my thread

[muskokan]

what do you want and what have you done that you hope you don't get caught? I only ask because you've been nothing but kind to me, so I dunno where this "bitch with no regard to other peoples feelings" comes from.

no no, thats in REAL life

And I do care about my kids... I guess i'm really just that way with guys.. that I *cough* use *cough*I dunno I gu ess I was exageratting a little, but when I'm bad, I'm bad...

 

[mrtnmoon]

no no, thats in REAL life

And I do care about my kids... I guess i'm really just that way with guys.. that I *cough* use *cough*I dunno I gu ess I was exageratting a little, but when I'm bad, I'm bad...

ahh, I see. now I'm kinda torn... part of me wants to see how bad you can be.... and part of me doesn't wanna get used. what's a boy to do? lol.

 

[muskokan]

ahh, I see. now I'm kinda torn... part of me wants to see how bad you can be.... and part of me doesn't wanna get used. what's a boy to do? lol.

well it's all about trust right? have to know I can trust a guy enough to be bad with him, and thats saying something in itself

 

[mrtnmoon]

well it's all about trust right? have to know I can trust a guy enough to be bad with him, and thats saying something in itself

oh, ok. we're safe, then, because I'm very untrustworthy....

 

[muskokan]

oh, ok. we're safe, then, because I'm very untrustworthy....

awe darn.. I guess I'll just have to cancel that sidetrip I was taking to explore more of OH next time I go down to Cedar Point

 

[mrtnmoon]

awe darn.. I guess I'll just have to cancel that sidetrip I was taking to explore more of OH next time I go down to Cedar Point

well now... wait a minute. let's not be too hasty.... maybe I didn't understand all the ramifications.

 

[muskokan]

well now... wait a minute. let's not be too hasty.... maybe I didn't understand all the ramifications.

aweee... well.. just for you.. you have about a year to redeem yourself lol (just went down for my yearly trip on the 23rd of july)

 

[mrtnmoon]

aweee... well.. just for you.. you have about a year to redeem yourself lol (just went down for my yearly trip on the 23rd of july)

damn... I missed out. you'll have to tell me about the trip next time. it was nice talking to you, but I have to get to bed now. glad your daughter seems to be doing ok. gnight.

 

[muskokan]

damn... I missed out. you'll have to tell me about the trip next time. it was nice talking to you, but I have to get to bed now. glad your daughter seems to be doing ok. gnight.

night

 

[mrtnmoon]

all work and no play makes mrtnmoon a dull boy
all work and no play makes mrtnmoon a dull boy
all work and no play makes mrtnmoon a dull boy
all work and no play makes mrtnmoon a dull boy
all work and no play makes mrtnmoon a dull boy
all work and no play makes mrtnmoon a dull boy
all work and no play makes mrtnmoon a dull boy

you're a dull boy anyway, dipshit. that's why no one thinks about you if you're not around to bump yourself.

yeah, I know. but...

but nothing. just shut the fuck up. you have to go to work anyway.

yeah, yeah....

all work and no play makes mrtnmoon a dull boy all work and no play makes mrtnmoon a dull boy all work and no play makes mrtnmoon a dull boy all work and no play makes mrtnmoon a dull boy all work and no play makes mrtnmoon a dull boy all work and no play makes mrtnmoon a dull boy

 

[mrtnmoon]

all work and no sex makes mrtnmoon a dull and horny boy all work and no sex makes mrtnmoon a dull and horny boy all work and no sex makes mrtnmoon a dull and horny boy all work and no sex makes mrtnmoon a dull and horny boy all work and no sex makes mrtnmoon a dull and horny boy all work and no sex makes mrtnmoon a dull and horny boy all work and no sex makes mrtnmoon a dull and horny boy all work and no sex makes mrtnmoon a dull and horny boy

 

[mrtnmoon]

dunno why I bother sometimes, but....

I was driving the other day and I saw a car with a purple ribbon on the back. I didn't think much of it at first. the ribbons are all over the place now... pink for breast cancer awareness, yellow (I think) to support the troops in iraq.

but my curiosity got the better of me. I'd never seen a purple one before I so wondered what it was in favor of. I could never get close enough to get a good look at it, but from the best I could tell it said "support bitching" on it. huh? surely that cab't be right, but I'm almost positive that's what I saw.... hell, maybe I'm just be smoking too much crack. has anyone else seen a ribbon/slogan like that one?

 

[Buttah]

I was driving the other day and I saw a car with a purple ribbon on the back. I didn't think much of it at first. the ribbons are all over the place now... pink for breast cancer awareness, yellow (I think) to support the troops in iraq.

but my curiosity got the better of me. I'd never seen a purple one before I so wondered what it was in favor of. I could never get close enough to get a good look at it, but from the best I could tell it said "support bitching" on it. huh? surely that cab't be right, but I'm almost positive that's what I saw.... hell, maybe I'm just be smoking too much crack. has anyone else seen a ribbon/slogan like that one?

Not sure but I think they are for domestic violence awareness.

 

[mrtnmoon]

Not sure but I think they are for domestic violence awareness.

could be. if so I might be wrong about the slogan. I'd swear that's what it said, tho.... wish I could remember what kind of car it was so I could keep an eye out for it.

