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Admit it anonymously. Do you lurk this and other threads without posting?

  • I admit it. Yes, I lurk.

    Votes: 39 62.9%
  • I would never lurk. Who the hell do you think I am?

    Votes: 0 0.0%
  • Me lurk? I post and post happily.

    Votes: 23 37.1%

  • Total voters
    62
Safe

i wish that i was
philosophical i'm not
but i can listen...

to your problems and
fears that keep you up at night
it's what i do best...

you know i won't judge
that i will be there for you
please will you trust me...

let me comfort you
the only way i know how
by listening to you...

your secrets i'll keep
your dreams, your hopes let me share
i'll be there for you...

you have me body, soul
your heart i'll cherish, keep safe
please trust me on this...

i may not express
myself as well as you do
but this you should know...

my words though simple
for you they're heartfelt and true
please feel safe with me

i feel safe with you
my protector, safe harbor
i will be yours, too
 
Oh, My Gosh!

Happy early birthday, John.

Just in case I don't remember on Friday.
 
Just to Vent Frustrations at 1:30AM

Almost at 3000 views and I don't even care. I'm just so fucking depressed tonight. Why do I always sabotage my happiness? Can anyone tell me? Does anyone even really care? Will I ever feel worthy of anyone? Will anyone ever truly love me? Will anyone ever hold me again when I cry? When I can't sleep? Will anyone make me feel safe, protected, anchored? Will anyone ever desire me, want me? Will I ever be adored? Will anyone ever see that I can't do it all? That sometimes I need help? That feelings of fear overwhelm me on a daily basis? Will anyone run there fingers through my hair, hold my face, kiss me like they were going to die if they didn't? Where is the person who will brush away my tears at 1:30AM because I'm just overwhelmed with life, with decisions? Where is someone who will help ease the pain of the girl who was forced to withdraw into herself, so her mother couldn't use her emotions against her? Will I always just be me?
 
Wow! Last night I went a little crazy. For everyone who cares, I'm fine now. Things just got very overwhelming with a decision I was terrified of making because if I didn't do it, it would be heartbreaking; but if I did and things turned out bad, it would be heartbreaking as well. Aren't insecurities wonderful? :rolleyes:
 
Sweet Mother of Pearl! What am I going to have to do for you Lurkers to make it reach 3000?
 
Crimanently people! I'm so close to 3000. Only 16 more to go. Don't stop. Oh, God! Don't stop!
 
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