KittyOfSteele
Chevaleresse de Sade
- Joined
- Sep 20, 2020
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I beat my last year self.
Last year I wrote a grand total of 245646 words. This year isn't even over, and so far I've pushed 375817 words. To clarify, all I wanted is to make it 250K, not push it to a 50% extra from that.
Just this week alone I wrote 18600 words. I'm... No, no, no, I'm not going to tag him, but yes, I'm still stunned that I can output this amount, and yet I seem to not want to do it. This year was quite a rut for me, and yet I still beat my last year self.
I think I found my problem:
- Stories published in 2023: 15.
- Stories published in 2024: 6.
- Stories published in 2025: 2; both 750-word vignettes.
Whatever. It's impostor syndrome, and I guess the only way to get rid of this is by publishing again. I've been hiding myself for way too long. I don't know what milestones for publishing I'd make for me, but I'll figure that out.



