knowing and I feel I lose ground every day. I am sinking and no one is there to lend a hand.
 
She whispered goodbye into his ear as she slowly slipped back into the night. Her eyes, once dancing with the euphoria seeing him gave her, now bore a harsh redness that only heartbreak and sorrow could invoke. She eased quietly into her four door 1979 Nova and became enveloped in the darkness once more. She hated living this way but she couldn't seem to make her heart wall itself up towards him. His laughter, his smile, his warm gentle touch mingling with the wild animalisticness she had grown to embrace and revel in, they all had sought to captivate her entirely. She couldn't shake the addiction.

Arriving home, she wiped the lingering tears away from her jade green eyes and tried her best to put on a front to mask her anguish. It would work. It always did. She had become a master at deception to all those around her, now why couldn't she learn to fool herself?

Creeping quietly into the house she gently set her purse and coat down. Steadied herself. Then made her way upstairs. This was always the hardest part, going from mistress to wife. Slinking past the bed she disappeared into the bathroom to try her damndest to wash away the grief and lust that permeated her smooth skin.

Standing in the modest shower she wept, her tears becoming one with the warm water that coarsed over her body. She couldn't dwell in her misery though, for he would begin to wonder and question what was wrong. If that happened, she couldn't be certain that she'd hold up to the interrogation. Stepping out of the shower she radiated with the smell of lavender and rose hips but she could still smell him on her. She could smell his cologne in her senses, could still taste him on her lips. He had seeped into every pore of her body and she couldn't escape him.

Putting on a flimsy nightie she emerged from the bathroom like some sort of mythical goddess. Her form covered in a smokey haze from the climate change and her eyes slightly glassy from the moment. She felt like some sort of marionette as she walked towards the bed where he lay. She slowly pulled the sheets back and took her place beside him. Stirring, he awoke and wrapped his arms around her. She tried not to be obvious with her shiver, but she knew she could blame it on the chilly night air if he did in fact notice. Her heart felt like breaking as she could feel his love when he touched her and kissed her. How could she hurt this man who had given his whole life to her without thinking twice? She should be ashamed. But for the moment she would just forget and become one with the moment as she did every night.

Looking at him she couldn't help but notice the differences in them both. Here he was, older than her by quite some years. His once raven-hued hair now mingled with streaks of silver as was his thick moustache. His tanned skin once smooth and flawless now bore the weathering of many late nights and the passing of time. Even his eyes which she could only guess once held a sparkle of youth now resembled that of a sad lost animal. And yet even in all this observation she could still see the fire of love burning for her in his soul, his actions, his very life. They made love as they did every night. It was soft and gentle and forgiving unlike her lover who tended to be a bit eccentric and wild when it came to his passions. In the aftermath she lay awake, staring at the ceiling, trying to come to grips with her churning conscience. Getting up she rummaged through the dresser drawer until she felt the kind familiarity of the small plastic bottle she had learned to keep there for when guilt got the better of her. Downing a couple of the little pills she slowly found herself fading into sleep. She could forget for awhile at least.
 
Helps to Vent

Dark night ~
a cruel ivory fist is raised in hate.
She cries out,"Stop..I don't want to do this."
He replies,"Bitch you'll do what I tell you to."
She succumbs to his force ~
fearful for her own life.
An ivory face ~
no longer ivory but deepened to the shades of sapphire and onyx.
She is ashamed ~
she feels dirty ~
she wants to forget it happened.
He won't let it.
He brags ~
at her expense.
She represses ~
feels depressed.
Hurts.
She is made to believe that it's her fault.
She has to hide everything ~
she has to pretend.
She cannot dream ~
without this nightmare of him polluting her weak subconscious.
She cries ~
She cries ~
She cries ~
makes pretend it doesn't still hurt and haunt her ~
goes on with her life as if it didn't happen.
Yet it shows ~
she knows it shows ~
in her appearance ~
her actions ~
her fears ~
her distrust ~
oh yes it still shows after the years have faded its relevance.
 
Standing here alone -
head to sky -
mournful cry.
Mother moon smiles -
bathes me in milky kiss -
forget the pain embrace the bliss.
Voice to heaven rises -
where are you love -
tell me so we can be together -
I have run with others -
but your reflection still waivers in my eyes
I cannot spend another winter without you -
alone and seeking still on velvet paw
Standing silent and solitaire I wait -
staring into the night -
Wait! Was that your voice I heard?
Alas no just the sweet wind singing me a song of solace
 
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GET ALL THAT??
 
oh my...and here i was going to just let this thread die...you ladies are truely amazing...each one of you :rose: :rose:
 
:eek: Let this thread die????? N-o-o-o-o!!!! You are to beautiful . . . we hunger to see more of you. :kiss: :kiss:
 
You'd look good with some fangs . . . dark shades and a slightly open shirt . . you lil vampire you! :rose: :kiss: :devil: :rose:
 
Lestat

Now now if I were to call you Lestat that would involve some role playing and I never was one for long distance teasing. *giggle* I'd have to have you in the "flesh" so to speak. *giggle* :rose:
 
Re: Lestat

KissofNight said:
Now now if I were to call you Lestat that would involve some role playing and I never was one for long distance teasing. *giggle* I'd have to have you in the "flesh" so to speak. *giggle* :rose:



that would prove to be quite interesting;)
 
Hey Pen just dropping in to see how you are doing.

I've just been working like crazy and that is about it...
and debating on kicking my computer into working
 
Role Playing

Interesting wouldn't be the word I would use. ;) Erotic ~ incredible ~ darkly intoxicating . . . . I just love vampires . . the whole concept . . . even if they don't really romp around in frilly shirts spouting off shakespearian prose. *LOL* Hell I'll settle for just being bit a few hundred times. *LMAO*:kiss:
 
DarlingPen said:
oh my...and here i was going to just let this thread die...you ladies are truely amazing...each one of you :rose: :rose:
as are you .... please don't let this die ... I know I'm not on here as often as I would like , but I love seeing you on here .....
 
MistressRain said:
as are you .... please don't let this die ... I know I'm not on here as often as I would like , but I love seeing you on here .....


thank you gorgeous...i've missed talking to you :)
 
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