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Okay, I admit it, I am gay curious
I am a pretty passive person and have been interested what it would be like to ... let's see, 'strongly fraternize intra-team?

Yes, I am curious what it would be like to suck a cock, frot, give another guy a handy, and/or anal

I have got so close... but I am much like Trump in that, when push comes to shove (which is kind of what I want to happen), I chicken out

I have loads of fantasies, one of which I have published as a story (it's not selling out if it's your own stories and you're not getting paid) and one is on the way

It usually starts as me being gently forced but then I am overcome (more puns!) and lose control, diving headfirst into a life of pleasuring other men

But, alas, alackaday, I am a coward, mentally, physically, socially and sexually

Anyhoo, sucks to be me... anyone else wishing it could just happen?
 
I wrote this post on another thread but it applies here. If it you wait for it to just happen, you may be waiting decades. Anyway here it is.

The first time I saw a cock on a trans woman, I was overcome by the desire to suck her and be fucked by her. Over the following decade I fought these desires fearing that they made me gay.

Yet the whole time I continued to chat with trans cam girls and jerk off with them. Finally I made the decision to go visit a Filipina trans woman who worked in a call center. At the last second, I chickened out.

The next year, I went to visit a different Filipina trans woman. I literally forced myself to follow through and get on the plane because every fiber of my being wanted to chicken out again!

After I met her and we were alone in the hotel room, I bent over for her and she thrust her cock up my ass as I had fantasized for so long. My head was exploding. Here I was, actually doing it. Actually being fucked after all these years.

It was so incredible that I had to wonder later why my fears had stopped me for so long. I was born to be fucked by a beautiful trans woman and so for the past seven years, I have followed my destiny.
 
Okay, I admit it, I am gay curious
I am a pretty passive person and have been interested what it would be like to ... let's see, 'strongly fraternize intra-team?

Yes, I am curious what it would be like to suck a cock, frot, give another guy a handy, and/or anal

I have got so close... but I am much like Trump in that, when push comes to shove (which is kind of what I want to happen), I chicken out

I have loads of fantasies, one of which I have published as a story (it's not selling out if it's your own stories and you're not getting paid) and one is on the way

It usually starts as me being gently forced but then I am overcome (more puns!) and lose control, diving headfirst into a life of pleasuring other men

But, alas, alackaday, I am a coward, mentally, physically, socially and sexually

Anyhoo, sucks to be me... anyone else wishing it could just happen?
Lot of us in a very similar situations….one encounter I still kick myself about and should have just given in to my desire
 
Okay, I admit it, I am gay curious
I am a pretty passive person and have been interested what it would be like to ... let's see, 'strongly fraternize intra-team?

Yes, I am curious what it would be like to suck a cock, frot, give another guy a handy, and/or anal

I have got so close... but I am much like Trump in that, when push comes to shove (which is kind of what I want to happen), I chicken out

I have loads of fantasies, one of which I have published as a story (it's not selling out if it's your own stories and you're not getting paid) and one is on the way

It usually starts as me being gently forced but then I am overcome (more puns!) and lose control, diving headfirst into a life of pleasuring other men

But, alas, alackaday, I am a coward, mentally, physically, socially and sexually

Anyhoo, sucks to be me... anyone else wishing it could just happen?

What the hell does Trump have to do with YOUR inability to go get what you want sexually? Trump isn't stopping you, YOU ARE. Put on your big girl panties and go find a cock to suck. Try Sniffies it's pretty good for local area hookups.⁹
 
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Okay, I admit it, I am gay curious
I am a pretty passive person and have been interested what it would be like to ... let's see, 'strongly fraternize intra-team?

Yes, I am curious what it would be like to suck a cock, frot, give another guy a handy, and/or anal

I have got so close... but I am much like Trump in that, when push comes to shove (which is kind of what I want to happen), I chicken out

I have loads of fantasies, one of which I have published as a story (it's not selling out if it's your own stories and you're not getting paid) and one is on the way

It usually starts as me being gently forced but then I am overcome (more puns!) and lose control, diving headfirst into a life of pleasuring other men

But, alas, alackaday, I am a coward, mentally, physically, socially and sexually

Anyhoo, sucks to be me... anyone else wishing it could just happen?
Go for it.
 
I was in a similar situation. I just couldn’t stop thinking about cock but I was afraid to meet anyone. What helped me deal with it was to go to a local cruising place and wank myself off while watching guys getting off with each other.

One quiet day, a kind looking older man who was also masturbating asked if I wanted a helping hand. He stroked me and I wrapped my hands around his hot cock. I still remember the electricity of that first touch.
 
Okay, I admit it, I am gay curious
I am a pretty passive person and have been interested what it would be like to ... let's see, 'strongly fraternize intra-team?

