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[mrtnmoon]

Nothing so clever as yours.

I wouldn't say that... but I dunno how to explain why I wouldn't say that. I tried to tell someone the other day that I'm dumber than a stump.

 

[sortacurious]

I wouldn't say that... but I dunno how to explain why I wouldn't say that. I tried to tell someone the other day that I'm dumber than a stump.

You are way too hard on yourself, but I'll bet I'm not the first person to say so.

 

[mrtnmoon]

You are way too hard on yourself, but I'll bet I'm not the first person to say so.

why yes, I do have a hard on. how did you know?

 

[sortacurious]

why yes, I do have a hard on. how did you know?

Oh, hehe, well then...how may I help you?

 

[mrtnmoon]

Oh, hehe, well then...how may I help you?

alas, I had already taken care of the situation before you asked. damn.

 

[SecretLove69]

alas, I had already taken care of the situation before you asked. damn.

Well Sir, of this you can be sure - the South will rise again!!!

 

[mrtnmoon]

hmmm...

I wonder how a thread called "what made you want to swallow a bottle of pills today?" would go over?

 

[mrtnmoon]

Well Sir, of this you can be sure - the South will rise again!!!

if it did it wouldn't matter... it's only about and inch and a half long.

 

[sortacurious]

alas, I had already taken care of the situation before you asked. damn.

We need to work on our timing then. *wink*

I wonder how a thread called "what made you want to swallow a bottle of pills today?" would go over?

I would seriously cry. How about a PM saying that you are struggling and would like someone to talk to, instead? You know where my box is sweetie. Use it...please?

 

[mrtnmoon]

I would seriously cry. How about a PM saying that you are struggling and would like someone to talk to, instead? You know where my box is sweetie. Use it...please?

now, what fun would that be?

I don't even know that I'm struggling with anything. just kinda feeling blah, ya know? like nothing really matters.

 

[sortacurious]

now, what fun would that be?

I don't even know that I'm struggling with anything. just kinda feeling blah, ya know? like nothing really matters.

I do know, it can be a part of depression from my experience. Not that all blahs are absolutely depression but a sign especially if there are others. Been there, still have moments that I detect little signs myself.

So, the wording of a PM doesn't necessarily have to include the word struggle. Or anything about the problem at all if you don't want it to.

Sometimes boredom just needs a kick in the ass, give it whirl, what can it hurt. C'mon, I might even make ya smile.

ps have you seen Hannibal Rising???

 

[mrtnmoon]

I do know, it can be a part of depression from my experience. Not that all blahs are absolutely depression but a sign especially if there are others. Been there, still have moments that I detect little signs myself.

So, the wording of a PM doesn't necessarily have to include the word struggle. Or anything about the problem at all if you don't want it to.

Sometimes boredom just needs a kick in the ass, give it whirl, what can it hurt. C'mon, I might even make ya smile.

ps have you seen Hannibal Rising???

no, haven't seen "hannibal rising". I really didn't think "silence of the lambs" was all that great. I watched one of the sequels just because of the gore scenes I read about, but that was all it had going for it. I seriously almost fell asleep in the theater in between the scenes I actually enjoyed a little.

 

[SecretLove69]

if it did it wouldn't matter... it's only about and inch and a half long.

An inch and a half - when you fold it in 1/2 and then in 1/2 and then in 1/2 and then in 1/2 again maybe .......Really Moonbeam I'm sure your meat swings.

And that other crack about a thread about swallowing pills - now are you just trying to get me to spank your fanny??? Whether you want to admit it or not - YOU, my sweet friend, have a lot of people here that care about you and would hate it if you did something horrible. And if nothing else - at least think about this lonely old cougar who would lose one of my favorite fantasies.

 

[sortacurious]

no, haven't seen "hannibal rising". I really didn't think "silence of the lambs" was all that great. I watched one of the sequels just because of the gore scenes I read about, but that was all it had going for it. I seriously almost fell asleep in the theater in between the scenes I actually enjoyed a little.

*ahem* Don't think I didn't notice that you only responded to the PS, sweetman.

 

[SecretLove69]

*ahem* Don't think I didn't notice that you only responded to the PS, sweetman.

He's a clever one - pretty good at dodging questions or comments - a true elusive Moonbeam.

 

[mrtnmoon]

He's a clever one

that's me... I'm sharp as a tack and twice as flat-headed. (another one of my dad's sayings. )

 

[SecretLove69]

that's me... I'm sharp as a tack and twice as flat-headed. (another one of my dad's sayings. )

I'll take the pointy ended part if you don't mind.

 

[sortacurious]

He's a clever one - pretty good at dodging questions or comments - a true elusive Moonbeam.

Uh huh, I'm beginning to see what you mean. It's a good thing that I don't give up easily.

 

[mrtnmoon]

Uh huh, I'm beginning to see what you mean. It's a good thing that I don't give up easily.

there's a line in a triumph song that applies to me right now. the song is called "stranger in a strange land". dunno why I told you, I'm about 98.4% positive you've never heard it. anyway, the line is: modern apathetics, you've got plenty of nothing to say.

that's me.

oh... and PM's work both ways, ya know.... you don't have to wait for me to PM you if you wanna try to make me smile.

 

[mrtnmoon]

An inch and a half - when you fold it in 1/2 and then in 1/2 and then in 1/2 and then in 1/2 again maybe .......Really Moonbeam I'm sure your meat swings.

ok... maybe I was exaggerrating, but you're giving my meat waaaaayy too much credit.

 

[mrtnmoon]

I've noticed tht there are nights I've taken 4 or 5 nanax zmc then naybe I'llk grt a esdonse. you shuldn't fo tht, marty... blah, blah blah. then ther a rr olther nights i tzkr zbiut 12 of them and mot get ny reactiom at al. makes me wonder... I shuld either gibe yp the druos or jdt go sea sy all thother.... like no onnne carres. if zo dom't drr you anymore, peaceout.

 

[mrtnmoon]

so nice to see ladies like cheekygirl, gracie 29, nowgirl and sortacurios stopping by to say hi. not mention other relative newies like kinkikittyn....alnd older regulars like moon shadow lady and virgin not. at least sl69 has an excuse, she's been out of town. butterscotch has an excuse, roo.... she rarely stops by the PG anymore. doesn't really make it any easier not ro have contact with them/

I had pondered giving up when I hit 9,000 posts, naybe I should have taken my own advice.

 

[mrtnmoon]

sure, I could go to other threads and seek out some of these ladies and maybe be a little frlirty with them, but then I'd be even more of just one of the masses that already am.

bessides... theyr're hard to find. I can almost always be tracked down here, if anyone cares to look,

 

[sortacurious]

sure, I could go to other threads and seek out some of these ladies and maybe be a little frlirty with them, but then I'd be even more of just one of the masses that already am.

bessides... theyr're hard to find. I can almost always be tracked down here, if anyone cares to look,

I looked, I got upset, I worried. I hoped you would be around still today after last night's post.

I want to reach out, I've told you so. But your pain and sometimes suicidal thoughts hit so close to home for me, in a place that I'll never fully heal.

 

[mrtnmoon]

I looked, I got upset, I worried. I hoped you would be around still today after last night's post.

I want to reach out, I've told you so. But your pain and sometimes suicidal thoughts hit so close to home for me, in a place that I'll never fully heal.

I'm sorry. don't mean to cause you any pain. I'll try to keep in mind that you might not be here all that much......when I'm hurting, tho, it's hard to be logical. a least you've given me an explananion.