our house...

nahhh... just gonna wax the floors up nice, put some mops on my feet and zip around naked with swiffers on my hands. take are of things in a jiffy. ;)

oh my!! do you need any help? I'd be more than happy to go naked and buff the floors with you ;):devil:
 
I didn't know where to go to write how I am feeling. So I thought, why not go to "Our House"

Moonie, I miss you baby so very much. I never thought my heart could ache as bad as it is. I'm still waiting for you to call my cell or PM me and say it was all a big mistake, or that I was only dreaming and that everything will be alright......

But it isn't. Nothing is right. My life keeps going and yours has stopped. I feel like everything around has no meaning because you are no longer here on Earth with us. But then I can hear you say "Stop worrying. Be strong, if not for yourself for your kids. I'll be fine. Just taking that long over do nap I've always told you about". LOL

I miss you my music man, my love, my soul mate. My eyes hurt and sting from all of the tears. I can't listen to the radio or watch TV without thinking of you or wanting to call you about something that has happened in my day or a trivia question I want to ask you. I want to call your phone hoping you will answer, or maybe just to hear your voice one more time on the answering machine.

I ache for you. I long for you.............You live in my heart always....I love you.

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This has been the hardest thing I have ever gone through. And what makes it difficult is that I can not grieve out-right. RL doesn't give me the opportunity to cry uncontrollably or mourn the way I need to. I save my tears, my outbursts for my car rides to work, break time, when I find those few minutes where I can be alone and not be asked "WTH is wrong with you.... PMS??" :rolleyes:

I want to thank everyone who has sent me e-mails,PM's and the wonderful comments and posts made about Moonie. Your words, your memories, make me both cry and smile. I always told him that he made a difference in the lives he touched, but he never believed me.....................

WELL BABY BELIEVE IT!!! YOU WERE LOVED BY SO MANY PEOPLE AND RESPECTED BY SO MANY...............WE LOVE MOONIE!!

I imagine that whereever he is................he is playing his guitar/jamming out and finally feels no more pain.

Can't say Goodb--.
But I will say Sleep Sweetly my love. :heart::kiss::heart:
 
The 5th anniversary of Marty's passing was yesterday. I couldn't login as I was working very late, but I didn't want it to pass without acknowledgement.

I miss chatting with you, buddy. I hope the afterlife has found you happy, and at peace. I think that is the case, myself.
 
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