Yes, I am curious what it would be like to suck a cock, frot, give another guy a handy, and/or anal

I have got so close... but I am much like Trump in that, when push comes to shove (which is kind of what I want to happen), I chicken out

I have loads of fantasies, one of which I have published as a story (it's not selling out if it's your own stories and you're not getting paid) and one is on the way

It usually starts as me being gently forced but then I am overcome (more puns!) and lose control, diving headfirst into a life of pleasuring other men

But, alas, alackaday, I am a coward, mentally, physically, socially and sexually

Anyhoo, sucks to be me... anyone else wishing it could just happen?
Here's the thing: It ain't gonna "just happen." It just ain't.

The questions, then, are: Do you really want it, and are you willing to make it happen?

I know, it sounds simplistic, but it isn't all that complicated. I know, because I was in your same predicament not so long ago. I had spent years making excuses, all kinds of reasons why I couldn't act on my desires. And then, one night, I put aside all those fears and sucked my first cock.

I'm not saying the decision was easy. There were so many fears getting in my way. But in the end, I just decided it was time to act.

So go ahead, make up your mind, decide what you want, then live with your decision.
 
What the hell does Trump have to do with YOUR inability to go get what you want sexually? Trump isn't stopping you, YOU ARE. Put on your big girl panties and go find a cock to suck. Try Sniffies it's pretty good for local area hookups.⁹
He didn’t say Trump had anything to do with it . It was a comparison to a situation that we all know about and see everyday , so we can relate to what he has done or not done in his past . He didn’t intend to hurt your feelings , or start any political discussion , at least how I saw it.
 
He didn’t say Trump had anything to do with it . It was a comparison to a situation that we all know about and see everyday , so we can relate to what he has done or not done in his past . He didn’t intend to hurt your feelings , or start any political discussion , at least how I saw it.
The problem with those suffering from TDS is Trump owns so much space in their head that they can't possibly speak on anything without mentioning or blaming President Trump.

I was no fan of obama or biden but they didn't enter into every conversation I had. TDS is like an obsessive compulsive mental illness.
 
The problem with those suffering from TDS is Trump owns so much space in their head that they can't possibly speak on anything without mentioning or blaming President Trump.

I was no fan of obama or biden but they didn't enter into every conversation I had. TDS is like an obsessive compulsive mental illness.
You obviously missed their point, and didn’t understand the explanation I gave as to why it wasn’t political TDS related. , just an analogy that at least 80 % ( at this point in time ) agree with, whether they will admit it publicly , so therefore needed no further explanation , Yet some of his fans are the infected with DTS ( Denying Trump has Snapped ) that they are lashing out whenever his name comes up anywhere for any reason . So yeah , I guess it may now have some political undertones , as we try to give you the chance to jump off the train because the tracks are headed to a catastrophe of degrees that nothing you’re ever seen before will prepare you for , it will be bigly and possibly very beautiful , beautifully beautifuler than anything ever before history was taught on , yeah taught beautiful , history , Why let’s go back , DTS patients keep repeating ………
 
You obviously missed their point, and didn’t understand the explanation I gave as to why it wasn’t political TDS related. , just an analogy that at least 80 % ( at this point in time ) agree with, whether they will admit it publicly , so therefore needed no further explanation , Yet some of his fans are the infected with DTS ( Denying Trump has Snapped ) that they are lashing out whenever his name comes up anywhere for any reason . So yeah , I guess it may now have some political undertones , as we try to give you the chance to jump off the train because the tracks are headed to a catastrophe of degrees that nothing you’re ever seen before will prepare you for , it will be bigly and possibly very beautiful , beautifully beautifuler than anything ever before history was taught on , yeah taught beautiful , history , Why let’s go back , DTS patients keep repeating ………
80%? Statistics lie and liars use statistics.
 
Okay, I admit it, I am gay curious
I am a pretty passive person and have been interested what it would be like to ... let's see, 'strongly fraternize intra-team?

Yes, I am curious what it would be like to suck a cock, frot, give another guy a handy, and/or anal

I have got so close... but I am much like Trump in that, when push comes to shove (which is kind of what I want to happen), I chicken out

I have loads of fantasies, one of which I have published as a story (it's not selling out if it's your own stories and you're not getting paid) and one is on the way

It usually starts as me being gently forced but then I am overcome (more puns!) and lose control, diving headfirst into a life of pleasuring other men

But, alas, alackaday, I am a coward, mentally, physically, socially and sexually

Anyhoo, sucks to be me... anyone else wishing it could just happen?
I started going to adult theaters in the area that also gave private booths with gloryholes. Got several handjobs and a very brief blowjob there. Even gave my first handjob which was an unbelievable feeling. Working up the courage for more.
 
