Never to Have a Chance...

[whspr]

you do have beautiful eyes!

Well, thank you kind sir!!!

 

[sirgary]

you do have beautiful eyes!

...I have heard it said that the eyes are a window to the soul....

...just imagine how beautiful her soul is....

 

[whspr]

~Thank you for that compliment...it really touched me...

 

[whspr]

I know you will never have the chance to see this..but I need to have the chance to say it. You are so much a part of my life. I didn't realize exactly how much until you were not around. I really didn't smile much. I thought about you and became very sad. I never dreamed you did this on purpose. But instead of being upset..I'm just so damn happy you are okay. Part of me feels like a fool for just accepting you back with out even a mean word. But, then I heard your voice as you listened to me sob. Maybe that was enough. I guess time will tell. I'm going to give you this chance.....



I just hope you don't tear me apart by doing so.....

 

[whspr]

Another ramble to myself...

I have walked this road alone for such a very long time...I wonder if I had the chance...would I even know what to do with it..........I wonder.....

 

[RedVixen]

Have you ever met someone and things just really clicked?
You think this is the person who can change your life. You
fall in love and things are going perfect....

Then with one sentence, the whole thing changes. Without a
chance to really explain, he just backs up and says ...no can do.
You bare your soul to him...but he doesn't hear what you
really said.

I hope you never have to hear that....it hurts like hell. Maybe
the best thing to do would be....build up walls and don't let anyone close. This hurts too bad.

whspr

it just happened to me... two sentences... i didn't see it coming... i still don't understand...

but now that time has passed i can see the little things that were off.. and i wouldn't take him back...

(as much as i want to...)

 

[sirgary]

...sometimes I wonder which is worse....

...what was said....or what wasn't said...

Hurts the same, I guess....

 

[whspr]

Guess that depends who it was said to....goes both ways for me...but I will probably never have a chance with him anyways

 

[sirgary]

Guess that depends who it was said to....goes both ways for me...but I will probably never have a chance with him anyways

I think women are luckier in this....

A man can worship a woman from afar and know that there is no way he will ever experiance a night of love with the woman of his affection...

A woman may never have the man's love but she always has a pretty good chance of getting laid by the man because men are a lot less choosey on who they have sex with...

...but then, all women know that.....

 

[whspr]

I think women are luckier in this....

A man can worship a woman from afar and know that there is no way he will ever experiance a night of love with the woman of his affection...

A woman may never have the man's love but she always has a pretty good chance of getting laid by the man because men are a lot less choosey on who they have sex with...

...but then, all women know that.....

For me, that doesn't work...the whole casual sex thing. I need to feel an emotional connection, too. But that is just me <shrugs>

 

[sirgary]

For me, that doesn't work...the whole casual sex thing. I need to feel an emotional connection, too. But that is just me <shrugs>

Ahhhh...I fully understand this but if a certain man had your emotional connection, whether he return those emotions or not is secondary to you having sex with him.....

...no man could resist your charms anyway...

 

[whspr]

hmmmmmmm...you seem to do quite a good job <giggles>

Thank you for tonight. I miss you.

 

[sirgary]

...Ugh!...there is way too much paperwork involved in my life....I wonder who has time to even look at it when I finish it....

I look out the window and wonder if it is as pretty where you are as it appears to be here...

 

[whspr]

Was a gorgeous day today. I was out sitting by the lake for a few hours. I love this time of year when the trees are in bloom. It is absolutely beautiful. I hope you are enjoying this time of year at least a tiny bit. My thoughts traveled to you several times today.

 

[sirgary]

Was a gorgeous day today. I was out sitting by the lake for a few hours. I love this time of year when the trees are in bloom. It is absolutely beautiful. I hope you are enjoying this time of year at least a tiny bit. My thoughts traveled to you several times today.

....I also love this time of year but ...darn.....there are these annoying bugs out...bigger than knats but swarm the same....and a shotgun doesn't seem to slow them up....

 

[sirgary]

...note...

I think that furball looks like a gaint tribble with a litle head....

......cute as a button......

 

[whspr]

I wonder what it would be like to have the chance to cover you with kisses....hmmmmmmmmm...what wonderful thoughts

 

[Morrigu]

Leaving a warm hug and some for the beautiful Whspr

 

[whspr]

{{{{{{{{Morri}}}}}}}}}}}}}

I miss you and our impromptu chats!!!

 

[MollyDolly]

Never really fallen before- been feeling some nice feelings and felt the rug slip out, that's for sure... it's been just over a year, and sometimes it still hurts, but things happen for a reason- I think of that X-Files episode where Scully really discovers the interconnectivity of all things and how random forks and choices we make construct who we are- so I try to keep that in mind, but it doesn't necessarily hurt less.

 

[sirgary]

This month has been almost overwheming in how busy I have been. Construction is in full force and I have been working 6-7 days a week.

Helping a friend in need when I am not working kept me tired and side work has crept in also. I am hoping to buy my way into a better financial situation and have made positive gains in that regard.

I suffer in keeping my communications up with people I want to talk to. I hope all of you understand and give me a little time to sort out my hectic life.

I am hoping that July is the time when the "have to do's" give way to the "want to do's"

I miss you

 

[whspr]

This month has been almost overwheming in how busy I have been. Construction is in full force and I have been working 6-7 days a week.

Helping a friend in need when I am not working kept me tired and side work has crept in also. I am hoping to buy my way into a better financial situation and have made positive gains in that regard.

I suffer in keeping my communications up with people I want to talk to. I hope all of you understand and give me a little time to sort out my hectic life.

I am hoping that July is the time when the "have to do's" give way to the "want to do's"

I miss you

I miss you, SG. I know you are very busy. I think of you often and will text so you don't forget who I am.

 

[sirgary]

....buy that bike you wanted yet?....

 

[whspr]

no I haven't ....

 

[Morrigu]

*Hugs you tightly* Whspr tis wonderful to see you, I've missed you