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[Honey123]

I can't draw anymore.

What?!?!

 

[lucky-E-leven]

I can't draw anymore.

Right. It went away with your blonde hair.

Just do me a favor and don't let the mental picture go. You'll get the itch again soon.

 

[Samandiriel]

Wasn't that Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon?

Well, I guess it was quite a bit of both. At any rate, suspension looks fun so long as I'm the one tying the knots.

You need to see more movies babe.

Do you know how to?

 

[ABSTRUSE]

Sorry, tried....it's gone.

 

[ABSTRUSE]

Wasn't that Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon?

Well, I guess it was quite a bit of both. At any rate, suspension looks fun so long as I'm the one tying the knots.

Rent So Close, foreign with hot asian chicks and kick ass action.

 

[Honey123]

Sorry, tried....it's gone.

No...no no.....it's never gone.

I'll send you a pic to draw ~ you can draw me? That should make for a challenge!!!

 

[ABSTRUSE]

No...no no.....it's never gone.

I'll send you a pic to draw ~ you can draw me? That should make for a challenge!!!

I gave it a real try when my computer crashed, it was horrific...I became manic. It was incredibly frustrating because all the information is there but the process is damaged.

 

[Guest]

i think i love you but what am i so afraid of
bah be blah... sumphin sumphin
I THINK I LOVE YOU...lalalala
(i know i do)

 

[matriarch]

I gave it a real try when my computer crashed, it was horrific...I became manic. It was incredibly frustrating because all the information is there but the process is damaged.

I doubt it very much. You will draw again....when your mind and soul are ready to do it. Don't try and force it, that only makes it worse. There is so much going on in your life.....some things have to be sidelined in order for the rest to survive.

I haven't put pencil to paper, thread to canvas or knife to wood in well over a year. There has been too much trauma going on in my life to even contemplate something that requires so much of me. All my strength and energies have been concentrated on simple emotional survival. That takes everything I have. Hopefully, over the next few weeks, and during my holiday, I'll discover that I can still sketch, come up with ideas for embroidery and tapestries, and even whittle a piece of wood into a recognisable and pleasing shape.

Time will tell, and so it will with you. Patience, love. Simple patience.

 

[ABSTRUSE]

I doubt it very much. You will draw again....when your mind and soul are ready to do it. Don't try and force it, that only makes it worse. There is so much going on in your life.....some things have to be sidelined in order for the rest to survive.

I haven't put pencil to paper, thread to canvas or knife to wood in well over a year. There has been too much trauma going on in my life to even contemplate something that requires so much of me. All my strength and energies have been concentrated on simple emotional survival. That takes everything I have. Hopefully, over the next few weeks, and during my holiday, I'll discover that I can still sketch, come up with ideas for embroidery and tapestries, and even whittle a piece of wood into a recognisable and pleasing shape.

Time will tell, and so it will with you. Patience, love. Simple patience.

I hope you're right because right now it feels dead.

I gave it an ernest shot, I owe someone a drawing so I sat down and started, then I scribbled it out until I wore the pencil tip down. I thought, loosen up J, do some gestures to unwind. I grabbed some newspapers and a big marker, spread the papers on the floor and gave it ago........it was like that scene in Sybil with the purple crayon. So of course I became extrememly irate, stomped about and cursed profusly like a maniac.
I haven't reached the point where I take a throw everything I've ever done away yet, but it's getting close.
At least I can still somewhat write.

 

[matriarch]

I hope you're right because right now it feels dead.

I gave it an ernest shot, I owe someone a drawing so I sat down and started, then I scribbled it out until I wore the pencil tip down. I thought, loosen up J, do some gestures to unwind. I grabbed some newspapers and a big marker, spread the papers on the floor and gave it ago........it was like that scene in Sybil with the purple crayon. So of course I became extrememly irate, stomped about and cursed profusly like a maniac.
I haven't reached the point where I take a throw everything I've ever done away yet, but it's getting close.
At least I can still somewhat write.

Its not dead.
Its resting.
It will return.
Trust me.

 

[yui]

I can't sleep. I can't sleep. I can't sleep. I can't sleep. I can't sleep.

 

[Blackie Malone]

… I never wanted to change the world or to be popular. All I ever wanted was a reason—to live, to continue my existence, to feel some sense of purpose in an otherwise chaotic world. I’m going to try and sleep now for as long as possible and pray that I don’t wake up. It’s much easier that way. –ditto

 

[she_is_my_addiction]

Edited.

 

[Chynas Dick]

Anyone here feel homicidal sometimes? Not playing around but seriously homicidal?

Um, no. That would require anger management counseling. Get a grip, see a shrink. Not kidding, either.

 

[3 Legged Donkey]

Um, no. That would require anger management counseling. Get a grip, see a shrink. Not kidding, either.

What Dick said.

 

[Guest]

anger management

so, you cry "we're poor!" and you come up with some kind of cock and bull story about how youre going to fix youre situation...and yet...
you turn people away from the gift shop doors?
hrm. maybe the $25.00 i would have spent there would have paid two or three of your clerks salaries for an hour. maybe you could have spent that $25 on application fees for zoning changes you propose that won't help your institution.
maybe...
and yet, you turn us away because ???
hrm.
im thinking that youve lost a customer. big deal? maybe not or maybe so, if one becomes the three in my family...or more because word of mouth spreads like wild fire.
Look here, mr. non-profit corporation, youve cried wolf for so long now that im numb to your pitiful wailing. how about learning customer service for a change and maybe getting rid of the 5 senior vp's?
ok
thats my 2 pennies, consider it a donation.

 

[Chynas Dick]

Edited.

Too late!!

 

[lil_elvis]

so, you cry "we're poor!" and you come up with some kind of cock and bull story about how youre going to fix youre situation...and yet...
you turn people away from the gift shop doors?
hrm. maybe the $25.00 i would have spent there would have paid two or three of your clerks salaries for an hour. maybe you could have spent that $25 on application fees for zoning changes you propose that won't help your institution.
maybe...
and yet, you turn us away because ???
hrm.
im thinking that youve lost a customer. big deal? maybe not or maybe so, if one becomes the three in my family...or more because word of mouth spreads like wild fire.
Look here, mr. non-profit corporation, youve cried wolf for so long now that im numb to your pitiful wailing. how about learning customer service for a change and maybe getting rid of the 5 senior vp's?
ok
thats my 2 pennies, consider it a donation.

I'm bewilderered vella, but have a big hug.

 

[Guest]

I'm bewilderered vella, but have a big hug.

ah sweetie.. ill take that hug too.
it was the aquarium that drove me crazy but im much better now that ive vented

 

[sexy_dancer]

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[Blackie Malone]

I look at other people and I think, “He lives without meds. She does. What is wrong with me? Am I so biochemically screwed up, so neurotic, so narcissistically self-absorbed that every hour is an obstacle course for me?” I don’t know, but this can’t continue. I feel like I am dying. A slow torturous death. And the worst thing is that I’m taking other people along for the ride. But I swear, I don’t know how to do it differently. –ditto

 

[Guest]

SYCOPHANT

 

[lucky-E-leven]

Vella, you are my heart.



~lucky

 

[Guest]

Vella, you are my heart.



~lucky

i love you gorgeous study girl. check out the addition to my sigline... *snicker* thanks for reminding me.