80%? Statistics lie and liars use statistics.
Well this is the last post on this for me , but yes I’ll admit that the 80% was an estimate or guess , but according to his latest approval ratings , it is closer to 80 than 60.
With that admission , you once again have shown that a certain % of his fans , will never see anything wrong, nor ever admit they raise hypocrisy to levels never seen before ( like maybe 80% heehee ) . The hypocrisy here is that you said , and I quote “ Statistcs lie , and liars use statistics” , when you overlook the FACT that DJT constantly makes up statistics and use them in his daily communications , and you know that he is doing that , but you fail to say anything , I even find it odd that he lies constantly and uses false Ostatistics as sentence fluffers. So lie lie lie , then deny deny deny. You learned it from the best liar ever.
 
Well this is the last post on this for me , but yes I’ll admit that the 80% was an estimate or guess , but according to his latest approval ratings , it is closer to 80 than 60.
With that admission , you once again have shown that a certain % of his fans , will never see anything wrong, nor ever admit they raise hypocrisy to levels never seen before ( like maybe 80% heehee ) . The hypocrisy here is that you said , and I quote “ Statistcs lie , and liars use statistics” , when you overlook the FACT that DJT constantly makes up statistics and use them in his daily communications , and you know that he is doing that , but you fail to say anything , I even find it odd that he lies constantly and uses false Ostatistics as sentence fluffers. So lie lie lie , then deny deny deny. You learned it from the best liar ever.
It’s all scripted theater on both sides.
 
anyone else wishing it could just happen?
You can get the other guy to make the moves and move things forward.

But not without putting yourself in those positions so that there is another guy there to do so.

You have to make yourself available and show up where someone will give you a chance.

And you have to dare to say "yes" when they do.

So, you can have the blushing, shy "He overcame me!" experience you're after, you really can, but you have to put yourself out there and you have to pay attention to who's trying to persuade you.

You know the expression about how if you hangout at the barbershop, you're probably gonna wind up getting your hair cut?
 
Okay, I admit it, I am gay curious
I am a pretty passive person and have been interested what it would be like to ... let's see, 'strongly fraternize intra-team?

Yes, I am curious what it would be like to suck a cock, frot, give another guy a handy, and/or anal

I have got so close... but I am much like Trump in that, when push comes to shove (which is kind of what I want to happen), I chicken out

I have loads of fantasies, one of which I have published as a story (it's not selling out if it's your own stories and you're not getting paid) and one is on the way

It usually starts as me being gently forced but then I am overcome (more puns!) and lose control, diving headfirst into a life of pleasuring other men

But, alas, alackaday, I am a coward, mentally, physically, socially and sexually

Anyhoo, sucks to be me... anyone else wishing it could just happen?
Yes, I do, too.
 
Okay, I admit it, I am gay curious
I am a pretty passive person and have been interested what it would be like to ... let's see, 'strongly fraternize intra-team?

Yes, I am curious what it would be like to suck a cock, frot, give another guy a handy, and/or anal

I have got so close... but I am much like Trump in that, when push comes to shove (which is kind of what I want to happen), I chicken out

I have loads of fantasies, one of which I have published as a story (it's not selling out if it's your own stories and you're not getting paid) and one is on the way

It usually starts as me being gently forced but then I am overcome (more puns!) and lose control, diving headfirst into a life of pleasuring other men

But, alas, alackaday, I am a coward, mentally, physically, socially and sexually

Anyhoo, sucks to be me... anyone else wishing it could just happen?
Yes, I wish it, too. And I too am curious.
 
I started going to adult theaters in the area that also gave private booths with gloryholes. Got several handjobs and a very brief blowjob there. Even gave my first handjob which was an unbelievable feeling. Working up the courage for more.
We spoke briefly before about our ABS experiences.
Handjobs received 👍
Handjobs given👍
Blowjobs received 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍 - a lot - guys more courageous than me.
Blowjobs given 👎

Yeah, working up the courage to "return the favor". If not for STD risks, my Blowjobs given would be 👍 (not as many as received, but definitely 👍).
 
I was in a similar situation. I just couldn’t stop thinking about cock but I was afraid to meet anyone. What helped me deal with it was to go to a local cruising place and wank myself off while watching guys getting off with each other.

One quiet day, a kind looking older man who was also masturbating asked if I wanted a helping hand. He stroked me and I wrapped my hands around his hot cock. I still remember the electricity of that first touch.
Mmmm that’s my dream
 
Okay, I admit it, I am gay curious
I am a pretty passive person and have been interested what it would be like to ... let's see, 'strongly fraternize intra-team?

Yes, I am curious what it would be like to suck a cock, frot, give another guy a handy, and/or anal

I have got so close... but I am much like Trump in that, when push comes to shove (which is kind of what I want to happen), I chicken out

I have loads of fantasies, one of which I have published as a story (it's not selling out if it's your own stories and you're not getting paid) and one is on the way

It usually starts as me being gently forced but then I am overcome (more puns!) and lose control, diving headfirst into a life of pleasuring other men

But, alas, alackaday, I am a coward, mentally, physically, socially and sexually

Anyhoo, sucks to be me... anyone else wishing it could just happen?
Yes I do
 
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