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purrbaby said:
thank you
how are you?
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thank you
how are you?
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purrbaby said:
tired and hot and off to bed. keep telling him he's sexy!!!
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you're gonna start, too?purrbaby said:
it's really nice that you two think so... if you really do.
but...
(isn't there always a but?)
it also makes me wonder why.... if I'm so sexy/charming/nice/whatever.... why doesn't she want me instead of the dick that she's engaged to? why don't any of the girls I really have the hots for want me? ok, I can answer that, probably... they're all way too young.
I... uhhh.... promise they're over 18, tho.
but.... you know what I'm saying, I think.... I just don't understand how things work.... I'd be so much better off if I could just turn my back on her. why can't I do that? I just keep thinking about her and wanting her... and hoping that the feeling will go away when she's finally married.... if I don't kill myself before then. (that's just talk, I think... but I get tired of hurting all the time.)
I have an answer lol You go for dizty girls and not a real woman who wants a mature loving relationship, commitment, a home, love, a deeper commitment than a quick fuck behind McDonald's. Not insulting your girl, I'm not, but she's not mature enough, we've been over that.mrtnmoon said:you're gonna start, too?
it's really nice that you two think so... if you really do.
but...
(isn't there always a but?)
it also makes me wonder why.... if I'm so sexy/charming/nice/whatever.... why doesn't she want me instead of the dick that she's engaged to? why don't any of the girls I really have the hots for want me? ok, I can answer that, probably... they're all way too young.
I... uhhh.... promise they're over 18, tho.
but.... you know what I'm saying, I think.... I just don't understand how things work.... I'd be so much better off if I could just turn my back on her. why can't I do that? I just keep thinking about her and wanting her... and hoping that the feeling will go away when she's finally married.... if I don't kill myself before then. (that's just talk, I think... but I get tired of hurting all the time.)
When you find a REAL woman, you'll be happy, trust me.
lol No it wouldn't, not for what you're complaining about lolmrtnmoon said:I'm not all that mature, either.... it's not like I have a lot of experience romantically or socially. besides... with these other girls I'm lusting after, a quick fuck behind mcdonald's would be just fine.
And you are plenty mature, I've talked to enough to know that.
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I'm not mature, I'm just old.purrbaby said:
speaking of which... this old man needs to go to bed. well.. maybe I'll jack off first. haven't decided yet. (sometimes I love sharing what some people might think is TMI.
) I saw a comedian once talking about masturbation... he said the good thing is you can be with anyone you want. his punch line: "I've had bo derek about 10 times now and she's starting to know exactly what I like." wonder if you can guess who I cum with. lol.
anyway.... sweet dreams, PB. hope you don't get too bored and you get that storm you want.
lol ::hugs:: Night Moon... Sweet dreams. And no such thing as tmi lolmrtnmoon said:I'm not mature, I'm just old.
speaking of which... this old man needs to go to bed. well.. maybe I'll jack off first. haven't decided yet. (sometimes I love sharing what some people might think is TMI.
wonder if you can guess who I cum with. lol.
anyway.... sweet dreams, PB. hope you don't get too bored and you get that storm you want.
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bumping for the charming moon 
Hey mrmoon, I heard you like "Lost." I'm not sure if you've seen this but it's worth watching again ... http://www.weirdal.com/lostrhapsody/lostrhapsody.htm
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bumping for the charming man
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it used to bug me that sometimes it seemed like forever would pass between the times she'd ask me how I'm doing. now she asks me almost every time we chat or talk, and goddamn, I wish she'd quit.
it's nice that she's expressing some concern.
the part that bugs me is that I can't answer the question honestly. I can't tell her that I think her marriage is a mistake. I can't tell her how miserable I've been.... how I feel like I've been cheated out of spending time with her for the last 6 months because she decided someone else was more important to her than I am.
before you say, "of course someone's more important to her, you dumbass, she's getting married," that's not the issue. if the guy she had been spending all that time with was her fiancee, it wouldn't bug me so much.... I'd have understood that. I'd still miss her, but I knew I was going to lose her to him someday. no, this is some other guy we used to work with, some other "friend" of hers....
I want an explanation. I wanna know how I fit in her life.... seems like the closer her marriage gets, the more we talk... except all she can talk about is her marriage.... and how lazy her fiancee is, what a baby he is... what a fuck face he is. sure sounds like love, doesn't it? I wanna know why I still care so much. just forget her, dumbass.
I'm trying.
if I can make it past her wedding day without doing serious damage to myself, maybe it'll get easier....
it's nice that she's expressing some concern.
the part that bugs me is that I can't answer the question honestly. I can't tell her that I think her marriage is a mistake. I can't tell her how miserable I've been.... how I feel like I've been cheated out of spending time with her for the last 6 months because she decided someone else was more important to her than I am.
before you say, "of course someone's more important to her, you dumbass, she's getting married," that's not the issue. if the guy she had been spending all that time with was her fiancee, it wouldn't bug me so much.... I'd have understood that. I'd still miss her, but I knew I was going to lose her to him someday. no, this is some other guy we used to work with, some other "friend" of hers....
I want an explanation. I wanna know how I fit in her life.... seems like the closer her marriage gets, the more we talk... except all she can talk about is her marriage.... and how lazy her fiancee is, what a baby he is... what a fuck face he is. sure sounds like love, doesn't it? I wanna know why I still care so much. just forget her, dumbass.
I'm trying.
if I can make it past her wedding day without doing serious damage to myself, maybe it'll get easier....
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sounds like she's more confuzzled then you are
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you're definitely right... I think that she really thinks she's in love with this guy. it's not like I think I'm the right guy... given a fair shot at a relationship with her, I dunno if I would be or not. I just don't think that he's the one. I think that she thinks things are automatically going to be different between them once they're married, and it just doesn't work that way.MoonShadowLady said:sounds like she's more confuzzled then you are
I was glad when she told me they were going to have some pre-marital counseling, but they had one session, nothing's any different except they set a date.
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I've been trying to wait til I know you're on to respond to this so I could make sure you see it, but I never know when you're gonna be on.purrbaby said:
I totally agree there's no such thing as TMI. well, ok.... not totally... there are some bodily functions I'd rather not discuss. lol.
however....
I'd never heard the phrase TMI til I started hanging around in chat rooms. every once in awhile someone would make some kind of comment about sex or masturbation or something (hey... why are you looking at me? I don't talk about that stuff!) and then someone else would say, "omg! that's TMI!", sometimes accompanied by a wink or a "LOL".
I'd always think, "bullshit..... the chance of seeing someone make those kinds of comments is one of the things that keeps you hanging around in here for hours every day." hell, I probably even said that.... I was just about the only one honest enough to admit it, tho. no such thing as TMI.
No, we certainly don't. I'm in process of correcting some painful choices that I made in the past. Sometimes I don't know when to stop letting someone beat the shit out of me. Thankfully, I realized, these people that have been beating the emotional shit out of me, aren't good for me. Aren't worth it. Can't let me be happy. They don't matter, because they don't actually care about me. Funny strange thing to realize.mrtnmoon said:
