nobody on any of my buddy lists is ever online anymore...

[scylis]

it's sad, really. i've got nearly 30 or so on my ICQ list and barely 5 are ever on, and they're ppl i don't talk to anymore but havn't bothered to remove. there's only one that rarely pops on AIM that i talk to anymore. the only person i've seen online on my MSN is upstairs from where my puter sits (a housemate, in other words).

so what the fuck happened? did i just fall behind in the on-going process of switching emails b/c of spam and flames with some of you? do you just stay away from those things nowadays? did some of you get institutionalized? (it's no joke. has happened before to ppl i used to talk to)

maybe no one likes me anymore. yeah...that sounds about right. if i started bathing, would you guys and gals talk to me again?

 

[sch00lteacher]

Oh geeze, another holiday depression taking hold.

Quick, grab some eggnog and a cookie, beat back the demon!

 

[scylis]

not depressed, just bored and wondering how some of the folk are doing. i took a leave of absence from anything related to the BB for a while, which included Lit buddies (timezone differences and a buggy ISP don't help, either).

oh, and eggnog? BLECH!!

 

[SweetCherry]

Scy, come to my place and I'll even help you with that bath.

 

[scylis]

and you live where again?

 

[SweetCherry]

In Minnesota, Scy. You used to be a whole lot closer to where I live than you are now.

 

[scylis]

well, damnit!

hmmm.. i'm going home for x-mas...

 

[Beebeeblue]

Wassa matter scylis........missing pennywise?????

HMMMMMMMMM?????

 

[bluntforcemama]

I'm around. I just don't know if you even see me.

 

[Willing and Unsure]

i've been around sweetie.. except for last night.. i might be back on tonite.. dont know yet though... and it'd be cool if you went home for xmas.. i'd love to see you then *big hugs*

 

[Azwed]

Hey syclis have not seen you around much lately and i guess this explains why. Good to see you and all I have not been around much lately either.

 

[Mistress]

I dont have icq anymore.....

I have aim and MSN, MSN I dont turn on very much and AIM...I just got through making my third screen name change. I guess I'm just trying to disappear from some things for awhile.

 

[Azwed]

You doing ok mistress? You seem to be giving off depression warning signs.

 

[lickerish]

I'm on every night Scy.. I never see you online anymore. I'd chat with ya if you were there.. I wonder what our time difference is??

 

[Svedish_Chef]

Wassa matter scylis........missing pennywise?????

HMMMMMMMMM?????

I AM

COME TO DADDY

 

[Beebeeblue]

I AM

COME TO DADDY

No....no.......must resist the urge............

 

[Svedish_Chef]

No....no.......must resist the urge............

Come on...

 

[riff]

Don't Worry...

"Don't worry, your friends will come back. Yes.
Yes. Your friends will come back and your moist mouth will bloom in the glass of storefronts."
-Mark Strand


I have felt the way you do, but it all comes to a circle in the end. Don't let it get to you!