my thread

[mrtnmoon]

unfortunately, no camera, so no pics. thanks for all the good wishes and encouragement. this may be my last post before I go so if it is I hope you all have good days in my absence. with the exception of missing me a little bit, of course.

 

[buckeye007]

Good morning bud...hope all is well in your part of the world!

 

[Millificent]

Enjoy your visit Sweetie!

 

[mrtnmoon]

greetings from california. dada kicked ass last night, even tho we were late. it may be the best show I've ever seen from them, soundwise. the disco/r&b music thumping when they were done was a big downer, tho. hopefully no replay of that tonight. see y'all in a few days.... or not

 

[SecretLove69]

greetings from california. dada kicked ass last night, even tho we were late. it may be the best show I've ever seen from them, soundwise. the disco/r&b music thumping when they were done was a big downer, tho. hopefully no replay of that tonight. see y'all in a few days.... or not

Ok ok - so I didn't read this before I sent you the PM - oooops

So, I wasn't gonna be jealous enough that you got to go to CA, now you rub salt in the wound by telling about the Dada concert - man. I'm glad you're having fun.

So, how was the plane ride?

 

[mrtnmoon]

I'm home now. the less said about the 2nd show, the better. nothing to do with dada, by all accounts they kicked ass again. just a major bonehead move on my part.

plane ride was good... now I know I can fly somewhere and not be scared out of my wits.

 

[Millificent]

Glad you're back!

 

[mrtnmoon]

Glad you're back!

thanks. I have to be somewhere, I guess. it might as well be here. lol. (home, I mean)

 

[mrtnmoon]

So, I wasn't gonna be jealous enough that you got to go to CA, now you rub salt in the wound by telling about the Dada concert - man. I'm glad you're having fun.

would you rather I tell you I have scratches all over my back?

 

[SecretLove69]

I'm home now. the less said about the 2nd show, the better. nothing to do with dada, by all accounts they kicked ass again. just a major bonehead move on my part.

plane ride was good... now I know I can fly somewhere and not be scared out of my wits.

YEAH - you're home!!!!!!

All tanned and well rested???

Bonehead move AND scratches all over your back - you do realize you got some 'splainin' to do Lucy!!

In lieu of pictures, we will just take a "blow by blow", very detailed account of the entire story.

 

[mrtnmoon]

YEAH - you're home!!!!!!

All tanned and well rested???

Bonehead move AND scratches all over your back - you do realize you got some 'splainin' to do Lucy!!

In lieu of pictures, we will just take a "blow by blow", very detailed account of the entire story.

tanned? well rested? nope, and nope. I am so tired...... glad I didn't have to work today. as for the details, I wish they were more exciting. don't get me wrong, I had a really good time, but I also screwed up bigtime. I'll PM you the details.

 

[mrtnmoon]

more lyrics

oh, no! you say. not more dada! you say. well, haha on you. these are lyrics from another band called Butterfly Jones. nevermind that the guitarist and drummer happen to also be in dada.

Alright

I was hangin' off a balcony over the strip
Checkin' out the freaks below
It was a very good night to get a grip
Or fall into my own creep show

Danglin' like some drool from a mad dog's mouth
Dyin' for some sympathy
When I heard a sweet young voice callin' up my way
And this is what she said to me

It's alright it's o.k.
Don't you know tomorrow's another day
Don't look now here comes the dawn
Baby sometimes you gotta just hang on

Well I followed her directions and gave it some time
Things began to work out somehow
'Til one night eatin' chinese I got a call from Ruiz
He said you better come over right now

He was takin' a bath in his best green suit
Buzzin' like a wet grenade
He was tryin' to wash away his dirty blues
With some bubbles and a razor blade

It's alright it's o.k.
Don't you know tomorrow's another day
Don't look now here comes the dawn
Baby sometimes you gotta just hang on
Yeah yeah just hang on...hang on

Yeah, yeah yeah....

So when you're hangin' off a balcony over the strip
Wonderin' where it all went wrong
Just remember there's a band settin' up on your ship
Waitin' to play your song

It's alright it's o.k.
Don't you know tomorrow's another day
Don't look now here comes the dawn
Baby sometimes you gotta just hang on

more great music, more cool lyrics with some vivid imagery, like "danglin' like some drool from a mad dog's mouth". I especially like this:

He was takin' a bath in his best green suit
Buzzin' like a wet grenade
He was tryin' to wash away his dirty blues
With some bubbles and a razor blade

 

[Buttah]

Glad to see you had fun Moon, you deserve a liitle laughter in your life.

 

[mrtnmoon]

Glad to see you had fun Moon, you deserve a liitle laughter in your life.

I'm glad to see you posting again. I've missed my little taste of candy.