 

[Guest]

bumping for the nice mrtnmoon

 

[muskokan]

Hey

Ughh.. sorry I haven't stopped in.. I'll be gone for the next few days from internet land and i've been crazy busy the last few...

stick around for a while because you may have some new pics to look forward too once I'm in my new place

 

[mrtnmoon]

Hey

Ughh.. sorry I haven't stopped in.. I'll be gone for the next few days from internet land and i've been crazy busy the last few...

stick around for a while because you may have some new pics to look forward too once I'm in my new place

hey there, muskokan...
no worries. I've seen a couple of posts about all the work you've been doing. I certainly don't envy you, but I hope you feel like it's worth it once you get all settled in.

I'll certainly keep my fingers (and other appendages) crossed about any possible new pics.

 

[muskokan]

hey there, muskokan...
no worries. I've seen a couple of posts about all the work you've been doing. I certainly don't envy you, but I hope you feel like it's worth it once you get all settled in.

I'll certainly keep my fingers (and other appendages) crossed about any possible new pics.

I'm glad to hear that you'll be looking forward to it. makes me want to do it even more

 

[mrtnmoon]

I'm glad to hear that you'll be looking forward to it. makes me want to do it even more

completely off topic but since you're canadian I have to ask.... do you know anything about the music of a band called triumph or their guitar player rik emmett? probably before your time, but I had to ask....

back on topic.... you're smokin'. why wouldn't I look forward to seeing new pics?

 

[muskokan]

completely off topic but since you're canadian I have to ask.... do you know anything about the music of a band called triumph or their guitar player rik emmett? probably before your time, but I had to ask....

back on topic.... you're smokin'. why wouldn't I look forward to seeing new pics?

It must be before my time and possibly after my parents LOL I've got a good hold on most 60's and 70's music my parents listened to but then I hop right to the boybands of the late 90's

There's this little part of my head that somehow never believes any of the pms I get about people thinking i'm attractive, maybe it's just my female gene...

or the fact that no guy ever liked me in highschool.. or the fact that i'm just bitter in general???????/

 

[mrtnmoon]

There's this little part of my head that somehow never believes any of the pms I get about people thinking i'm attractive, maybe it's just my female gene...

or the fact that no guy ever liked me in highschool.. or the fact that i'm just bitter in general???????/

well.... I can cetainly understand not feeling attractive. I've actually had women here tell me that I'm hot, but I sooo don't really believe it. for what it's worth, if anything, I dunno if I've ever PM'ed you to tell you how attractive you are. I'll say it right out here in my thread... your pics are some of the sexiest I've seen here.

I can understand being bitter, too.... I think I posted something along those lines in another thread just a little while ago. I was virtually unnoticed in high school. that happens to fat shy guys. it's probably why I'm such an attention whore now, but also why it's still hard to believe anything good that anyone says about me.

 

[muskokan]

well.... I can cetainly understand not feeling attractive. I've actually had women here tell me that I'm hot, but I sooo don't really believe it. for what it's worth, if anything, I dunno if I've ever PM'ed you to tell you how attractive you are. I'll say it right out here in my thread... your pics are some of the sexiest I've seen here.

I can understand being bitter, too.... I think I posted something along those lines in another thread just a little while ago. I was virtually unnoticed in high school. that happens to fat shy guys. it's probably why I'm such an attention whore now, but also why it's still hard to believe anything good that anyone says about me.

I can totally get that...

remember how I told you i'm such a bad person.. I think it totally comes from me being repressed/low self esteem crap like that and then suddently being "wanted" knowing I was "wanted" and shit just happened, it hurt people but damn.. what an ego boost..

I feel more attractive when I see myself in the mirror now but I still don't see how someone else can find me physically attractive. especially my body, though it's a little different now it's not that much different than it was when those pics were taken.

I happen to be the girl who is always asking her husband "do you REALLY find me attractive" or "why do you find me attractive" and of course he always thinks it's a trick question.

 

[mrtnmoon]

I can totally get that...

remember how I told you i'm such a bad person.. I think it totally comes from me being repressed/low self esteem crap like that and then suddently being "wanted" knowing I was "wanted" and shit just happened, it hurt people but damn.. what an ego boost..

I feel more attractive when I see myself in the mirror now but I still don't see how someone else can find me physically attractive. especially my body, though it's a little different now it's not that much different than it was when those pics were taken.

I happen to be the girl who is always asking her husband "do you REALLY find me attractive" or "why do you find me attractive" and of course he always thinks it's a trick question.

for better or worse, I think we're a lot alike. I've lost a lot of weight so I can see that I look better, but I also see that there are so many more things that could be better. some things I sort of have control over.... it's just a matter of having the proper motivation. other things are going to take surgery, and I just don't have the money for that.

the only thing I know for sure is that it scares the hell out og me the first time I have to get naked with someone new.... I just don't see how a woman wouldn't be totally repulsed by my body, especially if it's someone that I consider to be really cute, pretty, or sexy. the kind of woman that to me could have anyone she wanted... so what the fuck is she doing with me?

of course, I try to battle those feelings by being the best and most generous lover I can. if she's comong over and over, at least I can understand why she keeps coming back for more.

I'm not going to comment on your being a "bad person". I've been burned more times than I can count, but in a way I also understand where you're coming from... it's a heady feeling when you feel that someone really wants you and is attracted to you.

 

[muskokan]

I think that I look a lot different naked than clothed, clothes can do a lot to hide spots and fix little things, I'm a good size in clothes but once my pants/shirt aren't holding al my rolls in generally good order, look out.

 

[mrtnmoon]

I think that I look a lot different naked than clothed, clothes can do a lot to hide spots and fix little things, I'm a good size in clothes but once my pants/shirt aren't holding al my rolls in generally good order, look out.

for what it's worth, some of the pics I've seen of you were fairly naked and I still thought they were pretty damn smokin'.