Oy. Mama Mia

[lickerish]

I don' feel so good.. my tummy's upset, my head is pounding, and you know what? I think I woke up just a tad tipsy still.. If I see another cigarette in the next.. oh.. 24 hrs, I think I'm gonna hurl.

But I wouldn't trade it for anything. I went to a gay male bar up in Portland w/ my friend, who's a girl.. and her gay male buddies. I had the time of my life! lol.. I swear I've never been poked and pushed and pulled and prodded by as many men in my entire lifetime.. and not one of 'em noticed me at all! Dammit. lol. However, I made a few friends and I got my New Years kiss by my (girl) friend..

All in all.. a sweet end to a crappy year. (Well, a longer phone call with Angel woulda been nice.. but other than that.. thumbs up )





(On a more personal note.. my dad told me last night before I left, that my mom's status is if this last round of chemo doesn't do anything, then there's nothing they can do for her.. and that they think the end is near. Would all of you that believe in the man upstairs, please say a prayer for her? I'm at my wits end right now. Thank you to all of you that have been there for me through this stuff, your support means a lot to me. )

 

[Guest]

Sounds like a fun, fun time! And yes, while the hangover is no fun- man, are the memories worth it.

You and your family have my prayers.

Happy New Year!

 

[TonyG]

I will keep your mom in my prayers. Hopefully all will turn out good.

 

[Fly_On_Wall]

*Hugs lickerish*
*Puts a washcloth on her forehead, rubs her belly, and humms to her softly*

Sounds like you had a great night out.

 

[Cheyenne]

On a more personal note.. my dad told me last night before I left, that my mom's status is if this last round of chemo doesn't do anything, then there's nothing they can do for her.. and that they think the end is near. Would all of you that believe in the man upstairs, please say a prayer for her?

Of course! And one for you, too, Lickerish.

 

[ShyGuy68]

and not one of 'em noticed me at all! Dammit. lol.

I can promise yoy lickerish that it wouldn't have been that way if you had been around me!!

Happy new year to you, and I hope you'll get better soon!

 

[bluntforcemama]

Yeah, but you LOVED my email, didn't ya? Ah, these groggy mornings are what makes memories.

 

[Mr. Bootie]

Glad you had a Great night Licky baby!!!

Will put a word to the man upstairs for you. *wink*


**** Hugs and Kisses to you****


kgboot

 

[Svedish_Chef]

Well you surfaced fairly quick... hope you are back in bed now though.

As for your mum, I had a word to the man, he said he'd see what he could do

 

[Basia]

I hope everything works out okay for your mum.

 

[lickerish]

Thank you everybody, i'm going through a really hard time right now. Before I left my mom's house today, the last thing she said to me was, 'you don't have to go'.. (okay, people? It's comments like that, that scare me). I bawled my eyes out all the way home, especially when I realized I didn't say 'I love you' to her either..


No cheffie, I'm not in bed. I woke up 5 hrs after we hung up, I had to go get the kidlets. I'm fine now, no more icky tummy.

 

[ksmybuttons]

I am so sorry that you are frightened.

Thank you everybody, i'm going through a really hard time right now. Before I left my mom's house today, the last thing she said to me was, 'you don't have to go'.. (okay, people? It's comments like that, that scare me). I bawled my eyes out all the way home, especially when I realized I didn't say 'I love you' to her either..

It is one of the most difficult travels to lose a loved one.

I have come in and out of your post today wondering if I should respond...I don't know you, but I know the pain and fear and, finally, strength, in having a loved one sick. It reminded me of those people I have truly loved and lost. The inevitability of death. The raw emotional times.

It must be hard on your mother to see how much you are hurting. As a mother, I want to shield my child from pain. It will be so sad that I will be the cause when it is my time to die.

How does your mother feel about this dying?

 

[patient1]

Thank you everybody, i'm going through a really hard time right now. Before I left my mom's house today, the last thing she said to me was, 'you don't have to go'.. (okay, people? It's comments like that, that scare me). I bawled my eyes out all the way home, especially when I realized I didn't say 'I love you' to her either..

I promise to pray for her if you promise to call her & tell her you love her while you still can.

If you two like, you can say "I love you ''on each other's answering machines & not erase it- then it's as close as the touch of a button when you need to hear it 24/7

 

[Debbie]

I have said a prayer for your mum and I truly hope that she will get better. Blessings to you.