 

[mrtnmoon]

I finally pulled the trigger last night, figuratively speaking. got into a big fight with bro about mom.... started innocently enough. all I wanted was for him to talk to her with a little more patience. all of a sudden it was about all the things I don't do around here after working my ass off for 8 hours.... how useless and worthless I am,

so, I deicided he was right and swallowed about 25 xanax. I did exhibit a little sense.... I actually had about 25 more that I could have taken, but I threw them away.

let me tell you, having your stomach pumped is no fun. at least there was somethng in there instead of the 7 ounces of sperm they allegedly pumped out of rod stewart once. .

something else.... that charcoal they give you to soak up the rest of the drugs will make you look like you're shitting oil. I was starting to think I could load up the truck and move to beverly. hills, that is. lol.

in case anyone cares, everying is cool now, except that I'm going to have to go through some counseling. that might not be a bad thing.

 

[SecretLove69]

I finally pulled the trigger last night, figuratively speaking. got into a big fight with bro about mom.... started innocently enough. all I wanted was for him to talk to her with a little more patience. all of a sudden it was about all the things I don't do around here after working my ass off for 8 hours.... how useless and worthless I am,

so, I deicided he was right and swallowed about 25 xanax. I did exhibit a little sense.... I actually had about 25 more that I could have taken, but I threw them away.

let me tell you, having your stomach pumped is no fun. at least there was somethng in there instead of the 7 ounces of sperm they allegedly pumped out of rod stewart once. .

something else.... that charcoal they give you to soak up the rest of the drugs will make you look like you're shitting oil. I was starting to think I could load up the truck and move to beverly. hills, that is. lol.

in case anyone cares, everying is cool now, except that I'm going to have to go through some counseling. that might not be a bad thing.

Oh babe - I'm glad you are alright.

NOW - You are one lucky man. If I were closer I'd kick your ass for pulling a stunt like that.
Dammit Moon - I care about you and you have my phone number and know I'm here anytime, day or night.

I've got 3 brothers just like yours - I do all the shopping and running mom to her doctor appointments. I'm the first one she calls if a light bulb needs changing or if the cat has a fur ball and what do I get from my fuckin' brothers "you don't do enough". Well, FUCK THEM AND FUCK YOUR BROTHER TOO.

Please go to the counselor and promise me - right here in front of God and everyone on Lit that you won't try anything like that again. Please please please baby - ohhh fuck please don't leave this world. AND I do -You told me not to say it - but I still feel it.

 

[mrtnmoon]

Please go to the counselor and promise me - right here in front of God and everyone on Lit that you won't try anything like that again. Please please please baby - ohhh fuck please don't leave this world. AND I do -You told me not to say it - but I still feel it.

first appointment is at 2 tomorrow. as for the other, all I'll promise is to think longer and harder about the consequences if it ever crosses my mind again.

 

[Buttah]

Damn Moon, thank the Lord you are okay. Please listen to your friends here and never, ever try something so foolish again.

I had family problems a few months back so I know the frustration and pain you felt. These problems usually have a way of working themselves out. Sorry, I know this advice sounds trite but swallowing pills isn't the way.

Counseling helps, I know first hand but you have to want it to help. Go in positive Moon, fight for your life.

 

[Spence99]

first appointment is at 2 tomorrow. as for the other, all I'll promise is to think longer and harder about the consequences if it ever crosses my mind again.

Take care dude and get yourself well!

 

[SecretLove69]

first appointment is at 2 tomorrow. as for the other, all I'll promise is to think longer and harder about the consequences if it ever crosses my mind again.

Thank you Moonbeam.
Just remember the taste of that charcoal and, mostly, PLEASE remember you are not alone.

 

[mrtnmoon]

Thank you Moonbeam.
Just remember the taste of that charcoal and, mostly, PLEASE remember you are not alone.

always alone...even in a crowd

 

[SecretLove69]

always alone...even in a crowd

Well, you weren't alone on the airport escalator and you weren't alone last night in the ER and, as long as I can reach out to you in some small way, you will never be alone.

Now, stop arguing with me cuz' I can't afford to drive to Ohio to open up a can of whoop ass on you.
(although I might be tempted to throttle your brother first and, with what energy I have left, just tackle you and cover you with smooches.)

 

[mrtnmoon]

(although I might be tempted to throttle your brother first

well, I started out trying to have a rational conversation with him, but by the end ewe were both yelling some pretty hurtful things,

 

[SecretLove69]

well, I started out trying to have a rational conversation with him, but by the end ewe were both yelling some pretty hurtful things,

You suppose your brother was a little bent outta shape over your recent trip to CA and feeling like he had to take care of your mother for a change?

 

[mrtnmoon]

You suppose your brother was a little bent outta shape over your recent trip to CA and feeling like he had to take care of your mother for a change?

no, he's just very impatient sometimes. which is it bugged me when he was constantly lecturing her to have some patience.